i am not a deadbeat..

it's fall and all i could see is dead leaves ,like this no hope is left.Hello my name is Anne and i am a high school student just like a normal human everything was going fine until a sudden jerk came

when i used to be in my middle school i was a scholar student who remember all the notes and people used to get attracted to me..i had lots of friends at that time..but suddenly when i came in 9 standard i found myself distracting and wandering in my dreams or you can say in my own magical world..i was getting drab and drab day by day i also couldn't figure it out what was happening .. and i didnt even realised that i was getting dense and dense and getting inside the darkness..my class fellows used to say me dumb and i was known by the name "quiet kid" even teachers know this thing. i lost all of my friends feels like someone put me inside a maze and saying me find your answer yourself..By the tenth standard there was a group of girls known as "bubble bees" they used to bullied every weak person and if someone mess with them they would put a black liquid on that person face and posts his or her picture on social media with hastag 'another dice rolled'. I never understand till now why they used this phrase which does not makes any sense!?

One day they blunder up with me from outside they may think i am a quiet girl but from inside my mind works 10x faster than them..i was having my lunch a burger and some chips they poured milk over me i was wearing a hoodie

but did u thought that i will stay quiet? if i was said calm it doesn't means that i will stay quiet..you might be curious to know what happened after that? i set the school on fire and every human was staring at me ...u will get to know exactly what happened that time in end..time passed it's September now and as I told you i am not good in studies anymore,i am all the time lonely after seeing my marks of the 1st semester my parents said to leave the house and live by yourself, do whatever you want cause they never understood me who i was, they never saw the real me , all my classmates used to make fun of me and created a rumour that Anne parents thrown her out of the house cause they saw her daughter doing furtiveness in their neighbours house 'Mr poul' but that wasn't true i tried to explained but no one believed me .. and said me loser...all i could hear was loser loser loser and i never used to listened to them ..but one day it went so much and i fallen on my knees and started crying in the school washroom after school gets over ' everyday someone was hurting me and now i am more lost and weaker than yesterday...

second part will come soon