A Restless first night

After the feast, Ravin took me to the west wing of his family home, even though the moon is exceptionally big and beautiful on this side, the place still looks intimidating as fuck. The place is creepy at its finest, maybe I'm just so use modern type homes. I'm sure I will get used to these rough buildings sooner or later.

We entered a rather huge room, that would have been fairly dark if it wasn't for the moonlight shining through the open window. Ravin placed me on a stone bed that had animal skin draped over it. It wasn't comfortable but at least I wouldn't be sleeping outside in the forest or on the ground somewhere.

Ravin made a small fire in the middle of the room, since the home was made from stone or some type of rock, the place wouldn't catch on fire at least.

"This should keep us warm." Ravin sat beside me, his face flushed, I'm not sure if it was from the fire he had been lighting earlier or from being near me.

"Tonight, is the night of our first time as mates. I won't lie to you, what I want more than anything right now is to make you mine in every way possible to reproduce with you and give you my cubs, Tina. but I promise to respect your wishes and wait until you're ready. I want to at least hold you while we sleep. If that isn't too much to ask. I will wait until you allow me to do more than that. I don't want to scare you I only want you to know what my intentions are for you. I will respect your wishes, whatever you decide."

I was almost too shocked to speak, this man definitely knows how to make a woman speechless. Reproduce, have his cubs. I haven't even thought that far ahead. I only wanted to survive in this foreign place. Not to mention the junior between his legs looks a little too intimidating, it looks almost impossible it would fit. I'm honestly scared to even consider that in the long run.

"Heh..." I let out what sounded like a strangled laugh, "Thank you for respecting my wishes."

He beamed at me, "It's no problem at all."

I looked at him, debating whether or not we should lay down near each other. Will he really not touch me? Will he keep his word? So far Ravin has done nothing but be considerate towards me. I should trust him.

I laid my hands atop his own and looked at him, nervousness creeping to the surface as I forced it down before saying, "Uhm, if it's just laying down with each other. I don't mind. I trust that you will continue to respect my boundaries."

"I'm a beast with honor, you have nothing to worry about with me." He promised.

"Okay." I sighed in relief.

Awkwardly I laid down and watch him as he climbs behind me, hugging me towards him as he pressed his body against me from behind. I gasp slightly as my body became aware of his lower region pressing against my ass. Oh. My. God…he's fucken huge. How can I sleep? All I can think about right now is how big his dick is and wondering how it feels if he was to slide it into me.

Fucken hell Tina! Stop being a fucken perv. You made your bed now lay in it. Oh lord…it's so scary to think about actually having sex with him, but I can't deny that I find the idea thrilling at the same time.

"You're body is stiff, just relax, I won't do anything to you." He whispered.

Yea, easy for you to say. You're not me! I have been so sexually frustrated the past years because of Hyunwoo bitch ass being selfish and only satisfying his own needs instead of my own. It's been so long since I've been satisfied sexually.

Think other thoughts, come on Tina think of sheep, yes. Let's count sheep to sleep.

"You're body is so soft, you smell amazing, thank you Tina for being my mate. I will cherish you always." I could feel the soft kiss against my head and a smile pressed to the back of my head that follows, oh my lord, Ravin how am I supposed to sleep if you keep saying these things to me in that husky sexy voice of yours. You're killing me.

Count sheep let's count sheep. One sheep, two sheep, three…

*Next morning*

Ugh…I'm even more tired now.

Last night I couldn't sleep a wink, my body kept being aware of Ravin, and my thoughts keep thinking of other things besides sleep.

Ravin went out for probably about thirty minutes or so while I was trying to get some sleep now that I'm alone on the bed. Ugh…finally some sleep.

"Are you up yet Tina?" His gentle voice rocked my nerves as I shot up, sleep no longer needed.

"I'm up…" fuck sleep, who needs it… I NEED IT DAMNIT! I'm screaming it internally; can't you see it in my face Ravin? Oh, you dense man.

"I brought you some rabbit meat, I hope you're hungry. I made sure to cook it thoroughly, I know you like that." He smiled proudly.

"Ra…Rabbit?" those cute little things? I stared at the meat in his hand, "That...that's rabbit meat?"

"Yes, I tasted it for you before bringing it. It tastes good." He said pushing it toward my face.

Never in a million years would I think to eat a rabbit. Oh Tina, there's no time to be picky choosy, this isn't home anymore, there's no other human besides you. You have to live the way of the beast…

I know I'm trying to toughen myself up, but I really wanted to cry. I miss my mom; I miss her cooking. I should have just left after finding out Hyunwoo cheated, why did I go confront his stupid ass? I wouldn't have died and ended it up here.

Stop…stop dwelling, it's not like you can go back, by now they cremated your ass. I hope they didn't bury me. Yes…mom knows what I wanted. Shit, I told her countless times every time we watch scary movies together. Don't bury me, I don't want creepy crawlers on my body. Cremate me, that's the way to do it. Damn I'm rambling again.

"Are you okay? You got quiet again." Ravin looked at me, concerns written all over his face.

"Yes, yes, I'm fine. Rabbit, you say? I never tried rabbit meat before?" I told him honestly.

"Really? I thought every beast clan tried it. Of course, except for the actual rabbits' clan." He said.

"Yea…I bet." Well here goes nothing.

I took the bite out of the cooked rabbit meat, surprisingly it didn't taste bad. Almost like chicken. Except the meat is a little tougher. It wasn't so bad as I initially thought.

"Is it good?" Ravin asked.

"Yes…it's good." I answered.

