Me

hi my self Ela.

And this is me. i have always been alone. never try to make friends. why? because I don't feel to trust anyone. yes I am afraid of losing people around me. I was very close to my dog name lucky but end of the day he left me all alone.

so yes I am afraid of people around me. it's to scary of getting attention by them and ending up with ignorance. the world around me has always been difficult. I feel so. i never want to be with anyone and even I am scared of my emotion as some of the time it get over busted on. I just can't control my tears when I am on emotional state of mind. I just don't want be childish but I am.

but may be my new beginning help me to be mature and smart yes as I am excited for my new happy beginning .