“His Name”

Two days had already passed since I started my school life there and in those two days I got to see many side of the new environment.

The most important thing was that I didn't got to know his name yet, actually I didn't tried to know at that time, but I still remember that how I got to know his name. I was asked by the teacher to make a list of the students of our class, few students of my class were helping me with that, since I didn't know the name of all the students in our class, they were telling me the names while I was writing them down on a piece of paper and then his name came, I simply wrote it down on the paper, that time I didn't knew it was his name, neither I knew him well, just saw him in the class couples of time's and remembered his face only. Even though he was sitting behind me.

But now the things are different, I don't know how I ended up in this situation. I didn't even got to know when these feeling have started and when are they are going to end. People say that first love is the true and the most pure form of love. So I have a question for them 'so why does first love leaves?'

Now I'm in that situation where I'm accepting my faith that we were never meant for each other, I'm forgiving everything and everyone that hurt me and trying my best to let go all the memories but I can't because these memories are the life lessons which are going to help me in future. I feel like memories plays an important role in our life, they are the unexpected roller-coaster turns of our emotions sometimes we laugh remembering the old memories and sometimes we cry remembering the same old memories.

It took me a long time to accept that not everyone gets their first love in their life, so I'm trying to just let it go and want to continue my life with the sweet and better memories which are gifted to me by him.

I heard the last bell of the school which indicted that it was time to go back home, I started packing my school bag.

While I was packing my bag I heard someone.