Eva
Time has just been speeding by me, every time I found myself with Leo. Even at work I found my mind drifting off to her.. *knock knock* someone cleared their throat at my office door.
"Yes, come in" I replied and as soon as the door opened her scent hit me. "...Danni" I sat confused as she turned to close the door behind herself. "We have to talk... I realize the last time we did I wasn't ready... But now.. now I am" Danni said as she sat in the chair right in front of my desk. I sat quietly embracing the moment... she was wearing my favorite cologne.. the one she only wears when she wants me to... "E" Danni called to me as she tapped my desk.
"You good" she questioned me. "Yea my fault... but you knew what you were doing when you came in here with it on..." I got up an walked around to the front of my desk, sitting on the edge right in front of her. "So what's up" I rested my arms an got comfortable. "I miss you..." Danni spat out "..like stated before, I feel bad that I wasn't ready for a conversation I insisted on... so I'm coming to you for real this time" Danni leaned back an took a deep sigh then she stood turning to me. "Can we take a walk... please" I got up walking towards my office door "let's go" I walked out towards the back area of the studio, with Danni promptly behind me. "I love my wife.. you know I do... but... you... somehow things have always been different when it comes to you. I've thought of you in moments and didn't even realize how off my mind has taken me... I found myself thinking about all of the ways you make me feel... love.. hate.. regret.. pleasure.. peace..." we stopped walking for a moment and Danni looked me in the eyes. "Do you miss me... like at all" I looked at Danni confused and frustrated "why.. why does that even matter D?!? You are Married! You Just got married.." I turned to walk off cause I wasn't trying to raise my voice. "E...I know that.. she's the reason I'm even here doing this. Even my own wife can see how I feel about you... see how much you've been on my mind... I just need to know you're missing me too" Danni looked at me with tears welling in her eyes. I've only seen tears from Danni's eyes a max of 3 times, this one included.
She turned to walk back in so I finally spoke up "Yes... you've been on my mind from time to time too" I reached out to turn her back towards me. "So what does this mean... cause imma keep it real with you, I've been thinking about Vicki too... an at the rate we've been avoiding each other I know it's mutual... so what does this mean" a tear fell from Danni's eyes an I wiped her cheek "what's wrong with me... I love you.. I Love her... I feel like I'm rippin myself apart.. an I-" I pulled Danni to me, stroking her back as I held her. "Maybe we should all just talk... I could come by..." she lifted her head to look at me and just nodded. I wiped her face again "we gone talk... clear your mind an go to work ...imma do the same" I said as I led us back inside. Soon as we got in Danni headed straight to Vicki's office, so I made my way to mine. I sat in my chair, staring blankly off at the ceiling... Really.. what does this mean...?