I wanted to live. I didn’t want to die young. So, if the operation could improve my health, I would have a try no matter how hesitant I was.
I knew clearly that I was reluctant to leave this world.
This feeling was totally different from the one I had when I was with Gu Tingchen.
Maybe the difference was because of Xi Zhan.
I was willing to give up anything but him!
In this big world, I seemed to have everything, however, I was all alone with nothing. The only warmth I have ever received was given to me by Xi Zhan, but he would never forgive me.
My second brother, in the end, had been out of my reach.
.... When it was about evening, Tan Wen sent me a message. "Master, we are ready."
I texted back. "Where will the operation be conducted?"