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Golden Shores of Youth

This novel, narrated from the perspective of the protagonist Xiaoyu, chronicles her experiences and emotional changes from university life through to post-graduation. Xiaoyu is a woman who undergoes many ups and downs in her love life and personal journey, and her story touches on themes of friendship, love, loss, and growth. During her time at university, Xiaoyu becomes entangled in complicated emotional relationships with several male characters. Her relationship with her boyfriend Zhang Xiao is a mix of love and resentment. Zhang Xiao, burdened by his background in the underworld and a pessimistic view of the future, chooses to break up with Xiaoyu, hoping she can lead a better life. After their breakup, Xiaoyu experiences a period of confusion and loneliness, but she does not give up on searching for love. She later develops a relationship with another man, Muran, who, despite his status in the underworld, has genuine feelings for Xiaoyu and is willing to give up everything for her. Xiaoyu's friend Xiangxiang is also a significant character, sharing a deep friendship with Xiaoyu but also facing her own emotional setbacks. Xiangxiang is forced into an inappropriate relationship with Professor Zhang Cunzhen in exchange for academic success, causing her immense emotional trauma. After learning of Xiangxiang's ordeal, Xiaoyu tries her best to support and help her, but Xiangxiang ultimately chooses to run away from home, disappearing from Xiaoyu's life. In the latter part of the novel, as Xiaoyu faces Muran's departure and Xiangxiang's disappearance, she gradually learns to be strong and independent. She begins to reassess her life and future, deciding not to be swayed by emotions anymore but to take control of her own destiny. Xiaoyu's story is a journey of growth, self-discovery, and courage in the face of life's challenges.

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Fortunately

"Ah..."

Seeing Su Qiang thrust forward and lower his hips to thrust towards me, I curled up unyieldingly, trying to push away everything outside of my body. Su Qiang's huge glans swayed and pierced my lower body, and in just a moment that made me tremble, the entire glans was immersed in my body. "No!"

Oh my God! Su Qiang's glans was squeezing at the entrance of my vagina, bouncing and expanding, and I just felt dizzy. No, no! I can't lose my virginity to someone when he's not around! I'm so angry, yes, I'm angry! You, Su Qiang, it's useless to say nice things, and it's useless to cry and beg, but do I have to get really angry to solve the problem? So I sucked my vagina hard so that the vaginal opening tightly grasped Su Qiang's glans. For a moment, my labia minora and his glans groove were stuck together, making Su Qiang unable to move forward or backward. At the same time, I tried my best to resist Su Qiang's pressure on my body, and grabbed his waist and back fiercely. While he was gasping for air in pain, I used all my strength and finally pushed him out with my hands and feet. When Su Qiang fell off his lower body and pulled away from my body, I suddenly felt an inexplicable sense of comfort and security all over my body, and exhaled deeply. Billions of pores on my body were relaxed and opened to breathe the fresh air in the mountains in the evening, and my heart finally settled down. Because there is nothing more joyful than keeping your innocence for the one you love! I think if he were here, he would pinch my nose and praise me as his little darling! But will he be very angry with me for such a thing... I quickly pulled up my pants and frowned and asked Su Qiang: "Su Qiang! Why did you do this to me?"

Su Qiang seemed very embarrassed and said uneasily: "Mei, Xiaoyu... I, I just couldn't help it for a moment..."

"You can't help it, so you treat me like this, right? Su Qiang, I'm very disappointed in you! I have someone I love, you shouldn't possess me like this!"

I said while tidying up my clothes, but unfortunately my shirt was torn by Su Qiang, so I had to pull it up as much as possible to cover it. Su Qiang was like a child who had done something wrong. He lowered his head and dared not look at me. He pulled up his pants awkwardly and stuffed his still erect penis back in, and then looked at me deeply. I think my face must be very cold now... I was almost killed by him! "Xiaoyu... I was wrong... I don't dare to do it again, and I won't do it again in the future..."

Su Qiang said pleadingly. "Will I dare to go out with you in the future?"

