Smooth sailing of feelings in heart

Well, I should explain abit of myself as well to start with what went on from infatuation to love. I have been totally into books and not much confident of self to afford sweet love of teenage or may be prejudice with the thought that it is impossible to handle sweet teenage love while being on a one's path to achieve carrier ambition.

My thoughts and believes were strengthened by my schooling in an only girls school.But this thought of mind couldn't stay in my life for long after I met him.

When I first saw him it was on my first day of cram class after matriculation, it was one of the beautiful time of my life.During those days a happy contented teenager was I, only looking forward for more to experience in life and with a satisfaction for completion of matriculation.

Deep down in heart there certainly was an eagerness to go to a future of my own making and was beaming and seemingly growing with the passing days.

A sudden halt did I encounter after perceiving calm expressionless peaceful face of him would be appropriate to say. It was something that brought a beautiful stir in my heart and my thoughts.Well this continued for quite sometime without an end but only becoming stronger and words from my mouth would be how calm he is, how handsome he is, he doesn't seem to have a girlfriend nor interest in such things, he is quite good in studies and blah blah....and my besties had to bear with me for that. Secretly I have given him a pet name too....my "Apollo".So me and my besties address him as " Apollo" in our conversation rather our interesting girlfriend chit chats.And happily they all approved of him to be my crush.