Tied to it All

In a world like this, why? Why was I reborn again? I have so many questions, yet all of them remain unanswered... Yet this time I was able to see that mysterious figure again, and what he said was... comforting.

My name is Elaine but my nickname is Ella, and this is my third time to be reborn but this time it is a baby and I'm still not sure what kind of family I have put myself into. In my first life I had everything but most of all a loving family yet in the end my parents were the first to pass away and it was just me and my older sister left, although we grew up, my sister became married and had kids but I was still single and infertile, I became sad about it for a while but I learned to accept it after a while and as time goes on, my sister and I aged and grew old and just like that, died.

In my second life I became slime, I was scared, I didn't know what to do but to fight to survive and I had to eat raw meat... Which I hate the most. but it paid off and led me to have gained a human body, new learnings, friendships, a title and became one of the most powerful beings in the world, which I was so happy about yet I was still feeling sadness deep, deep, down and I was still not sure because even though I have a family of friends it felt incomplete so one night a sudden flash of light came to me and a figure came to me and said child may you be able to finally find what you're looking for in this life that I will give, I replied why? Why are you doing this!? and he said because you are my follower, oh and this time your magical powers won't be lost so don't worry. And I will continue to do this until you find what you are looking for... I love you my child and have a safe life ahead of you.

Just like that I became a baby with magical powers but nobody has noticed it yet anyway...