Lady Romane

Yona POV-

I opened my eyes when I heard this voice calling my name. My mind was still hazy as I woke up. I looked over to see the driver staring at me in the face.

I was so surprised that I backed off and hit my head, as I tried to stand in a carriage. It was not a big carriage, so I wouldn't attract attention.

I finally calmed down as the driver looked at me. " Have we finally reached?"

I asked as I rubbed my head, and got up the as driver nodded his head. I got out to see Lady Romane's mansion in view.

Before coming here, I had been writing letters to her in secret asking about Anglica and all but I didn't get a response for a long time. I have been writing for two months straight now yet it was yesterday only that she responded to me and told me,

" You are very persistent, so I let you in on about her, visit me in my mansion" and with that I decided to meet her, who knows when she would go back on her words? I might as well take my chance when possible.

I stood in front of her mansion and sighed before I walked over to notice the guards standing outside the gate, as I told them about my due visit.

With that, I waited outside for them to let me in, as I softened the crease on my dress in nervousness. This was tense, maybe also the moment when I would know where Anglica was.

For a fact, I knew it was not possible for her to be here with Lady Romane, otherwise, Lady Romane would have just invited me instead of telling me where Angelica was.

As I waited, the huge gates opened to the mansion and a butler came to walk me to Lady Romane. I strolled through the entrance of the mansion as I entered inside, to see the same structure which I saw when I came last time, though it was only for some while before, In the end, I was too busy trying to stop myself from being annoyed that time.

The Butler walked me to where Lady Roamane was as he took me to her, I climbed the stairs to the upper chambers where she lived.

We stood outside of her chambers, as the butler knocked on the door and we heard a 'Come in'.

As the butler opened the door, he stepped to the side and motioned for me to go in, I was hesitant for a second before I raised my head high as I entered the room to see Lady Romane sitting by the window in the corner of the room.

She was looking out the window as her gown trailed down on the floor, the beige colour as it was, made her seem one with the wall. The light coming from the outside made half of her face hidden in the shadows. I pondered whether to sit or not as she looked out the window without looking at me.

When I finally heard her speak, "Sit down". Just then I noticed that in her hand was a teacup, which she was sipping as her pinky finger was out in an old Western manner.

I could already tell this was going to be hard or so, Lady Romane didn't like me in the start and now I don't think she would help me this easily. I could already feel that she would be asking for something, all I could think of giving her was my kidney! Whoo!

I tried to calm myself now as silence entered the room, whether from my nervousness or her quietness, it all led to the same thing.

Now that I think about it, it was a daring idea to ask for help from my So-called husband's enemy!

It was like my brain started to work and think of possible scenarios of why she would help me and what danger it could bring me in exchange.

Slowly it sank to me how this could be a trap or a helping hand, through the trap seemed more possible than help since I remember I was not Lady Romane's friend in truth, honestly not even on good terms.

The idea seemed too feasible to not be true, enough to feast on my mind. I felt that I may have stepped into a predator's mouth to save Angelica.

As it may seem, this may not end well for me, At least Lady Romane last time pretended to be friendly but right now? She seems pretty much not interested in acting furthermore.

I sat there in fear for my future as I found out that saying

that "one can do anything is easier than being able to do anything". Thinking that you could do anything is easier than doing it, I may have saved the Sakamaki children but do I have to power to save others?

It's not a statement anymore but a question, can I do it?

At this exact moment, I realized how not everyone's fate is in my hands and now not even mine if my thoughts are leading where I think is.

For the first time, I was pondering over my ability to save Angelica. You may feel that I am thinking too much but in truth, I just realized how important it is to consider more when you are in your enemy's Den.

I contemplated these questions as I sat in silence.

Do you all think I did wrong? Does this wrong? Do I deserve it? Can I do it?

I lowered my head as I roamed in the maze of my thoughts to await an answer to my worries.