PAIN

it hurts right? not being wanted by your own mother.

I never thought the day will come where she would abandon us ..all she cared about was herself,money .

I was left alone with rain ,who is just 8 years old and doesn't know how the love of a mother felt like my mom was never around ,when Rain was born,she would leave her alone with me and go out looking for money and rich men to hang around with ,neglecting her children .I had to start working ,I got 3 different jobs to provide for Rain and I .it was really challenging for me , but my sister depends on me for sustainance , right now I am her only guardian.

my mom was never like this ,we used to be a happy family when dad was alive ,but the day Rain was born ,my dad had an accident and died.thats was when my mom changed .she starting drinking , going out , neglecting us , bringing so many guys over and also stealing from them ..but with all that ,she doesn't even spend on us .she uses the money to buy drugs and alcohol and go on vacations and when the money is finished,she comes to me and forcefully takes my paycheck.

THIS WAS NOT THE PLAN WE HAD ,I WISH I CAN GET MY MOM BACK

to be continued....