CHAPTER THIRTEEN:A Drink To Keep My Mind Away From Her.

Alejandro's pov

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It has been three  good days of having indulged myself  in my work,and trying so hard not to put much thought over what happened days  back at the basement.

Life was good,I could say that things were going smoothly for me,and business was booming fine.

But the dangers and the occasional run ins  with the cops wasn't an inevitable accident,which i had sort all that out  by taking care of the insiders who had been working for this unknown enemy that had made my days restless.

This was the part where i had to come in,to indulge myself in work and also not forgetting the part where my revenge against my family came into line.

Thats  where she too  comes into the picture, Angelina Lopez.The only woman who had seemed  stupid to think that she stood a chance at being alive after taking to me that way.

Just like i had ordered,the three days with no food nor water had left her helpless, giving her no choice but to succumb to asking for help.

But she should have known that she had pissed the devil,and she was facing the consequences for her actions by saying that long.

She was weak,and that was a big disappointment to how i had imagined her to be.The only time where she proceeded to be sort of a  feisty tiger was if she's being touched by me.

I couldn't stop thinking about it, stuffing myself with unending questions about why she would reject my touch.

Apart from the fact that my presence was intimidating,and her primal instinct at seeing me was to fight her way out of this.

But yet,I was still disappointed that she rejected my touch,for the love of God there were a whole lot of women out there who were  willing to do anything  just to have my eyes on them.

Women who will fight,and also willingly  walk into the danger's of being Alejandro's just to be with me…I knew my worth,and i knew that she was one stupid fellow to belittle my ego of having any woman I want.

There wasn't anything special about her, that i could say that attracted me to touch her that day.I was only lost in the moment because she wasn't how i pictured her to be.

But for the fact that she had lowered my ego, downgrading me to the point of calling my mother's name out of her filthy lips,made me livid.

It took a whole lot not to snap her neck,and it would have been such a delectable offer to send her to wherever her dead father was.

Something stopped me, something that i couldn't decipher or explain because my mind wasn't coordinated to figure out what it was.

This was no love,I had no fucking feelings for a highschool girl who didn't git into my world,she didn't fit.

Yet there was an urge,this hunger deep inside of me that didn't want to let her go, rather i wanted to make her enjoy the thrill that comes with being in my world.

she should have gotten used to the dangers of being involved with the likes of him,her dad was no different from that of mine, after all he was the one who does the dirty Jobs of the white house.

What i had planned in store for her had me grinning nonstop,if she doesn't get rid of that attitude the next i see her.

I won't lie not to admit that she doesn't look good,if anything she would bring me   a lot of money if she worked at the club.

That's where i sent disrespectful girls at,to get that attitude beaten  of them when they face the huge reality that comes with being sold off to some disgusting prick as a sex slave.

Yey,this was this unsettling feeling that built up in me,when i had the thoughts of sending her to work at the club.i didn't want anyone seeing her,nor her body to lust after her.

That feeling was what had made Juan walk up boldly,to demand and beg on her behalf to stop her punishment before she dies for good.

In  my years of working with  him,it didn't really come to  my notice that there will ever be a time Jaun will question my authority for a girl.

Apparently,he had proved his loyalty to the family and i have not  once had any idea that Juan would be capable of doing what i feared would come in between his responsibility as a Red Dragon.

Falling in love.

Love?

That was just four words,with deep meanings that didn't make me feel oppressed when i see couples who think that it was all that mattered.

No it didn't.

Feelings are for a fool,they are the only weakness that brings a man down,and i wouldn't let that happen.Not on my watch.

I loved my money better,and the fame that i had right now,besides i was too fucked up to be loved, not that i wanted to beoved by anyone either.

There were a lot more than mere  declarations to prove to me that I'm truly loved,yet Juan was the first to have gone against the rules that i had set up on not having any relationship with anyone in the family.

He knew how much i loved the loyalty,and the undivided attention to the gang,but that all would fall in piece's once they start having feelings for each other who were under me.

He begged for her…no..he was literally planning on taking any punishment that comes as a result from his actions.

Till now,I wasn't able to understand why he would do that, for anyone…anyone like her,it was a funny scenario to watch him thinking that he stood a chance at having anything to do with the girl.

This should have been my jealousy taking if i was any normal guy,but but no!I had no such feeling towards her,I was angry at why Juan thinks that i would ever give him what he wanted.

There's no way he will be fucking that  bitche right under my nose,that will only cost him his death.But stupid me,had only consented and give him the go ahead order to take her out of the basement.

If it was up to me, without having any interference from Juan,she deserved to get there for a whole week.Who knows, she might not have learnt her lesson even after staying for three days?

I took a blunt ,while looking at her file's in front of me, luckily,she has no boyfriend and I couldn't be happier knowing that she didn't have any.

Why would you be happy about that?

My subconsciousness asked,and isat up from my seat,not giving in to answer that question because i didn't have any fucking answer to it.

Juan would be there with her right now,and I was tempted to check the cctv to check what they were doing.But that's so stupid of me because i wasn't jealous of him.

No..I am not jealous.I can't be angry that my right hand man was with  some girl who I wanted to kill for having me in this situation.

I was clearly losing my mind,and it's all because of her.All because of Angelina Lopez,the sake girl whose father murdered my parents.

Why would you care about her?!

Another question that required an answer,but i was angry at everything and everyone that all  i needed was someone to take my aggression out upon.

So it took my gun, while tugging it in the back of my pants,the club and getting drunk would do justice to help bring me back to my senses before i run mad.

All i needed was a drink,and a drink i was getting to keep my mind away from Juan's little whore.