Why.

Something I never wanted to see.

Ever.

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I saw....

Icy-Hot and Izuku kissing.

No.

No.

NO.

NO!!

This couldn't be happening! This, this couldn't be! HAHAHAHA It finally happened huh? He finally got an answer.

He finally got his rejection.

Just not the way he wanted it.

It hurt.

A lot.

He felt like dying. Jumping off a cliff and ending it all. He wanted to cry. Forever.

He couldn't cry. Not right now. He couldn't let everyone see him like this. Not like this.

He composed himself on the outside but on the inside he was dying

He acted like he didn't see it. But he would see it everyday from now on.

He saw Kiri looking at him. He saw a glint in his eyes, but he couldn't get what it was.

He just played his head down on his desk and waited for Sensei to come in.

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He could finally go to his room.

He sat down and cried. Cried as hard as he could. Such a crybaby, but he doesn't fucking care. His tears fall to the floor, wetting the floor

I laugh through my tears and cry harder

Why Todoroki?

Why not me?

I look at you and I can see myself with you, standing by you, holding your hand.

I know you better than anyone else, I know everything about you. Does he? Does he know you better than me?!

"Why. WHY?!"

I scream in frustration as I punch the wall

I lay down on my bed and sleep feeling tired after all that crying

I couldn't hear the sound of footsteps as I fall into my slumber.

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