I usually don't mention the future lightly to put pressure on people, but I was really angry. If he had kissed me and listened to my desperate begging and let me go, I would have forgiven him and was happy that he let me go, but he not only ignored me but also abused me. I was almost completely raped by him. In this case, I don't want to forgive him! What do you think of my tears? Is it the achievement of your possession? I turned around and tied my hair, then went down the mountain without saying a word. Su Qiang hurriedly chased me. It was indeed funny to run with the tent on his head, but I couldn't laugh. He put his coat on me and said, "Xiaoyu...be careful to catch a cold."

I also knew that my shirt was tattered. How could I wear it to meet people? If someone saw us coming out of a secluded place with this kind of clothes, they would definitely mistake it for a young couple who had an affair. Rather than being seen and laughed at by others, it is better to accept Su Qiang's coat for the time being. I stopped a car and returned to school by myself, and hurried into the bathroom to brush my teeth and take a shower. I kept washing my vagina with water. I knew where Su Qiang had entered, about two centimeters. The tender flesh was swollen from my washing, and I almost scraped off a layer of skin and flesh. It was red and covered with blood. Suddenly, I thought that this was the vagina of Yu Ran's favorite woman. He would be distressed to see it so red and swollen. Then I stopped. I walked out of the bathroom in a daze. Is this clean? I remember all the places on my body that Su Qiang had touched. I washed them carefully, but is it really clean? Yu Ran, tell me, you love me, you don't dislike me... Thinking about it, I fell asleep in a daze without knowing when. The courses in the third year are very simple, all professional courses, and the teachers are the ones in the department. As long as you have a good relationship with them, you can easily pass. Usually, everyone who wants to increase social experience and go to work is out, and the students who plan to take the postgraduate entrance examination also go to self-study and lectures every day. There are not many people who attend classes normally. I didn't tell Xiangxiang about Su Qiang. I felt sorry for her. Did I seduce her man by being too weak? No, I had to change myself and not let the natural protective desire of men get in the way. But Xiangxiang found me and climbed onto my bed when we were the only ones sleeping in the dormitory. She held me in her arms and said tearfully, "Xiaoyu... Hey, Su Qiang is such a beast. I've wronged you..."

"Ah... I..."

I was flustered for a moment and didn't know how to persuade Xiangxiang. Should I say "It's okay" or "Forget it this time"? I still understand the principle that the more you untie the knot, the more you explain, the worse it gets. "Xiaoyu, forgive him this time..."

Xiangxiang said softly, "He has taken the initiative to admit his mistake to me."

"Humph, you're protecting him!"

I pouted and looked at Xiangxiang indignantly. "Actually, I know he just wants to apologize to you through me."

Xiangxiang explained: "The relationship between me and Su Qiang is not as good as before... Between us... uh, there are some misunderstandings. Maybe that's it."

I looked up and saw Xiangxiang's tearful eyes, and then nudged her soft and fragrant arms, causing her to giggle, then reached out to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said: "Don't cry, don't cry, be good... Okay, I'll listen to you. But you..."

Xiangxiang shook her head to interrupt me, indicating that I didn't want to talk about those things anymore. I closed my eyes and snuggled in her arms. Then I put my hands around her back. Xiangxiang also let me touch her back, but I accidentally unbuttoned her bra as a prank, causing her to slap me on the butt and scold me with a smile: "You are so brave, Xiaoyu, you dare to play tricks on your sister, right?"

I smiled and shook my head, then buried my head in Xiangxiang's tender chest and arched it. From the bottom of the loosened bra, I put my mouth on her breast and sucked one of her nipples like a man. "Oh! I'm going to die!"

Xiangxiang was caught off guard by my attack without knowing it, and then quickly pulled down the cup to separate my mouth. "Hehe, sister's breasts are so big and firm! I'm so jealous!"

I kissed Xiangxiang on the cheek when she wasn't paying attention and said. Xiang Xiang smiled evilly and said, "Go away! If you tease me again, I'll punish you! Hehe, Xiao Xiaoyu, I have many ways to make you miserable and lose your chastity! Don't blame me for being ruthless when you find a wild man..."

