It was time to resume the pending activities. She wakes up, she has to start her work in the candy store again and follow her life with her new realities and environment.
She was sad about everything that happened, but she had also gained experience and new strength to be reborn ... She had people who wanted to help her and that gave her support.
She just opened the store and received a pleasant visit from Dr. Lameda. They hugged and she let him know that she was calmer. He also informed her that the trial against the aggressors of her husband was proceeding in court, she would be sentenced to imprisonment for five years and her subject for 25 years.
She bought him several white chocolate candies that were very special. She told him, I collect your famous micro paintings, I added gold frames to them and they look perfect. She told him about her concern for her daughter, since he and her wife were in the process of divorce ... He wanted custody of the girl, but it would be difficult and it was most likely that they would give her to her. her mother.
Estela commented to him, living as a couple is very difficult, it takes a lot of understanding to forgive mistakes. We are all imperfect and we clearly see that in our neighbor and not in ourselves.
More people came to the store and he left. She left him the number of his new phone so that he could contact him whenever necessary"I will help you and I will spare no time for you, you know" Thank you, I feel sincerity in your words. Take this small gift for your daughter, it is milk chocolate filled with arequipe, she will like it ..." What a pleasant surprise! You are a love, then I will call you " Whenever you like!
She ended the work day with a good sale and returned to her house. She felt very lonely. She started listening to music, while she prepared something to eat. The vegetable cream that she prepared was becoming thick while she stirred it little by little with a long spoon. That movement began to cause a dizzy sensation ... The bubbles began to form letters on the surface of the cream. She could not stop, or leave the place. Something strange was happening to him. She clearly read the name: Zara.
She turned off the stove and left. It was clear in her mind that the name is the same that appears in the relief medal of Azrael's daughter ...
She looked for the medal and confirmed it, that's how it was written and in the same way ...
After eating and tidying up the kitchen, she took the medal in her hands. She was sitting comfortably and pretending to perceive something by vibroturgy about the girl, that now she would be a woman.
She had her eyes closed and images of her began to appear in her mind of a faceless girl ... She was wearing a blue dress, she could hear her slow cry and someone yelling at her You are useless! The girl placed her hands covering her ears and kept crying.
The girl ran down the avenue and behind her was followed by a woman very warm from the cold. She couldn't quite make out her face, but she could make out the number of the avenue. The city was familiar to her, she had been there once ...
She tried to remember the name of the city, but to no avail. She would search old albums, photos of her travels, to find any clues.
When she went to her room, she remembered that she had a necklace with a big star and she had bought it there ... She searched the albums and found numerous photos where she was wearing the necklace. The most curious thing is that the avenue and its number were perfectly visualized. Avenida 20, the same avenue where the girl ran in her vision ...
She would tell Azrael about her experience. She had the purpose of visiting that place. She felt permeated by the girl's vibration and identified with her. Estela, she was also an adopted daughter, her mother's learning problems affected her in her childhood. She yelled and insulted her for no reason and she became introspective.
Her imagination became fertile, for she had to seek for herself the answers that her mother could not give her. From childhood she elaborated thoughts of an adult person. She grew up before her time ...
Most of man's needs are created by the human mind. Infatuation is also neuronal. We fall in love with the brain and not with the heart ... We idealize something unreal that satisfies the requirements of our neurons. When we discover reality, sadness and disappointment come.
Today, purely animal and casual sex is experienced. The disappointment caused in the fictional infatuation makes most avoid it.
Estela wanted to experience true neural love and not just a superficial infatuation created by her mind.
To be reborn in neuronal love is to complement yourself with divine reality. That was what she wanted ... To go beyond the limits of apparent reason and find the truth hidden in the half"truths of the dual world in which we live.
Sometimes our thinking is so great that it annihilates our matter, only balance can unite them. She maintained that balance when she embodied her thought in artistic creations for elaborate sweets. Others like Azrael, she did it by writing books and with different expressions of art.
Finding yourself and being reborn is difficult but possible. Estela will achieve her purpose within the imperfection of this plane and will captivate everyone who knows her story, leaving a teaching and an example.
Absolute good does not exist here, but there is the wonderful harmony that compensates forces. Balancing these forces is the task of each one of us, without labeling positions or judging them. This woman will show us the way to go through life with the best move that
we all have within our reach: The fiction of a neural love.