Chapter 11

Emma's POV:

"Lance, I told you she didn't seem me. I ran off."

"Okay... Okay... I believe you. What is up with you? You haven't had a hard time with blood in years, and I mean reaching almost the hundreds." I quickly snapped angrily out of frustration.

"I know this! I don't know what it is about her. She's intoxicating. Her smell gets me so fucking high. I don't know why I can't fully control. I was never like this with Adeline." I hated myself for that. I didn't want to ever lose control of her. I never wanted to hurt her.

"I think you need to take a while and get out of here. Get your head on straight. Sports are starting soon, and I want to make sure you don't lose control if someone else bleeds out on the court." I hated that he was right, but he was. I needed to get away. I needed to gain more self-control. I knew just where I needed to go too.

Mila's POV:

It was going on almost a month that she hadn't been at school. I asked Chloe where she was at, but all she told me was that there was a family emergency out of town that she needed to be at. She never said bye or anything. I hated that. I hated even more that I missed her. I walked into the fourth period, and omg, she was there. Wow, she looked so gorgeous! She smiled at me. I couldn't help but smile back. I brought her into a hug, I think I caught her off guard, but she quickly started hugging me back.

"Where have you been?" I pulled out of the embrace as I sat down in the chair beside her.

"We had a death in the family. I had to go and help plan the funeral."

"I'm so sorry for your loss Em... Who was it?"

"Just an old distant cousin of mine. We weren't super close, but I'm the best planner in the family, and he had requested me to plan his funeral in his will." She smiled, making me feel a little less sad.

"I can't believe you didn't tell me goodbye, or You know... text me back..." I said half-heartedly, upset with a smile still on my face.

"I'm sorry. It was the last minute, and cell reception was horrible. I missed you, though."

"You missed me?" I couldn't believe she said that.

"Yeah, why wouldn't I? You're my friend, remember?" Oh yeah... Friend. Come on, Mila, snap out of it. She isn't gay.

"Well... I missed you too." She told me all about the funeral, her cousin, and about the mountains she saw while she was there. Apparently, he had lived up in the mountains. We discussed our project and decided on meeting up on Friday after school and Saturday. This was going to be my first sleepover... I was freaking out.

The rest of the week dragged on. It was nice having Emma back; she even started eating lunch with us. Here we are, the last few minutes before the bell rings, and then Emma is coming over. I was so nervous yet so excited. Chloe, Emma, and I made our way out to the parking lot after our after school activities.

"I'll see you in like 30 minutes."

"Alright, I'll see you then, Emma. Bye, Chloe."

I was home soon with about 15 minutes to get ready before Emma got her. I was so frantic cleaning up my room and making sure we had snacks.

"Calm down, Mija."

"I know, mom. It's... It's just my first sleepover."

"I know, Mija, everything will be just fine." She kisses my cheek as she finished up dinner, and that's when I heard the doorbell ring. Oh my... I was about to run to the door, but then I slowed down. I took a deep breath before opening the door.

"Hey, Emma, Come on in." I tried to sound cool and calm, but it just came out a little breathy.

"Hey, Mila." She beamed with a smile, "Something smells amazing."

"Yes, food is almost done. Go ahead and head to the kitchen. I'll take your bag up to my room."

"It's no problem, Mila. I can do it myself. I'll be back down soon." I nodded and watched her head for the stairs.

Okay, Mila composes yourself; just breathe. I was standing there in the door way of the kitchen, watching my mom hum and dance to the music as she cooked. I loved seeing her this carefree. I've never seen her like this. At that moment, I felt a cold hand snake around the back of my waist to the other side and just drop off.

"Told you I wouldn't be too long." She smiled. That touch was electrifying. I loved the way it felt when she touched me.

"Glad you didn't get lost." We just got locked in each other's eyes for a while.

"Alright, dinners ready, you two." All of a sudden, we heard another voice.

"You got enough for one more." My aunt was back from her business trip. I rarely ever see her; she's always out working or in another state or country.

"Of course, I do! Glad you're home."

"Mila, who is this beautiful young lady?"

"This is Emma, a friend from school." She held out her hand, and Emma shook it. My aunt didn't say anything about her hand being cold. Which I find weird. Emma is always cold.

"Nice to meet you.."

"Maria."

"Nice to meet you, Maria. You have a lovely home."

"Yes, it's one of many, but still my favorite." We all sat down for dinner. My Tia was telling us about her trip to Europe.

"So Emma, tell me about yourself."

"Well, I'm a senior with Mila. I live with my brother and his wife. My brother is a doctor, and his wife is a guidance counselor at our school."

"Where are your parents, dear?"

"They died a long time ago in a car accident... drunk driver." I reached my hand under the table to grab her hand and comfort her. She held my hand back.

"I'm sorry to hear that hon. Any boyfriends you are going to try to be sneaking in my house later?" I coughed on my food at this point. Emma looked at me, concerned for a moment, but it went away once she realized I was breathing.

