Protolog

Hello I'm Bang Cha Gi. Im 21 years old now. It's year 2019. I'll just tell you what you need to know. Of course I've been living for 21 years and i live in Kore Seoul but was born in Busan. I've only dated 1 guy in my whole life. He was so fucking rude, dumb and broke but he was hot and cute. But i broke up whit him. We started dating when we were 15 and ended it after a couple of months. Oh and my birthday is on October 10th (this is my real birthday ~ from the author). My family is always happy except for me. So i have a disorder that's called DID (DID = Dissociative identity disorder). And life is hard when you have that. I've had suicidal thoughts and i tried many attempts but nothing worked. I don't know how i got it. Let me tell you a little bit about DID. You get DID when you have had a childhood trauma. But you can also get it from other things also. I don't know which but you can. So when you have DID you have many personalities. The lowest you can have is 2 personalities and the highest you can have is maybe like 10 I don't know. The only thing i know is that it ruins your life. Well lest go to the past and tell you how it went when i was a kid.

Let's go back to October 10th 1997. A baby girl was born. Nobody expected it but heeey things happen. Like how somebody didn't expect to get someone pregnant (okay i went a little bit too far right there). The baby didn't open the eyes until she was 2 days. She had beautiful blue eyes. Nobody knew how i got blue eyes but i did. My mother and father both have brown eyes but my grandma had blue eyes so everyone thinks i got them form her. But it can happen that my mom cheated on my dad. I was a really happy baby my parents loved me, i had siblings 2 very annoying siblings. I did have a few crushes when i was young but not a lot of them. My family wasn't rich or poor we were what people would call "normal". I was happy in those day until i got my first boyfriend in middle school. I was so depressed he would cheat on me whit other girls and say that it was a "accident" but I didn't believe it. I then had confidence to tell him that i want to break up. It passed a couple of months after we broke up. After those months I started to get my personalities they just kicked in. The only way to cure DID is to remember what happened. So i was trying to remember but didn't.

~ Hey guys I don't know when i will upload the next chapter but it will be soon. Maybe after i make a cover for my book but it will take a while. I hope you can wait until then.

Love you all ❤️ by the author.

Wow i love to call myself that ~