Chapter 4 : Marriage

I could feel my heartbeat accelerating like crazy. The fact that I'm getting married is so absurd. And the fact that I'm marrying to Jungkook is more absurd. But what can I do? It's for Mom. I looked myself in the mirror. My wedding dress is a little big and it's quite difficult to walk. I was just praying not to trip when I'll walk down the aisle. My face was caked with make-up and I hated it. It was annoying and uncomfortable. I asked the stylist to make my make-up lighter but she ended up, putting more blushes on. Everything is just going to the way it's supposed to be I'm the only one that feels incomplete.. Lily is the only one who knows about this marriage. I could tell many people came to our marriage since Mr. Jeon has a lot of people he knows.

"Y/n.." Lily called and flashed me smile. She gave a nod, meaning it's time.

The door opened and I walked down the aisle, slowly, holding the bouquet of flowers in my hands. People were clapping happily as they share some short chats. I faked a smile and walked to where Jungkook was standing. I had to admit, he looks great in a tuxedo. I could see Mom crying from a distant. She smiled and I smiled back, faking my happiness. I turned to Jungkook and he was staring at me. I don't know why, he was scanning my whole body. I couldn't help it but blush. Why was he looking at me like that? We both agreed to the rules of the marriage.

"You may now kiss the bride.." I stood there shyly. Jungkook slowly moved his face closer to me and I closed my eyes. His lips touched mine and I could feel butterflies in my stomach. After a short while, he moved away and I opened my eyes. It was just a short kiss, that meant nothing. He didn't smile either frown. He just stared at me like a statue. I guess this marriage is harder that I thought it would be.

The marriage finally ended. Mom, Mr. Jeon and Mrs. Jeon was there to send us off. "Here," Mr. Jeon gave the keys of our house. "The driver will drive you there so go there. We bought you a nice house so take care of it and be good to each other, okay?" Mr. Jeon advised. "Yes, Father.." I said and bowed. Mom suddenly pulled me to a hug and started crying. "My daughter is already married.." she mumbled in her sobs. "Mom.. Stop crying. I'll be fine, so don't worry, okay?" I told her. She broke the hug and nodded. We bid goodbye and finally left for our house.

I entered the car with my luggages in the bonnet of the car. It was awkward in the car. The driver was just driving silently and Jungkook wasn't talking at all. I just decided to ignore the awkward silence and look outside the window. "Are you okay with all these?" Jungkook suddenly asked.

"With what?" I asked.

"You know.. We're married.. And... We have.. To be a married couple.. And.." he muttered and faced to me.

What was he saying, oh gosh..

"Yah, tell me properly. How can I understand with you muttering like that?" I said.

"It's just-" the driver cut him off. "We've arrived," the driver said. "Ah, yeah.. Thanks you, Mister. Come on," I called Jungkook and left the car to bring in my belongings into the house.

"Woah.. The house is nice!" I exclaimed, raising my hands in the air.