PATHETIC
Jayden knew that what he had done at that time was something he had to do, and to be honest, he didn't really feel guilty or sorry for what he did.
Because in such a situation, he was only left with two choices; him being killed by them or him killing them first.
Indeed, the two choices were not fun things to do, but if he had to choose, of course Jayden would choose to live.
It was just that, even though Jayden didn't feel guilty, he was still just a fifteen year old teenager who was never really forced to deal with a precarious situation. After all, he was surrounded by bodyguards who would protect him round the clock.
Therefore, this event would always be etched in his heart and he would not be able to just get rid of it.
His first murder made Jayden have to go in and out of the therapy room, getting counselled from a psychiatrist who helped him to talk, talk about the problems he was experiencing.