"No ma'am, I don't have a boyfriend, nor do I want one." She stated sharply.

"What? Are you gay?" I choked on my water at this point...

"Tia.." I gasped out.

"Actually, I am. I hope that doesn't bother you." Wait.. she's gay! No. way. I just looked over at her wide-eyed, and I'm pretty sure that's the hardwood floor I feel on my bottom jaw.

"Of course not, sweetie, it's 2019. Anybody who isn't okay with it needs to get the fuck over themselves."

Damn, my Tia was so emotional when she said that. My mom just shook her head.

"I agree." They all kind of looked at me.

"Oh. Yeah, I don't care doesn't bother me. All."

"Well, of course, it wouldn't be a sweetie. Is she your girlfriend?" why would my mom ask me that. I've never come out to her.

"Umm... What? Why would you ask me that?" I squeaked out.

"Oh. Mija. I know you're gay. Your best friend, Julian, told me you told him when you were 7 years old. He got upset that you told his parents about his pet mouse. So he told me you liked girls, and then when you never dated or brought boys home or talked about them, I knew it was true." My face went very red at this moment... Holy shit. First off fuck Julian. Second holy shit, she already knew. I was over here freaking out for no reason. Thinking of when I should come out to her and if she would accept me.

"I can't believe you knew. Crazy. You still love me right, Mami?"

"Of course, Mija. Nothing will ever make me not love you." I felt a huge weight lifted off my shoulders as I let out a sigh of relief.

"I hope you two do start dating, instead of just being friends. Mija, this young lady is amazing." I just lost my voice at what my mom just said, and I couldn't stop blushing.

"Alright there, Anita, slow your roll. You just made everything awkward. You two go ahead and do whatever I'll help your mom clean up."

"Thank you, Tia." I kissed both of their cheeks before we left to go up to my room.

"Thank you again for having me here and the amazing meal." She smiled and followed me up to my room as soon as we reached my room.

"I am so so sorry."

"No. Don't be at all. It was cute. Your little family is amazing." Smiled and just looking in her eyes, I didn't feel embarrassed anymore.

"I'm just going to change into some PJs; I'll be right back."

"Okay, I'll change into mine while you are in the bathroom." I nodded, walking off to my bathroom.

I grabbed some shorts and a t-shirt I was going to wear, and I made sure to grab fresh long socks to cover up my many scars. As I walked out, I froze, staring at Em. She was in the sexiest bed wear—just a silky smooth tank top and matching silky smooth short shorts. Every curve of her body looked delicious. I finally snapped out of it as I saw she was looking at some pictures I had taken.

"What are these pictures for. They are amazing?"

"They're for our project." She smiled.

"These aren't the type of pictures I would expect."

"What did you expect a bunch of darkness, blood, and gore?" We both lightly chuckled. Then I started to point out and explain the picture to her.

"This one right here is a flower from a plant called the Queen of the Night. It's rare, just like vampires, and only blooms at night. Since most research says, vampires can't be in the sun. The picture of the snowflake I had to travel to the mountains here but it's to represent the coldness of their skin, but to show how intricate, unique, and captivating they are. Thus also hitting on their beauty. I chose the blood moon showing that blood is more like their moon than their sun. They do not fully revolve around it, but yet it's also the cause of their tides, so mood changes, but it's kind of like for a human with food. Our life doesn't revolve around it true we need it, but that's not what our heart desires the most. This one-" she cut me off at that moment as she grabbed each side of my face and crashed her lips into mine.

I was completely caught off guard, but then quickly gave into the kiss. It was passionate, and my whole body felt like it was on fire. This is my first kiss, and it's better than anything I've ever dreamed of or hoped for. She easily picked me up at this moment and threw me on the bed only for our lips to meet within a split second.

She was so fast and smooth with her movements. Her lips were cold, but the shiver that went down, my body wasn't from her cold touch, but from something entirely different.

Her cold tongue begged for entry into my mouth, and I did just that. The warmth of my tongue mixing with her cold one was like a chemical reaction. Her hands gripping my hips harder now. I let out of moan, and she seemed to love this. She started making her way down my jaw to my neck, and I felt a small bite, and just moaned again, but in an instant, she was off of me. Backed up against my dresser. It was dark in the room except for the moon shining through the huge bay window. I felt my neck, and there was a little blood. I wiped it off and didn't feel anymore.

"Hey, I'm okay. You just bite me a little; it felt amazing. Barely any blood, I'm okay." Got up slowly to go to her. I was standing right in front of her now. Her eyes were closed at this moment.

"Hey, look at me. I'm fine to see it? You didn't hurt me." I grabbed both of her hands and snaked them around my waist and got on my tippy toes, and gently kissed her lips.

"Come one, how about we just watch a movie?" By the time we got to my bed, she had opened her eyes. They were dark blue with her still green swirls.

"I'm sorry about that. I lost control.." she softly said. I could hear the sadness in her voice.

"No, don't be. It was amazing. I would very much like to do that again sometime..." she softly smiled.

