CHAPTER NINETEEN JENNY'S POV

"Kiss me....Now!" the words came out like a vibrantly erupting volcano. I wasn't ready for them to come out yet and I just forcefully vomited them.

Realising what I said, I felt Carlos's hands on my back gently pulling me to him.

I took deep breaths, closed my eyes and parted my lips for him to get in perfectly.

I ran my hands to his arms and clasped him tightly.

My memories jammed and I landed on one back at the party. Carlos was there when two men harassed me.

He helped me and my heart told me I could count on him. And now, Doing this with him gave me the feeling that I could trust him. I just didn't know that trusting him would change things so quick.

Since the day at the gym, I immediately got attracted to him. His blue eyes, his long hair, his stature...everything about him was attractive and appealing to me.

Knowing he was in the same school and same dorm as my best friend was far much great than having a nanny around.

That meant I'd get to see him more often. I still remember the moments my urge to see him would cause me a headache.

I'd wake up to find myself in Westwood under the pretext of seeing Kris just so I'd meet him by chance. Then, cursing myself for being so cheap, I'd walk away reminding myself I hated him for being rude and being a total jerk.

Hating him was the only way to fight whatever it was that I was feeling whenever he was around and even when he wasn't.

Fighting with him always brought that satisfaction that came with the truth that he could never be mine and I could never be his despite it being my deepest desire.

Everytime I dreamt about him, I'd look in the mirror and tell myself it meant nothing. I'd convince myself it was probably due to the crazy ego I had to show him his rightfully place and make him understand where he stood with me.

'My ego was so demanding that it brought to light my savage nature for me to go as far as dreaming about him'...so I told myself. That was my motivation to carry on and each time, It felt achievable and realistic.

Tonight though, everything flew off as I felt defeated in my own game. The Carlos Jeffrey I so much despised was the one I was dying to not let go of. Being with him, alone, made me treasure the moment and wish this will last like this. I longed for time to stop so that we'd laugh more like we did before, talk more and of course...kiss more. If only...

Deep in the kiss, I felt Carlos's hands wonder around in my hair. Then he moved them to my back and they went on my sides touching my exposed skin between my top and short.

Then, I jerked and with all my might, pushed his hands away from me. I took deep breaths no more than he was. He rested his forehead on mine and I slid it down to his shoulder.

I felt his hands wanting to break free from my grip but I still held them tight.

"Don't...don't...touch...don't touch me there ..Carlos Jeffery...." I said to him while trembling.

That was some fierce and heated up kiss I've never had, not ever imagined before.

My mind immediately started debating if it was real or a dream like before...

But I felt his body warm against mine and resting my head on his chest, I could feel his uneven heartbeat matching mine.

This was pretty real.

"Sorry..." I felt him smile and I smiled too. I raised my face to look at him resting my chin on his chest. His eyes looked down at me and I didn't want this to pass.

I know we've had sessions like this before but this was new and amazing... It was a moment I was going to live with and die without because it'll exist forever.

"You have beautiful blue eyes...." he whispered as he lowered his head to kiss the hollow of my neck. My peacefully resting hands pulled through his t-shirt and swallowed it in.

How on earth did he know I have blue eyes??

"My....my eyes are brown Carlos....not blue...." I contested and he tsked.

"Look at me...." he asked and I debated on whether I should or not. Taking too much of his time I was, causing him to lift my face and make me face him.

He looked into my eyes and I looked into his without even blinking for a second.

"I can see right now that your eyes are blue...." he told me in a way that told me I could trust him.

Of course my eyes were blue.

I was blonde.

But I dyed my hair brown and wore contacts. I had to make sure I left no room for suspicion.

If the evil man I was hiding from found me, they'd be no mercy.

"How did you know???"

"I noticed. I saw them the day you dipped my face in milkshake.." he reported like a toddler causing me to laugh against his chest.

Seeing us now, I couldn't believe it really happened. Actually, no one would.

"Well...." I stood and tied my hair up. I wiped my hands and slipped my middle finger through my eyes removing my contacts and throwing them in the bin.

"Oh My God...." he gasped after I let him look into my blue eyes. "Your eyes are even more beautiful than mine. A deep kind of blue...."

"Thank you...." I hang my hands around his neck and gave him all my eyes could.

His eyes not leaving mine, he bent down to kiss me when I placed a finger on his lips and pushed his face away.

"Wait a minute..." I stopped and took out his hair ribbon. I brought his hands behind him and cuffed them with the ribbon.

"That's better, in that way I won't have to worry about you touching unnecessary areas on my body...."

