Going to hell

I'm tsuki. A japanese girl with a japanese name. To be honest, I wish I also had those English names like those girls from our neighborhood. But honestly I'm glad I don't have a name like them. Why? Cause they think that everyone with that kind of name should always stick together. And honestly, I hate that idea. But sometimes I think that maybe it would have been okay. Cause there's my brother Theo, who "sticks" with them and I don't think he's half bad.

So you might ask, why I'm named in japanese when my brother is named in English. Well it's a little cliche but that's cause I can't see. So my family thought that it would be a good idea to make me a "traditional" person. You know that one person in your family who's totally out of it. Yes . That's what my family wants me to become. And honestly scares me. So when I decided that I'll just do whatever they want, I discovered something. I was actually doing what they want this whole time. The thing I thought was freedom was nothing but an illusion I set up for myself . So I changed my mind. I'm gonna live like myself. not traditionally, not like my family wants nor like those noisy neighbors.

It's been a few days since I started thinking about living like myself and bad news is that I don't know how to live like myself.. I finally understood that you cannot really change in a single day. And something even shocking for me was that I didn't really know how to use freedom that I am so passionate about.. I even tried to trick Theo and asked him about it but obviously he ignored me. This is one of the rare times when I envy people who can see. Cause even thinking about something like this is a little hard for people like me..

So after thinking really hard in my dreams I decided that I'll runaway from home. Now running away might be easy but it wasn't really something I would like to do. And as I was doing it to live like myself, I decided not to runaway. But go on a journey to discover my own self . Whatever that is. Maybe it's because I can't see but I grew really curious about something I didn't even know. And you know what happens when person get really curious?? DISASTER!!!

At Tsuki and Theo's home:

Liam the father of the siblings was sitting on the couch for quite some time spacing out when Tsuki came out her room and asked who was sitting there. he didn't think much and told her that it was him. Coincidentally Theo was also coming home at the same time. Tsuki confidently told her father that she was not *running away* but was going on a journey alone. Her brother scowled while her father didn't really think it through and asked her,"where?" When she confidently said to him, Hell.

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Butterfly effect is a really amazing thing as a mere action could basically change people's lives. Same thing was happening to Tsuki. As her one action changed a stranger's life to something that Tsuki and even that stranger couldn't have thought about in their lives.....