Emotion Stuff

I opened my eyes to see an unfamiliar ceiling. Before starting to worry about where I am, memories of yesterday filled my mind. If I were someone who blushes easily, I would have already turned into a tomato.

''You were fine while doing it but you are ashamed now? Girl, regret is a useless thing,'' the fox said.

Gazing around me, ''I don't regret or feel ashamed of anything I have done,'' I said. There was no one but me on the bed. Wrapping up in the sheet, I got out of bed and headed towards the bathroom, the only part of the hotel room separate from the main living area.

I hesitated at the door, he should have been here. What was I going to say? Are we going to pretend that nothing happened or are we in some sort of casual relationship now? Wouldn't breaking in now violating his personal space?

With a shrug, I thought, if he wanted to be alone, he locked the door. Apparently, the door wasn't locked because there was nobody inside. I felt the comfort of delaying an inescapable and stressful confrontation, and emptiness at the same time.

The simple worries that had just filled my mind had vanished, but they were replaced by a cold void. ''What did I expect?'' I said it out loud, ''Roses and breakfast in bed? Please, that shit just gets old.''

''Still, a goodbye wouldn't hurt, you just thought. Don't deny, I heard,'' the fox said.

''So what?'' If you think it's bad for someone to read your diary, imagine someone wandering through your mind. Yes, that was what I felt.

''Worried that he would want something more emotional than you were willing to give but now you're angry that he's not as emotional as you want him to be,'' it shook its head, ''Humans.''

''It's not an emotion thing. It's common sense,'' I turned on the water. After spending so much time in the bathroom last night, I wasn't sure it was necessary but a shower would help me think.

My eyes caught myself in the mirror, the scars almost faded were identical to what I felt. I was feeling like a newborn with no past, almost. I also noticed that my tan also vanished after spending weeks in the far north.

''You look like a vamp with fair skin and dark hair,'' the fox said.

Sighing, I wondered where my ribbon was for the second time. ''The thing you mentioned before, about weakness, what was that?'' Being in the bathroom made my memories of last night come alive, as if I try hard enough, I could taste the lust in the air.

''Everyone has weaknesses. Demon breeds characteristically have the strength of the subspecies they belong to, as well as the weaknesses. For you, as you can see right now,'' blushing, I stopped rubbing my clit, ''You have a weak point for lust.''

"Ahem, is this a serious weakness?"

"In the worst case, one can fall for the oppenent in the middle of a fight."

I noticed that my skin was in maximum sensitivity when I touched the hot water. The sense of touch was back completely and amply.

"This is stupid. Shouldn't the seduced one be the lust demon's rival?" I asked.

"Normally, it is. But let's suppose your other person has higher seduction stats than you, enchantment reflects and hits you. This is unlikely though, as the succubus start off with a huge boost," the fox explained.

"Oh, so when two succubus were opponents, the bigger seducer wins?"

"Eww, no! We don't fuck each other. That's cannibalism."