Origin story

It was just your average mixed, but, half black, half white parents, each have their different views of the world.

I was born in April 2nd 1999. I was born two month's early, as you expected I had a lot of problems.

One of those problems were that I was allergic to everything outside, wether it be plants, trees, flowers, grass, etc.

I had overcomed that though, thank God, and I had lived my rest of My entire life as a carefree child, with loving parents.

Well, untill middle school.

I was an outcast among peers, as I didn't have the social skills to speak that well to others.

I was an outcast of course, do to my scares that so had that stayed after I had an incident with middle school.

I was bullied intensely, and unexpectedly in middle school, do to my sudden change starting my process from a child to an adult.

I had grown depressed, and that was the origin for my bad social skills.

Ever since then things have been turning for the worse, I had been going deeper and deeper into the depression hole.

The stares of disgust and dismissive made me numb, the joking around, had gotten to my soul at times, as I had knew they really felt it.

I had known due to the girls, so many rejections, so many scoffing, so many mockeries.

Due I that fact and the envioronment around me, I had realized it, the harsh truth.

I had realized that My parents, were in fact wrong.

I knew that I was in fact ugly.

My parents had seen the changes happen to me, but were confused, they didn't see the pain that I had in my soul.

We would go on vacation, and I would put my hoodie on, cringing everytime a pretty girl walks by.

Trying not to look creepy I didn't stare, I just gave a breif glance before immediately looked away.

My parents as I had said before were confused and angry, here they had spent. a lot of money for a vacation and it was ruined because of my actions, when my mother went off on me about it, I could feel something rising on the inside, I couldn't take it anymore and I snapped.

Spill everything I did, I poured my heart and soul out towards them, The even my father who was normally stoic, had to recoil in surprise.

They were shocked, and confused angry, and upset?

They were shocked at what I had gone through, they thought i was.just a normal troublemaker boy.

My mother was confused and appalled, she thought I was handsome, she was confused as to why my classmates were doing that to me.

With dad he was upset, and angry, but most of all understand

The realization hit him like a pack of bricks, why I had been acting the way I did, why I would flinch every time a hottie, or any girl would pass by.

He was appalled as to why they would think I was ugly, he.was the one slightly jealous of my looks in the first place.

It was a shocking day for the two who were my parents, it makes me glad that I am the only child as it would make more shame, to see the child's look.

Things dont get better as time goes on, my parents would try to confort me and say that You are handsome but. look at the environment around me and I scoff at there exclaimation.

No things don't get better, well they do when I discovered dragon ball z, on television, I started watching dragon ball z as an escape route.

During my time watching dragon ball z I started to disclose myself from reality, Closing myself from everyone, from everything. I would go to school endure a day of torture, come home watch dragon ball z.

When I was in the 8th grade, the last day of the year, my teacher had put up a motivational video.

He put it up just to wish is luck and jumpstart us to highschool.

The motivational video, you might recognize the names, Eric thomas and les brown.

The words were like fire to my soul, as it ignited like a pillar of light.

"Seperate as you see yourself, beyond your fears, you are more powerful than you could imagine."

"Separate yourself from other people, Join the people who are going somewhere with themselves."

"Don't be discourage from their glory, learn from them, let them take you to knew hights.

"Some ones opinion of you does not have to become your reality, even if no one believes it you have to say within yourselves, I believe, even when nobody else believes it for me I must believe it for myself."

Slowly and surely I started to become better, I started to study, and improve on my current status.

My parents were shocked, and when they asked what had happened, a simply said that I didn't like the destination I was leading into and desired to make a change.

That'ss how I spent the summer, and when I was bored as I had finished Dragonball a, I had moved on to fanfiction, which I had founded by chance.

I started to read dragon ball then naruto then dxd than multiverse then self insert.

By the time in that summer went away faster than a blink of an eye.

High school had offically started, and everything was the same at first, but I had steeled myself, and slowly gathered courage and separated myself from my past.

I did just that, Then. I integrated myself with a different group, the people who are going places, and I started to climb my way up.I had found myself becoming confident, becoming skilled, and even though girls still reject me, they were nicer, and more kind, as a matter of fact my view among girls had changed.

The people that had potential to become friends, but I had messed up, that relationship, because I was trying to impress the others, in which I called "my past."

I didn't bother with them if they wanted to talk they can talk, but I had to many things on my mind I just kept doing what I set out to do.