"Me too. So what movie are we watching?"

"Obviously, we are starting with the Twilight series, then Vampire Academy, and then watching all episodes of Vampire Diaries." I smiled big. She started laughing that cute adorable life. I played my head on her lap as she played with my hair. We were starting Eclipse when I began to feel very sleepy. I yawned.

"Are you tired, Mila?"

"Yeah, I am."

"How about we go to bed then?" I grabbed some extra blankets after I got done brushing my teeth, thinking she must be cold. She accepted them happily.

I laid there on my bed, and all of a sudden, I found my eyes looking at the ceiling, thinking about everything that had unfolded tonight. She's gay, and she just kissed me. The most gorgeous girl in existence literally just kissed me. My first kiss was with a literal goddess. I turned towards her to find her already turned towards me.

"You are so beautiful, Mila.." Wow, and she thinks I'm beautiful.

"You are so gorgeous, Emma. Seriously.." At that moment, I started to feel insecure because there is no way she really thinks I'm beautiful. How could she... I've had like a big crush on this goddess laying beside me for so long and never thought I had a chance... There's no way she feels the same.

"I like you a lot, Mila. I have since we first met. I feel so drawn to you. I tried so hard in the beginning to fight the feelings I had for you, to stay away, and I just can't do that anymore." Holy shit... it's like... she knows exactly what to say to make me feel better and like I'm worthy. She's been drawn to me too. I was shook.

"Do you really feel that way?" please say yes.

"Yes, Mila, of course, I do. I want you to be all mine... always." And just like that, I felt myself starting to fall. I couldn't find my words, so I did the only thing I knew how I pulled her close and kissed her. It wasn't hunger behind the kiss, just pure passion and... and love. It set my body on fire, and still felt just as good as the first time. I pulled away.

"I'm so happy that you were my first kiss." She smiled against my lips, and she quickly kissed me again. God, she is intoxicating.

"I'm glad I was your first kiss too." I started to feel very tired as I snuggled into her neck and breathed her in. She always smelt so good.

"You always smell so good. Like coconut." And just like that, I was out and dreaming of Emma and me.

"Remember when I asked you what you would do if someone close to you was a vampire?"

"Yes, Why?"

"What if I was a vampire?" I thought about what she asked very hard.

"I would want to know, but I trust you. I can see how much you care about Chloe and me, and the only time I've ever seen you aggressive is with that prick at school, and when you're playing sports. You are always so gentle with me. Except when we are starting to get heated. Which I don't mind at all. Be as rough as you want. I find it very sexy." I said all this as I went to sit on her lap facing her, bringing her in to kiss.

I slowly started moving my hips against her, and she moaned. I bite her bottom lip as my hands traveled to her breast. Her moans were so fucking sexy. That's when she lifted me up, and now I was on the bottom. I didn't mind the sand in my hair at all; I was just so turned on. I wanted her here right now. As she began kissing me, she accidentally bites my lip too hard, making it bleed. As she sat up, I saw her eyes... They were black with red specs glowing.

"What's with your eyes, Emma? Are you okay?"

"Your blood, it just smells so good. I want to feed off you as I fuck you harder and harder. I want to mark you and make you mine forever." What she said was a total turn on, but also... concerning. Should I be more concerned she wants to feed off me or the fact this turns me on?

"What do you mean?" Her eyes grew even darker black, or maybe it just seemed that way as the red specks in her eyes glowed brighter.

She suddenly raced off me into the water. In a split second, she was so far away. I ran over to her and turned her around to face me. She had her eyes close now, and I could tell she felt ashamed. I reached my hand up to her cheek.

"Emma, are you a vampire?" she just softly nodded her head yes.

"Emma looked at me... Emma, please look at me." She hesitated but then opened her eyes; they were still dark, and the red specs were still glowing.

"It's okay. I'm not going anywhere. You are so beautiful, Emma. I know you won't hurt me. I trust you." I said all those words meaning every bit of it, stroking her cheek.

She closed her eyes as a tear made its way down and wiped it away. When she opened her eyes, they were back to normal. She leaned down and kissed me so softly and so gently.

"I don't deserve you." She softly muttered as we were forehead to forehead.

"Yes, you do. You aren't a monster, Emma. You deserve me, and I deserve you." I kissed her again, and then I woke up.

I felt over, and Emma wasn't there. I hurriedly sat up. "Emma?" I asked out loud.

She came in from the balcony. Smiling, and I was smiling too.

"Good morning, beautiful. Sorry, I was just watching the sunrise, but it's got nothing on you." She flirtatiously smiled.

I started to remember my dream. I wonder if what I dreamt was real. Could she be a vampire? Her eyes change color, She's fast, strong, charming, cold to the touch, but she can be in the sun... she eats normal food. I think I know how to see if she is or not.

"What's your pretty little head thinking about?"

"Oh, nothing. You look very beautiful yourself. Did last night really happen?"

"Yes, it did. It was amazing." She said, beaming that smile that melted me completely.