A new Chapter Chapter 1 (College)

2 years later

Jess

If you think moving on from someone who took your innocence by force is so easy, then you have got to be kidding. It wasn't easy moving on from Fred, I'm glad I did anyway, I haven't forgotten about him totally, I mean there's no way you can forget someone like that easily, but as for moving on,I'm more than way past that stage. I got my admission letter into BUI that's in Texas, five hours away from my Uncle's house back home, I really love and appreciate the fact that I'm finally out of that shitty town, away from all my relationship drama with Fred and my Uncle's family.

I remembered about 2 years back after Annie left, I tried to call him again I didn't know what I was feeling then, I just missed him and decided to call, but he didn't pick up, I sent him apology texts even though I was the one who got dumped but it marked read without a single reply. 'Jessica how foolish were you then? '.

So here I am with my roommate Mia and our crazy set of friends we made since moved in to campus, most of them are all Mia's though, I'm a bit clumsy person at making friends, shit,...imagine walking up to a person and starting an awkward conversation, shit is super stupid, Mia is a social butterfly ,she can literally fit in any group the nerds, the school lords fuck even the bad gangs. At some point I panicked for the type of roommate I'm staying with but I later understood Mia better. She is a beautiful blond and intelligent young lady as well and we happen to be in the same department. Mia hates class, the only time she pays attention to lectures is when exams are around corner, typical College chick right?.

So since I've known Mia, she has tried different ways to get me laid with some random guys which I find totally annoying. She said the only reason I don't want to get laid is because I haven't gotten over my ex boyfriend, Fred which is total Cliche' ,I mean I can't just go around sleeping with random guys, I don't believe I can have sex I don't have any sort of attraction for, I can't do that to myself.

"She is so drooling over her ex "Mia spoke up in the room with four of her friends including me,the girls gasped in surprise

"No Way,what?"Alex the red haired chick said covering her mouth with her palm in shock

".....Mia for the Millionth time, I'm over Fred...I cut in rolling my eyes in annoyance while still trying to paint my toe nails

"Look, she even still calls him by his first name.. She cuts in pointing at me with accusing fingers,I groaned really loud in annoyance

"What does calling him by his first name have to do with anything Mia I'm over the dude, seriously.....I'm totally over... "I said throwing my hands up in the air out of frustration

"Then prove it"Mia cuts in again with t her naughty smirk

"Yeah", the other girls chorused in unison with the same smirks on their faces while folding their hands over their chest

"I'm not having sex with some random dude you guys"I said rolling my eyes as I got up from the bed, heading towards the bathroom praying this conversation will change to something else

"Seriously Jessica, you need to be fucking laid "Mia yelled from the room while her friends giggled annoyingly causing me let out another frustrating groan from the bathroom.

You might be wondering why a 23 year old girl don't want to have sex, it's my choice dammit,I get to give my pussy to someone I love when I want to, the person just haven't come around so why the rush? .I was really glad the girls are changing topic, I really need to get out of here before I become a laughing stock to my friends, I applied a few make ups and combed my hair, I had my hair cut and dyed black which actually looks good on me anyway. A lot has changed about my looks since I moved in with my Mia, she made almost every guy we run into wanna make passes at me which I found really slutry and annoying. I won't deny the fact that I became. a little bit more prettier which is okay by the way, but I'm here to study and give my mom a better life and not some stupid partying and clubbing which will affect your GPA at the end. Yeah you can me boring or whatever, but I'm not, I really love some good things you know, like music, dancing and all. So I guess I'm not that all boring. So when I was ready I got my books and headed towards the library, I can't afford low grades this semester, I will be fucked.

"Guys I'm heading towards library, will be back soon "I said to the girls as I walked in from the bathroom

"Yeah whatever Nerd"Mia spat without even shooting me a glance,I just sighed and slammed the door shut not in annoyance or anything but plain friendly way.

As I walked down my way to the school library I can't help have this feeling that this school has a lot of good things in store for me. I just smiled weirdly to myself,happy that I'm in a whole new phase of life.