I Am A God!!!

My name is Alex, I can't say much for my self.

I have always lived a mundane life without anything exciting happening to me. I have always been an orphan since I can remember. When I was at the orphanage I was always alone and played by myself. Not that I complain because I always like being by myself. I feel this peace when I am by my self alone in the dark while listening to my music while reading my favorite novels or watching my favorite anime on my phone or computer.

Yeah, I am an otaku. Well, I wouldn't say that I know any and everything about all of the anime that I have read or watched. I have always had a bad memory and have always been bad with names.

Well, the caretakers at the orphanage always tried to get the other kids to play with me but they always end up leaving me out of everything that they did or other things. Well, I can't say that I don't feel bad about that. I mean, I am still a human, and the human race is mostly about sticking together and interactions or that kind of stuff.

So whenever people or couples came to adopt children from the orphanage, I was always excited and wished and prayed to be one of those children that I have seen get adopted and live through those double doors with a smile on their faces full of happiness and expectation and same for my future parents.

But whenever people saw me they didn't want me. I was always sad but didn't show it on the surface. The caretaker was always worried about me and always tried to comfort me. Though I always told her that I was fine and that it didn't bother me, I always cried my self to sleep at night.

This kept on going until I was used to it. I was still a bit sad but I got over it and got interested in novels and anime.

I always like reading those novels where the protagonist dies and gets reincarnated, and works his way up to become a god. Though I like the ones were they get reincarnated into a god from the start.

I liked reading a lot of novels and watching anime where the main character gets his own harem and that kind of stuff. Though I like reading and watching those kinds of things I don't really want to get a harem. What I want is only one girl that I can put all of my trust on and rely on and someone that I will be able to love with all my heart to the point of laying my life for her and vice versa.

Well, this kept on going on until I was 17 years old and was able to graduate from high school and get a job. Then when I turned 18 when I was kicked out of the orphanage to live on my own. I don't hate or blame them for it, I mean I can't always rely on them but I did feel a little bit sad when they did it like they were happy to finally get rid of me.

Well, I was able to rent a cheap apartment and mostly shut my self to read and watch anime or play games and only came out when I need to buy groceries or go to my job.

This kept on going on until I was 23 years old and was going out to buy some groceries.

But what I didn't know is that this was the day that would change my life forever.