CHAPTER 26: I found my peace in her

Raj held Simran 's hand and both walked out of the cafe, Raj started the bike, Simran sat on the bike, she kept her hands properly on his shoulder

Raj - chale?

simran nodded her head

They were silent , simran was still lost , her whole face turned red, she was still blushing , Raj noticed this in the mirror of the bike...

she didn't speak a word in that journey, meanwhile they reached at her house gate, raj stopped the bike in front of her gate

Simran got down from the bike, and she finally spoke

Simran - thank you

Raj - thank you for coming with me , thank you for trusting me, this was the most beautiful day of my life

Raj said with a smile which made Simran blush

She didn't say anything and turned to leave

Simran walked away but stopped in between, and turned behind to look at raj who was still standing there

Simran came towards him, she moved closer to him , raj kept looking at her curiously, she quickly kissed him on his cheek and ran away

Raj was standing there like a statue, he was stunned by her first move towards him

RAJ 'S POV

This was the most beautiful day of my life, I dated vidhi for almost 3 years but we were never close, we didn't have any emotional and intimate bond between us, she never understood me Or may be she didn't want too, and we were just teens, but with simran it was different, we had a connection from the day we met, I enjoyed every moment I spent with her in the cafe day, she is like a little kid , her innocence is her strength and It makes me weak

When we were dancing together I almost lost all my senses by looking at the way her whole body was reacting on my touch , she was making me weak, we were so close that my dick was almost touching her booty, her legs were trembling, I wanted to kiss her, I wanted to make her mine but i stopped, I didn't want to go so fast, I had to figure out lot of things, I wanted to know what I actually feel for her, this can't be a mere attraction, it was much more then this but I can't say this is love too because she still considers me her " friend " , I want to know what she actually feels for me

After we reached at her gate, she didn't speak much, her heart was still beating so fast, without saying a word she turned to leave, I was still looking at her, suddenly she stopped and came towards me, she came closer, I lost my balance but quickly stood properly, she quickly kissed on my cheek and ran away, I didn't expect this, I stood there in shock, my heart beat increased, I waited for her to turn towards me again but she ran so quickly , I smiled and left from there

I went home, mom opened the door

"where were you? I was so worried", mom asked

I hugged her tightly

"What happened", she asked again

I broke from the hug and smiled

"you look happy" , she said

"kuch bolega kahaan tha" ? she asked again

"i like her so much" , I confessed unconsciously

I looked at mom, she was smiling and hugged me again

I sat on sofa and tried to divert the topic before she starts interrogating me

"i mean I like to spend time with her",I said

she smiled looking at me and kept her hand on my head , "I am happy for you" , she said

tell me more about her, mom asked

I just don't know, she is different, she is a kid , I smiled and continued to speak, she is dumb too, I blushed unknowingly by describing her but she is my peace, I found my peace in her, my sanity in her, I again learnt to smile ,mom , I just, I can't describe what she means to me..

You love her so much, mom interrupted me in between

I looked at her , I was confused, " I won't call this as love so soon, it's so early, I mean hume mile huwe almost 1 week hi huwa hai I want to know her more " I said looking at my mom who was still smiling and nodding her head

"i agree with you but love can happen at first sight too, take your time, you will realize this soon,I will get something for you to eat" , she said and went to the kitchen and I went to my bedroom to get freshen up

may be, I like her more or may be I love her but I need time, I said to myself , I could still feel her body touching mine, the thought itself was making me crazy, I blushed more

I need a hot shower, I murmured and went inside the bathroom

SIMRAN'S POV

After kissing him on his cheek, I ran into my house , my heart was beating so fast , I literally tripped while getting into my room, I locked the door from inside and sat down on the bed

I touched my heart, it was still beating so fast, I closed my eyes to calm myself down

what did I just do, I kept cursing myself, my heart was not calming down, i got up from the bed and went near my dressing table, I looked at myself in the mirror

my eyes and cheeks were red as if I just got drunk and came back home, I slowly placed my hand on my heart and closed my eyes again

I remembered our intimate moment in the cafe, the way he pulled me so close, the way I lost myself in him, I could still feel his warm hands on my cold shoulders , I immediately opened my eyes

"what's Happening with me", I said to myself

" no this is wrong , this is so wrong, he is my friend but best friend how can I even think of him like this, why did I allow him to get so close to me" , I questioned myself