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It's been a month since that dream, and my wolf as gotten restless. I still find it hard to believe what's happening. I can't be mated to the moon. It's just crazy!

I find it ridiculous that this is to be my fate. Being mated to the same gender, a child, or even my reflection like victors case, I could accept. I could still make do with an animal. Best it be a wolf. But the moon? This as to be some crazy joke.

The moon hasn't been full since I had that dream. And I really dread looking at the moon.Full or not.

Today, it's going to be a full moon and as wolves, we get to run in our true form as we howl to the moon. It's a long lived tradition. A symbol of our loyalty, appericiation and joy. It is always done in style.

Meals are prepared, the pack gets to go on a group hunt. Music is played and unmated females entertain the pack with melodious music and talented dancing skills.

For me, it's indeed a day to look forward to not because of the games,music or hunt, but rather because it's a day I as an alpha, gets to bond with my pack members. I get to thank the goddess for another peaceful year running to an end. I get the opportunity to see females who I hope, one of them would be my mate. But this time around, I am not concerned about finding a mate. My wolf is more excited that we would get to see the moon. He thinks it's the most beautiful thing in the world. He wants to protect it, hide it, so no one gets to see it other than us.

Unfortunately, all this is impossible. We can't just pluck the moon From the sky and keep it in our room for our viewing pleasure.

This feelings are so strange. This isn't suppose to happen. It's some sick twisted feeling that is difficult to explain. I want to hide from the moon, and yet it's all I want to gase at all day. I want to hate the goddess for doing this to me. But I can't find the inner strength to hold up hatred. I am confused with no clue of what's happening or what would happen. No previous tales to guide me, no history book to read from, and even the moon goddess seems to be ignoring my plea. More like she is enjoying my present turmoil.

Oh goddess! , if something isn't done fast, I think I'm going to lose my mind!!