He beamed looking pleased with himself.

Would you like to bathe? I'll have the bath drawn for you here. I'll have them bring in the wooden basin for you and make sure the temperature is to your liking. Would you like that?" he asked.

"If it's no trouble, I would like that very much." I told him.

"It's no problem at all." He smiled.

After I finished the food, I went outside to digest my stomach while Ravin got my bath ready. I could almost get use to this, he's such an attentive man. For seven years I slaved over someone else, it's such a refreshing change that someone is at my beck and calls like Ravin is.

It still feels weird to me that I came to this place. I miss many things, the food, the fast food, the soda, to think I wouldn't have another soda, is devastating. I sighed.

"Tina." Ravin voice behind me startled me, shit is he a ninja? I didn't even hear him come behind me.

"Oh! Uh, yes?" I answered.

"Your bath is ready; would you like to bathe now?" Ravin asked.

"Yes, that would be nice." I nodded.

I went back to our room, and sure enough the large wooden tub was sitting in the middle of the room, the steam coming off of it indicated that the water was indeed heated. I was surprised that there were actually a wooden tub for me to use. It's roughly made but looks sturdy enough. I tested the temperature, and it was perfect.

Ravin watched me, is he going to stay here while I bathe?

"Uhm…Ravin? Are you going to stay in here while I bathe?" I asked.

"Yes" was all he said.

"But I would appreciated if you didn't. It's kind of embarrassing to be watched." I told him.

He looked a bit dejected, "If that is your wish, I'll wait outside."

With his head lowered like that he looks like a little kitten being sad that it's not getting any attention. Kind of cute if I'm being honest.

Putting that thought behind me I started to strip out of my clothes, wearing this all day is a bit restricting. It feels so good being naked like this. I got into the tub and sat down, "Mm…" I moaned. Having a hot bath in any world is the best. Closing my eyes, I reveled at the feelings. Enjoying it immensely.

After a good ten minutes or so, the water started to get cool, wishing I could have stayed longer but I knew wishing wasn't going to get the water hot again. Sighing I got up realizing there is no towel, damn what am I supposed to do? Air dry?

"Tina, I brought you some"—

Shit…

I stood there naked like the day I was born, as Ravin looked at me, his eyes staring at me without blinking.

"OH MY GOD!" I shouted, slumping back into the tub.

Ravin startled started stammering, "I—I'm so—sorry. So sorry. I didn't mean to barge in like that. I thought, I thought you were done. Forgive me, I really did not mean to look at you."

My eyes widen staring at him, "Ravin! You're hard!" was all I could yell out.

He instinctively covered himself, the items in his arms dropped to the floor, "I'm so sorry. I'll be outside, these are the outfits my mother prepared for you. Sorry." He picked up the clothes and placed them on the stone bed before rushing out of the room.

Oh my God, he just saw everything…

[Author narrating]

Gripping his chest, his breath coming in quick pants, the image of his beloved female still lingers fresh on his mind. The gentle swell of her large breast, curving upright ready to be please, her curves and the flare of her hips, down to the sparse hair that covers her entrance that promises nothing but sweet ecstasy if he even gets the chance to mate with her. Staring at his harden penis, Ravin wanted nothing more but to sink into that sweet abyss and never leave. She wanted time to adjust, he knew this. Respect was something his mother taught him; female is our mean for survival after all. Ravin knew he's been blessed to have a female this beautiful to be his mate, so a little patience isn't a bid deal. Yes, let's do that. He smiled confidently. Now the next thing on his mind is to hunt and find something for his beautiful mate to eat.

[End of Author narrating]

I'm still very embarrassed, I can't believe Ravin seen me naked. I mean I don't think I look bad, I'm just a little conscious of my belly. Hyunwoo bitch ass was right, I did gain a little weight. I hope Ravin doesn't find me unappealing now that he has seen me naked.

I wish I could see myself in a big mirror, how this outfit looks on me. All I have is a little mirror in my bag that I use to look at my face if my makeup smeared or not. Talking about makeup, I don't have anything but a little eye liner and some lip balm. I'm not much of a makeup person anyways so it's not a problem.

"Can I come in." came Ravin voice behind the sheer lining that covered the door entrance.

Oh my God, it's not like I can hide forever. He's supposedly my husband now…right? Mate is like a husband. I don't even know if they have marriages here. Probably not. A female having so many mates at the same time wouldn't undergo a marriage every time, right? That would be a hassle, wouldn't it?

Sighing, okay let's just forget about it, "Come in." I manage to say.

He came in, his face still looks a little flush. Dude I'm the one who should be shy right now, you saw all my lady parts?!

"About earlier…" he started.

"Let's not talk about it." I cut him off, "I'm a little embarrassed about that." I honestly told him.

"Why?" He said looking confused.

"What do you mean why? I was literally naked in front of you, you saw everything. How could I not be embarrassed?" Incredulously, I looked at him.

"You shouldn't." He, in turn looked at me and I looked back waiting for him to continue, "You're so beautiful, Tina."

He came closer to me, his hand reaching out stroking my cheeks. He sat down beside me, his gaze piercing, almost as if he can see into my soul, "When I saw you naked it took ever ounce of my self-control not to pounce on you and claim you mines finally. Just thinking about you right now got my so hard. Do you want to feel how hard I am?" he whispered as he pulled my hands toward him.

Isn't this escalating too fast? Should I tell him no? but oh my God, I want too. I really want to touch him. it shouldn't hurt, it's not like he touching me, right? Oh my God I'm about to touch it…am I really going to touch his man dingo right now?