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Harley
“Goddamn it,” I growl. She has been in contact with him. My heart strikes in my chest with my next thought. I pray she didn’t sleep with him. I’ve only slept with Benji, and the memory of our first time is one I think about every night before going to bed. Farrah sleeping with someone else makes me feel… violated. She’s a slut and wants someone to love her so badly… she’ll destroy me if it means she gets her happily ever after.
She ruins everything.
My fingers still on the keyboard the skull ring that was Benji’s shines on my thumb. Where is he? Maybe I should call him. With Farrah coming out, everything has changed.
I climb over to my leather bag tucked away in the corner and dump the contents. The orange pill bottles I’m looking for don’t fall out of the bag. Gasping for air, I shove my hand in the bag hoping they got stuck or something, but it’s empty. I forgot them.
Without me taking them for days, Farrah will be back.