FING POV
knock ! Knock ! I wake up when i heard someone knocking my door. I slowly open my eyes , before sitting on my bed. Another knock can be heard so i get up and walk away towards my door. I open the door slowly , as i see Eden. "What? It's 8:45 in the morning Den" i said lazily , while yawning. "You'll never believe what I've said" she said , looking at me , her eyes burning. "What?" I said landing my back at the door. "Your fucking stupid ex is here" she said while gripping her teeth. "Uh----- WHAT?" my eyes widen when i noticed what she told me second ago. "He's coming with Simon and Ryan. I asked those idiots why he's coming ,and they told me they didn't know , as they about to get themselves to our place , they see Qim already waiting outside and asked if he could join them" Eden explained. "Uhuh? Where's Lauren?" I asked Eden. "she's down there. I decided to wake you up as Lauren told me to do so. She might be afraid i start throwing some bad words towards Qim" she smirked. "dont you ever do that" i laughed. "I mean why can't i? He deserve that after all" she said using her annoying voice. "It's won't change the situation after all , and it's just wasting your and our time" i said patting her shoulder. "Duh , you joining me going downstairs then? Or i should lie to them?" She asked. "Well , will be there in 10 minutes" i said. She nodded and leave me alone. I close my door and walk towards my bed. "Why did he come" i said sighing. I get myself towards the bathroom and did my morning routine. Minutes after ,i walk downstairs to meet them. As i walk towards the living room , i see Ryan sitting on the sofa , playing with his finger. He might be so nervous. He always did that when he nervous. "Ryan?" I said walking slowly towards him. He quickly get up from his seat and bowed. i sit next to him and glancing at the other people that are now in the kitchen. "Why won't you join them?" I asked. "I wanna say something" he said smiling awkwardly. I nodded. "So now tell me" i said while taking the sofa pillow and put it under my legs that are still hurt. "I didn't know he would join me and Simon" he start speaking. "When he was at Simon's home , i really dont have any idea about what should i do." He said again. I chuckled as i see how worried he is. "Yah , why are you telling me that? He's your friend after all , i don't think it's a big deal. Plus there's nothing for me to be afraid or sad. I've been fully move on" i proudly said. "Im sorry" he stated again. "It's okay Ryan" i patted his back. "Yah let's eat now" Simon shouted. "Well , come on , let's have our breakfast" i said getting up , but almost fall as i step normally not even remembered that my legs still hurt. But Ryan quickly get me and of course , his face looking at me worriedly. "Are you okay?" He asked checking my legs. I just nodded. He take my hand and help me to walk to the kitchen. As we arrived , i see Qim sitting next to Simon. He's looking at Ryan before staring at me. He quickly stand up and about to take my hand when I quickly sit beside Lauren. He looked disappointed but then he just smiled before sitting back beside Simon. "Ryan sit here bro" Qim said offering the seat beside him. Ryan nodded and make himself towards his seat.
"You think we should have a vacation end of this month?" Lauren asked biting her nails. We're now sitting together on the living room. "Righhtt , im planning to go to Thailand , or maybe Australia" Eden said while scrolling her phone. "You guys will go without me? Ouch" Simon faking his tears. "Well if you free then join us" Lauren said again. "If it's between 27-30 , i think im free" he said , turning on his phone and check something. "Then that's cool! How about you Ryan?" Lauren said staring at Ryan. "I think i only free during 29th and 30th of this month" he said. "Then we should make it early and let Ryan join once he free. Well , 28th?" Eden said again looking at me. "It's up to you guys , im always free back then" i said massaging my legs. They all nodded. I look at Qim and everyone seems to forget that he's there too. "well Qim? Wanna join us too?" I suddenly said , all of them looking at me weirdly and i see Eden making a 'wtf' look towards me. "Uh , if you guys don't mind" he said smiling. "What the fuck did you just said" Eden whispered. "Then join us" i replied not minding Eden. "This is stupid vacation" Lauren whispered. I shake my head and slap her shoulder. "Well i think we should get going now" Ryan get up from his seat and took the key on the table. "Well we'll talk about it again later" I said standing up as well . Ryan hold my hand afraid that i might fall again. "Thanks" i smile. He smile back and nodded. "Cmon lazy people" he kick Simon's leg . They make their way towards the door before bowing towards me and the girls. "See you guys soon" Simon and Ryan said. "Well uh ,can we talk ? 5 minutes?" Qim asked . I feel Eden and Lauren holding my shirt not allowing me to talk to him. I look at them and they just nodded. "Sure then" i said firmly. "You guys could wait inside the car" he said looking at the boys. Ryan and Simon just nodded before get themselves to Ryan's car. Qim and me walk slowly towards the garden . "I hope you forgive me now?" He asked as we arrived there. "Yes i did" i said. He suddenly hold my hand , but i quickly get my hand away from hims. "Look Fing , i don't know what happened to me last time. But for sure Selena and me had nothing else. But i need to act like i love her because of our parents" he explained. "So you wanna talk about those past story ? Im sorry Qim but whatever it is , we're fully over. I've had move on , I've done a new things and i don't wanna ruin myself again after accepting you" i said about to walk away. But he stop me by hugging me tightly. I tried to push him away but he's too strong. "Please , i need you back" he begged. "Sorry Qim , but i really can't" i said again. I use alk strength to push myself away and bowed before leaving him. "THEN I'LL TRY MY BEST TO OPEN YOUR HEART FOR ME BACK" he shouted. I didn't mind him and just walk away. He ruined my mood , he ruined the friendship that im trying to build. I really can't accept the fact that his parents would asked him to do that. I know his parents really well , and they're really kind. But i don't know where did he got this type of him , lying and afraid to tell the truth. I open the door and see Eden and Lauren waiting behind the door like a puppy. "Eardrop pings aren't you?" I asked. "N-no" both of them said. I shake my head and walk slowly to my room upstairs.