"Humph! I'm not that kind of person! I won't find one... I don't want it, I don't want it!"

As I was talking, I suddenly thought of Yu Ran. Is he going to cut off contact with me and never talk to me again? Thinking of this, my heart ached and I cried bitter tears. Xiangxiang knew she had said the wrong thing, and she patted my back and kept comforting me: "Okay, okay... Xiaoyu, don't cry, it's all my fault. I shouldn't have said that to Xiaoyu. Xiaoyu is the best. She will wait for him without hesitation even when her man is not around. What a damn stinky man, leaving my Xiaoyu here without seeing him. If I catch him, I will beat him to death. This ungrateful bad man!..."

"Okay, okay, you don't have to say anything about him..."

I quickly covered Xiangxiang's mouth. I really didn't know what kind of complaints she would spit out if I let her continue to say that. "Is it okay if I don't cry?"

I sniffed my nose to show that I had stopped my emotions. Xiangxiang smiled, reached out and took two tissues to wipe my tears and snot, then hugged me and said: "Xiaoyu, we two sisters are crying so much, if we are not together in the future, what will we do if we are wronged?"

"When my sister has a man, we can cry to him!"

Xiangxiang hit me and said: "Ha! You are so heartless, you are looking forward to my sister getting married so early, right? Does my sister look like she can't get married?"

"No! My sister is the best, then I will cry with my sister, okay?"

I pouted helplessly. Xiangxiang sighed softly: "Xiaoyu... Actually, you have always been very strong..."

Then she hugged me again and lifted her thighs to press on me. "Ah? Xiangxiang, what are you wearing, stockings? So smooth?"

A delicate and soft touch touched me. "Of course! This is the velvet core-spun stockings that my sister asked my brother-in-law to bring back from Japan when he was on a business trip not long ago! Feel it, the quality is very good! The feel is also great!"

I reached out and wandered between Xiangxiang's buttocks and legs, and said, "It's really delicate!"

"Of course! My brother-in-law is an expert in this area... Ah! You hate it so much, why are you looking at me like that! Hey, damn Xiaoyu, don't think about it! I don't have it, I really don't have it... Oh, really, sister will give you one!"

"Why are you so nervous, I didn't say anything..."

I smiled triumphantly, "But you don't have to give me the stockings, I believe you."

"No Yes! When I bought it, I reserved your share. I wore it today to show you how it feels. If you like, there are several colors! You will be so charming when you walk on the street wearing it! "

"I won't wear it...Wouldn't it be a bargain for those men to stare at your legs with their eyes wide open, and it would be awkward to walk!"

"Tsk! So old-fashioned! We women dress up to be seen by men! Otherwise, do you think I like wearing stockings? It's so uncomfortable to be bound everywhere...Sometimes when men look at me with a burning look, it's like there are little bugs crawling on my legs...Haha, don't you think it's sperm?"

Xiangxiang's jokes are always exaggerated. I turned my head and looked at Xiangxiang very seriously, and said to her word by word: "Xiangxiang, you know me, I just want to wear it for him to see..."

Chapter 28 Xiangxiang's dedication

"I heard that the pedant was criticized by the teacher today!"

The village girl came up to me with a mysterious look on her face and said to me. "No way? The scholar loves to study so much, and the school is so good, which teacher doesn't like such a student?"

It's just common sense. If I don't show my strong curiosity, the village girl will always keep me in suspense, otherwise she will feel that her news has fallen into oblivion and she has no sense of accomplishment. "That old man Zhang Cunzheng! It is said that although he is kind and gentle at ordinary times, he is very fierce when he gets angry!"

The village girl looked embarrassed. "Don't say that, teacher, he is only in his early 50s... and he is also a well-known professor in our department!"

I continued to seduce her. "Humph!"

The village girl looked contemptuous, "You still call him a well-known professor, I think he is a well-known beast!"

"Scared? Why do you say that?"

