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Why can't we reach into the future and make sure some things don't happen. Better yet why can't we reach back to the past and take back some things. There are some things you can't take back. Some things that won't be covered by an apology or anything of the sort. What I said to Tsi is one of those. How can sorry cover that?

Yes, I am mad she is communicating with my mother but I shouldn't have gone that far. I step out of the shower and almost die from a heart attack from the sight of Tsitsi standing by the door. She got her hair done today and she has make up on. She knows how to do that flawlessly.

I could drool over her if the circumstances weren't like this. She is serving looks in her black slacks and white shirt with the top buttons undone. But I can't so I just grab the drying towel from the pile.