bite the bullet

Does someone's feelings that matter. will do they.do the have meaning.....because I really do have feelings I just can't pain I only feel hate...people an there's utter selfishness..and only takes a second to loose someone's and live and learn. 8 living hate ain't healthy at all...I can't stand people that are spiteful...the will pay for there wrongs and they..666..belong in hell...greed in people...so many people. 63.74 .87. 99 .29 26.27. So many liberal Karen's like some of them multiple.....subtract.....hated....no lives for free...another day of suffering of reflecting hurting others. And neglecting violence inside me ..I can't feel my guts and my feelings. . I am miserable and willing to die..for my sins I live pin of sqaller of shame..its like a prison to me a death bed...and there no escape...people talk shit about people. ..and they want them to kill their selves and they ask you to die. .I'm dying of self destruction Disease. Which is now a real disease of guilt and purple others.It's in purple meadows diseanew strain of gilt covid