My eyes were full of little stars, and my expectation was beyond words. "He wants us... or else..."

The village girl looked nervous, but she just couldn't say the key words clearly. "What are you going to say?"

I said that if you don't make it clear once and for all, I won't listen to you anymore. The village girl came over and whispered: "I told you not to spread it!"

I nodded solemnly. Who is like you who is a loudspeaker all day long? The village girl was silent for a while, and then said seriously as if she had made a big decision: "Zhang Cunzheng is a beast in human form. He wants the girls in our class to... that, otherwise, don't even think about taking his major course, the whole class... If you can't pass it, it's very simple. You won't have a degree certificate, and you'll have wasted your university studies!"

Me: "..."

The village girl continued: "Look at you, you read novels all day long, such as "Love in University". If you don't have a degree certificate by the time you get there, can you still count as having studied in university? In four years..."

I interrupted the village girl and said: "How can you Yes! Where did you get this news? It can't be true! If we tell the school, he will be finished, right? How can we let him do this for nothing! "

The village girl looked at me with the eyes of a veteran looking at young people, and said calmly: "Zhang Cun is the school's most powerful academic talent, a well-known professor, and he just spread the rumor, not that he said it himself, how can we sue him without any evidence? If we push him into a corner, we will have a hard time! The school will help him! When the time comes..."

I don't want to listen to her comments, as long as she knows the information, Then he asked, "Has this happened before? Do you take it seriously?"

"Of course! Every year, there are seniors who satisfy him...either for one night or for a few days, and then all of them are admitted to graduate school, and their classes are all at peace."

The village girl paused and continued, "I know what you want to ask. Once, someone didn't believe the news, and as a result, only three people in the class passed his course, and they weren't the three best students, but more like random selections...The others who had more money at home gave more money during the make-up exam, and it was fine. Those who don't have money can just wait until graduation from the senior year and go home with a diploma!"

"Damn! Isn't that sinister?"

"Why not? Zhang Cunzheng is our professional teacher, teaching us several courses. You know, he can fail some of this course and some of that course. Anyway, you will not get a diploma in the end if you fail one course! It's not clear from the data that he is deliberately taking revenge!"

"Ah...then..."

"The monitor and others are worrying about this, why don't we go and listen!"

The village girl took my hand and was about to leave. "No. Let's go and see what tricks Teacher Zhang is playing!"

"Don't, Xiaoyu..."... In broad daylight, the empty corridor of the department office was obviously gloomy, probably because it was deserted. The village girl kept hiding behind me, and I held her hand tightly, careful not to let her run away accidentally. Finally, I forcibly pulled the village girl and knocked on Zhang Cunzheng's door. "Knock, knock, knock."

The hard door panel made my knuckles hurt, and the low echo seemed to hint to me that there was a quiet but bloodthirsty beast locked inside the door, unfathomable... "Come in!"

An old, deep and low voice sounded, which must have scolded many people when he was young. "What's the matter?"

The fifty-year-old man on the seat glanced at us, staring at me and the village girl, feeling that if we didn't pay attention, we would be hurt by his sudden attack. "Ah, that... Teacher Zhang, we want to ask you a few exercises..."

I said I was a little weak. Teacher Zhang stared at us without saying a word, as if he was interrogating a prisoner, his evil chin twitched, and then frowned and said: "Find the reference book on the bookshelf over there, I don't have time."

Who wants to stay here any longer! The village girl and I pretended to look it up carefully and then ran away like a fly. After leaving the department office, I felt like I had just walked through a den of ghosts. I was bathed in the bright sunshine, and the breeze blew on my body. I felt indescribably comfortable from head to toe. "I feel that Teacher Zhang is so evil! He almost raped us just now!"

The village girl panted as if she had luckily saved her life. "Maybe we'll tie them up in a dark room! He's a very strict old man in class! He seems to be a relatively upright person who studies knowledge deeply. Why is he so weird when he's alone after class?"

"Xiaoyu, haven't you heard? The more knowledgeable a person is, the more perverted his mind is! He does things that are much more cruel than those ordinary criminals!"