"OhMyGod...." he laughed and tried to free his hands from his back but I knew it wouldn't work.

"Get on it then, am waiting..." he cried and I winked at him.

Being the only one with free hands, I pulled him down to me and pressed my lips on his. I wasn't good at initiating a kiss and I stopped not knowing how to do it next.

His mouth parted my lips and coaxed me to respond to him. I did as he wanted and I was glad that I was finally understanding his demands and teachings. I kissed him back and harder this time. I couldn't get enough of him and each time it felt so new. For once, I really felt like a vampire. After one drop of blood, I craved for more...

I heard a tear-like sound and figured Carlos broke free from his ribbon.

His hands immediately went behind me steadying me in place and sweeping me off my feet.

This was magical.

I felt like Cinderella, not wanting the clock to strike twelve and wipe off the spell.

I wanted this to last forever. The galaxy hologram creating the mood, the wo of us being the centre of attention and the kisses being an ambience of romance.

It was perfect...

I felt my knees weakening and almost failing. As though he felt it too, he pulled me tight close to his body as though aiming to glue us together. His hands explored the hollow on my back and filled it with sizzling caresses.

Again, his naughty hands ended up on my sides and the moment he touched my skin, I felt an uncomfortable yet extremely intense heated passion.

I couldn't handle it again and ended up throwing his hands off of me.

"Carlos Jeffrey...I told you not to touch me there!" I warned and he gasped.

"Oh Man! Am sorry...so sorry....." he held my hands in his and ended up laughing. I joined in and it was a good break from the hot zealous make out.

"Ma'am? are you there??" the voice of Anila bang through the door followed by slams. I gasped and looked at Carlos who didn't seem moved at all.

"Uh...yeah...???" I replied still unsure. What was she doing here? I asked her to call me!

"Dinner is served...please report to the dining hall...." she announced as though we were in a palace. Carlos was about to say something but I placed hand on his lips.

"Alright...I'll be there...thank you..." I yelled back and relaxed when I felt her walk away.

"You hungry??" he asked and I nodded. I fixed my hair and before walking out, Carlos held my hand.

"Don't forget to wear your contacts...."

"Yeah..thanks... we'll pass by room, I'll get some in there..." I replied and unlocked the door walking out into my room.

I replaced my contacts and wore ones with a deeper shade of brown.

Of Carlos of able to see my real eyes it only meant the previous contacts weren't doing a good job.

"Jenny...." he dragged me to face him and I gave him all my attention. Whatever he wanted to say seemed pretty serious.

"Thank you for trusting me. I know you did it subconsciously but you told me a few things about yourself....I want you to know that...I'll keep your secrets for you... I don't know what's going on with you and I won't try to find out. I won't even ask you....because I'll wait for when you'll freely tell me everything...."

"Carlos....what are you saying now???"

"I mean it Jenny. Am serious whether you don't take me seriously or not...."

"It's not that...it's just that..." I sighed and held my forehead with my right palm. I moved in circles for a few minutes and turned back to him.

I took my phone out when he wore an expression that questioned what I was doing.

"Anila... put mine and Carlos's dinner in the microwave. We'll come down a bit later..." I hang up without even waiting for her to reply. I said what I wanted to say and that was enough.

I walked towards Carlos and he gave me a sinister look as be backed away from me. He stumbled on the edge of my bed and fell on it backwards.

I giggled when I saw him resting his elbows on the bed and supported his trunk up.

Like a possessed woman, something in me made me crawl on top of him and part my legs to support his body in between.

I rested my knees on either side of his trunk and bent down to look at his face.

"Oh God Jenny...." he detested my gesture and I placed my forefinger on his lips. I stuck on to him like a leech not wanting to let go until I was satisfied.

"Shhhh" I looked into his eyes and nodded. He nodded with me and a smile formed on his face.

"Can we not talk about trusting and hats and bodyguards for a while??? Honestly it suffocates me..."

"I figured. Don't worry, we won't talk about it anymore..."

"Thank you..." I smiled weakly at him and he sat up, pulling me up with him. He tucked a few of my hairs to my back and went back to resting on his elbows.

"What now??" he asked.

"You won't believe me if I fell you..."

"Come on...I will...what is it?? what's on your mind??"

"You sure??"

"Of course am sure....let it out...fire away...what is it??" he asked kindly and caresses my cheek forming those circles again.

"I want you to do something for me...." by saying that I witnessed his eyes pop out and become so big. I could finally read emotions in him and for the first time I read love. My eyes still stuck on his, I lowered my head behind him down towards the bed.

"Ready....?" I asked.

"Oh Good lord... fire away already!!!"

"KISS ME!"