Chater Four: W-what?

I woke in the infirmary. I saw Hikari waiting for me to wake up. I hugged her tight as the memory of Kanouki-san flowed from my mind.

I can't imagine that I had been raped by an alpha. I wanted to cry but I can't let that happened as Hikari will get worried. I then let Hikari continue her next class.

After I took permission from the teacher, I went home.

As soon as I reached home, I went for a bath. I then scrub my whole body so hard that it turned red and cry. I felt worthless but in this case I was also at fault. The disgust, insecure feeling was killing me.

I turned of the shower and went to dry myself. As I dry myself, I look at myself in the mirror and saw hickeys all over my neck and my swelled chest. I then noticed the bite mark behind my neck as I touch it.

I trembled in fear that I have bonded with the person who raped me. Without thinking further I then change into my clothes and went to eat dinner with my mother as my sister and mom are at Korea. Doing their work.

I then sit down, infront of the table. As we were eating mother puts on a TV.show.

As soon as I am done eating I went my room. I then think what happened today. Then sudden realisation hits me that while he rapes me , he didnt wear a protection. What if I get pregnant?

<to be continued >