Chapter 1: The light

The sun has already set off, illuminating a warm and deep yet colorful light.

Clouds of red floating and freely enjoying the light of the sun which fades and hides to make way to the night.

It exudes beauty that everyone will be mesmerized by.

All adores this time, as the sun sets, a new light will bloom...

It is a light after the light goes its way.

My time seems to be in pause, observing the sunset gives me freedom as it calms me and freeing me from deep thoughts.

(I love it, I hope that this time will never end)

I took my time enjoying the wonderful sight, it made me feel free and blew my worries in that little time, captivated by.

I ingrained into my mind the beauty of the dawn, hoping for it not to end and escape with my sight.

***

It's already 7 o'clock in the evening.

I'm on my way to my house, carrying food from the convenience store, a food just barely enough to live for a day.

Walking in the streets crowded by people, it is noisy and full of mystery.

I have been surrounded by different kinds of people, living with their own circumstances.

They are all living to live and doing everything for that sole purpose.

I am one with them, we are all the same, a man who is hoping that one day that his problems will set off and will give him a new light.

[Haaaaaah. I'm tired] as I sigh, I observe the people near me.

They have different kinds of expressions that can be seen in their faces.

Some are tired, massaging the sore limbs of their body, people who work all day to make a living. They are working to the bone exceeding the normal working hours all day just to make their home lively.

Some are exhausted, fighting the fatigue accumulated due to long hours of work and overtime left unpaid by the crook companies, it is obvious which is plastered in their faces yet wore a poker face saying that everything is normal to not make others worry especially their family.

Some are excited, people who miss their home to relax after a long day of work and worries and be in the presence with their loved ones. Excited that they are able to survive and surpass different kinds of challenges of this day. They are excited as the day ends yet hatred is filled in their body as the day starts tomorrow.

Some are happy, the children and the youth living without care, and they are the people who bear no or little responsibility in life. They have these faces that show no sign of worries, a face full of joy and the kind of face that I loathe.

[Tsssk! Brats] it makes me feel jealous of how unfair life is.

There were different expressions on the faces of every person who passed by.

For me, it is such a mystery how they have different expressions when they are all the same living to live.

I continued to walk as I observed the people near me. It is easy to read people, simply look in their faces and it will tell a thousand stories.

As I crossed the roads, a light caught my sight.

[!!! Shit…What the heck!]

It is not a light of hope nor light of freedom.

[Yeah, I am fucked up]

The light ran into me, my head spinning as I blasted meters away from the light.

[Hahahahaha. It is now the end huh!

It is now the end, I live with nothing and will die with nothing

I live doing nothing, and will die not achieving anything

I live full... yeah! Full of regrets. How I wish to live my life to the fullest!]

I lost my consciousness.

I lost my life.

***

[Uwaaa! Uwaaa! Uwaaa!]

I opened my eyes and what lies there is...

I don't know what will happen now but what I believe is that, it is a new life for me