Chapter 6: Focus!

Argh... My Head...

What The hell Just happened?

Why Is everything Dark?

(...)

Oh, I almost got killed...

Ah.

Aaaaaaah! SHIT I ALMOST DIED AGAIN. WHAT THE HELL???!!!

WHERE IS THE DAMN MONSTER, WHERE!!!!

Wait wait. Huff... I should calm down, take deep breaths, slowly. Haaaah, That's It, I'm already feeling better.

Now that I think about It, breathing as an Insect feels weird. It feels like I'm breathing Air through my skin...

Wait, I should Focus Right now, stop with those distracting thoughs, Now It's not the time. I should First Focus on my surroundings, what If that damn Monster is still roaming around here? Just thinking about It is making me tremble with fear, that thing can easily crush me like stepping into a bug...

Like a bug huh...

Tsk

For some reason, I didn't even feel fear anymore, It was like It suddenly disappeared, for It to only be overwhelmed by an enormous rage and indignation.

Why I'm feeling like this? Why? I don't understand. It feels like two identities are fighting in my Head...

... Dammit, Now it's not the time!

Now, I should Just get out of this thing that is trapping me. Oh, I forgot to mention It, but I'm stuck into something, It's like I'm completely blocked into some sort of pose, even my limbs are stuck. And this feels like I'm into a fetal position, with my arms and legs hugging my body, damn... Even my eyes are blocked, I can't even open them!

Go! I then started trying to move my limbs. And after some time, I could only feel a slight trembling.

Aaaaarghhh Go!! I didn't even stop to rest, I simply wanted to Escape from It! And after some Constant strugle...

'Crack'...

Yes! I think I'm finally getting out! I can already feel my body slowly getting more space!

Don't Stop!!

AAaaaaaaaaaahhh!

'CRAAAAACK!!!'

I finally broke through! Haaaah, finally... My whole feels sore from staying in the same position for some time.

Now I should take a good look on whatever was trapping me...

By looking at It, It is like an empty husk... Just like when spiders in order to Grow bigger, sheded their old exoskeletons and waited for a New one to form... And by looking at It, It looks Just like myself (ignoring the back that was completely wrecked by my emersion).

Sooooo, does this means that I got bigger? After quickly checking my surroundings, I could see that I'm still inside that old trunk were I used It to hide myself from that bird thing. There was even my Green blood that has already dried. But I noticed that the hole which I used to get inside is smaller. And my surroundings feels more narrowed...

So I really did shed my previous exoskeleton, Just like a Spider. Cool, so does this means that my "final evolution" is going to be a giant Spider? I Hope that I at least get a human form... Oh, speaking of humans, I'm excited to see How does this fantasy world looks like. Does It have Magic and Kingdoms or It is some sort of steampunk dystopia? I'm also looking forward to see cute girls, especially a hot elf onee-san hehehe...

Oh my perverted self! We should at least Focus on finding a Village... Then after (hopefully) acquiring a human form, I can finally start to procure my love interest! Or maybe two love interests?

Ok ok, I Will stop It. Getting out of this old trunk is more important! I looked determinadly at the hole, and after putting some strengh in my legs, I jumped Right at It.

I was expecting a badass jumping action into the Air and doing a cool pose after landing, only for it being ruined by my body that got stuck at the freaking hole.

Fuck...

(...)

Fuck! This sucks!!! I should've ripped that damn trunk with my fucking claws!!

Grrrrrr!! I Will not stop! I used my powerful Mantis arms to Pierce the trunk, and Then I tried to force my body out of the hole.

Doing This thing is harder than taking a Shit!

(...)

After some minutes of struggle, I finally felt that my body was slowly getting out. So I decided to take a look at It to check the progress, I also noticed that the old trunk's hole was breaking down after my constant effort (Okay, this sounds weird), there was even some pieces falling out.

Seeing this made me even more energetic, so I didn't stop the struggle. And before I noticed, My whole body finally escaped from that hole. I was ejected with some pieces of bark following me.

I'm Free!

Oh wait, I'm falling!

Aaaaaahh!

'THUD'

'SPLAT'

I didn't even had the time to be happy before I noticed the place where I falled into.

It was Blood, mixed with insides and mud... Sensing from my body, It felt cold... Really cold...

I felt A freezing shiver run through my whole body, making me feel goosebumps that made me tremble a little...

It was at this moment that I finally Noticed... That this world isn't like those from the fiction books and shows... that mass of blood and gore, could've been me...

Deep Inside, I knew that... Real life reincarnation isn't going to be a happy fairytale with the MC getting happy adventures and always surviving the danger... This is real life, I'm not even a human, I'm in the middle of nowhere, Lost... And surrounded by beasts that could Destroy and devour my whole body.

While I was stuck there with my thoughs, I moved my eyes a little and watched as an eyeball that was starting to rot, rolled a little.

I could see it... The feelings of despair and fear by looking at this eye...

Ha...

Haha...

Hahahhaha...

HAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!

While feeling goosebumps run through my whole body, I Smiled with my Insect alien mouth.

A Smile, Full of fear and a little bit of madness, I don't even know If I can Smile with this body of mine.

I felt shivers... Making my body tremble and tremble with despair or fear... So I thought...

But I failed to notice...

That this wasn't fear... Neither despair...

It was a shiver of pure excitement...

The Desire to Dominate...

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