The village girl said, and I agreed with her. "Yes, yes! Our high school political teacher is very perverted!"

"Huh! Zhang is really...

There must be something wrong with him, no wonder there are always scandals between him and female students,"

The village girl curled her lips and said bitterly: "From the graduate students he supervises to the undergraduates, there are always girls who are being seduced! Even the girlfriend of the graduate student he supervises! Wasn't there a rumor that Sister Xiang had something with him some time ago?"

"No! That's fake news! Xiangxiang told me clearly that Zhang Cunzheng was indeed interested in her, but she rejected him without hesitation! Don't listen to what others say, and don't spread it anymore!"

"That's right! Who would normally want to spend the night with such a person!"

"Hey, are you ashamed? You are so outspoken. I'd better talk to the monitor first... and I swear I will never come to the department office building again! "

Two days later, the village girl and I found the monitor in private. It was difficult to ask him about such gossip and sensitive things. After some hesitation, the monitor always understood what we meant, and then laughed: "Hey! I said you two, you are not doing your job and just fantasize, right? How could Teacher Zhang say such a thing! "

The village girl was unhappy when she heard it. Isn't this a naked blow to her "Xiao Lingtong" signboard! "He didn't say it, but the previous students..."

"Do you believe the words of the previous students? Don't spread this matter again in the future! "

The monitor threatened us invisibly, but I felt that he was hiding something. He was so resolute and fearless, either there was no such thing at all, or... had he solved the problem? What I didn't know at the time was that in order to help everyone, a girl stood up without hesitation... A secret class meeting two weeks ago: At this time, the sound effects in the KTV were all turned off, it was scary quiet, and several figures gathered around the tea table. "Xiangxiang, calm down first, maybe we can find a way!"

"Yes! Find Su Qiang, his father should be able to..."

Xiangxiang was silent for a while, then smiled helplessly: "I don't want to find him. And his father went to Europe to discuss a business a few days ago, and he won't be back until three months later. If there is a way, the previous seniors can also think of it... But, in fact, we can't beat them."

"They?"

"Yeah. Cai Peiyuan once said that he had experienced countless university struggles in his life. There are three factions in the university, namely the principal, teachers, and students. If two of the three groups join forces to oppose the third group, the third group will surely fall! And the current situation is that we are the third group with the least strength. "

"This is too... ah!"

A boy pounded on the table hard, shaking the wine glass to the ground. "So, you have decided..."

The monitor frowned. "Well... I think... I usually don't pay much attention to the class affairs, always dealing with associations and society. This time, the class needs a girl to make such a choice, otherwise everyone will not get a diploma. Whether it can be guaranteed to be admitted to graduate school is not important to me, but I don't want my good sisters to suffer such harm... Especially Xiaoyu, she is beautiful and unworldly, I am afraid that the old man will directly name her... It's better, it's better to solve this matter early..."

After Xiangxiang finished speaking, the other boys all had red eyes and bit their cheeks. At this time, a girl came over to Xiangxiang and handed her a tissue, crying: "Xiangxiang, we... we... you did it for us... one day in the future, we will make him pay double! "

"Yes! I'll pay you back double!"

"Hmph! Don't let me have a future, or I'll skin him alive!"... Xiangxiang walked alone on the riverbank in the evening, her red and swollen eyes could no longer be wiped. Thinking about the relationship with Su Qiang that was drifting away, she always had him by her side before, but now she could only worry by herself. In Xiangxiang's heart, her good sister Xiaoyu was the most beautiful and the one that Zhang Cunzheng would like the most. She couldn't let the stinky man who didn't respect his teacher defile Xiaoyu, and because Su Qiang violated Xiaoyu, she should do something for Xiaoyu and for me, otherwise she would never be able to face herself. I followed Xiangxiang from a distance, looking at her lonely figure, although I didn't know what she was thinking, nor did I know what decision she made in hesitation. But seeing this scene, I always felt an inexplicable pain in my heart, which lingered for a long time.