Help

I'm hurting and I don't know how to ask for help

My anxiety is through the freaking roof

My depression keeps screwing with me

It's not like they can do anything to help

Not without concerning someone

Over the inability to prevent flashbacks

I can't even spare time to talk about getting help

Sometimes I'm fighting

And sometimes it's killing me

Help from friends, help from survivors, help for me

I don't know what to do, I can barely function

Over run by all of these suffocating feelings

I'm scared and I don't know what to do

Getting sick from over-stress-eating

Do I pretend I'm fine or keep on sleeping?

There's nowhere for me to go, so I'll just be waiting

Ignoring reality until someone gets back to me

Going to try to lose myself in books and stories...