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Falling for him

All my life ,I was always fine.I felt that I was supposed to be fine because i was surrounded by incredible people but still I felt empty,like something was missing but that was until him. He made me realize that I could be happy too. Whenever him & I were together , somehow the time used to stop and fly at the same time. When I was with him , each hour felt like a second. When I was without him, each second felt like an hour. He was so annoying yet peaceful at the same time. He used to drive me crazy and keep me sane at the same time. He filled a void in my life that I didn't even know existed. And now that I've seen what life is with him, I can't even begin to imagine a life without him. He made me realize I didn't have to be perfect because sometimes it's the imperfections that make people beautiful. I didn't like him. I mean I couldn't like him. He wasn't my type but I guess love & lust sees no type. I didn't want to fall for him as i knew falling for him would only break me & my heart.So I decided to be in denial of my feelings.I was honestly doing a really great job of being in denial but then a storm happened due to which him & I were struck together for 3 days. What happens when you're struck with someone alone, who you may like but are not accepting your feelings towards him? That storm went away but it messed up my life . It messed up my heart. It messed me up...........

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he’s definitely a daddy

We are at a club that is called 'Shawn's place' and it is really crowded for a Saturday night. Jen guides me to the bartender and asks me , "so whats your drink?"

"I don't know maybe a martini'', I reply.

"four shots of tequila for this beautiful lady and myself on my tab" , a thick deep voice says to the bartender.

I look at the person who just interrupted Jen and I's discussion. He has a 6'5 tall frame. He has chocolate brown hair which matches my hair. He has hazel eyes and some freckles on both of his cheeks. His has a perfect jawline .He moves closer to me filling the gap between our bodies and he smells like... summer, if that makes any sense. He's wearing a black t-shirt and jeans which honestly does more justice to his body then any other outfit could ever do. It is not fair that some people look so perfect without even trying. He tucks a strand of my hair behind my ear and whispers , " has anyone ever told you that you are really pretty." Shivers immediately run down my spine and I am pretty sure that I am blushing my face off right now.

I try to hide the fact that I'm absolutely flushed by his touch by replying confidently, "what makes you think that I am going to drink shots with you right now."

"The fact that you are shamelessly checking me out right now", he does not say it in a rude or arrogant way rather he has a convincing and challenging tone. But then he adds, "and I guess my mum raised a believer". Okay, if his looks were not enough for me to spend my time here at the club with him , then his currently made statement is definitely more than enough.

Jen coughs to draw my attention towards her, "hey , I'm going to go talk to Jace and Liam, okay. I've told Liam to drive you home whenever you feel like leaving. I think I'm probably gonna stay at Jace's place today. Okay?"

I say, "okay, thanks"

She adds teasingly , "have fun but not too much fun." And then she winks and leaves.

The stranger says , "well , I guess I have you all to myself now" and smiles and adorable smile.

The bartender serves us our shots and I drink all the four of them, he looks at me amused, " well, I'm not gonna free shots" I say, more like explain myself, while dealing with the aftertaste of the tequila. He laughs and asks the bartender to keep the shots coming.

After I don't know maybe four more shots and talking to this stranger for what I think is an hour he asks me, " you wanna dance?"

"I don't think people dance at bars. I think the word you are looking for is 'grinding'", I say with a brow arched upwards.

"Well, I am open to both" he says. I give him a surprised expression but then he chuckles and says , "relax, I was kidding"

That's when I notice a pair of eyes looking in my direction. I notice that it is Liam's . Obviously he would not want me dance or grind with this stranger, because I think he has control issues or something, and when I denied to change my outfit back in the apartment he was infuriated, so he would definitely be pissed if I dance with this guy. He has annoyed the crap out of me for so many days , so well its my chance to get back at him. Thinking of this , I agree to dance with this guy.

He takes my hand and guides me to the dance floor. He puts his arms around my waist and then we start dancing like a bunch of idiots. At this moment, I actually forgot that I came here to dance just to piss Liam off because I'm really enjoying myself right now. But of course , Liam cant process my happiness and out of the blue I can see him approaching us.

He removes the stranger's hand from my waist and says, "I am taking to you back to your apartment."

"Ahh…no you're not", I say and put that guy's arms around my waist again and I start to deliberately swing my hips in the sexiest way possible, completely ignoring Liam.

But Liam being the jerk that he is, again removes his hands from my waist and he's about to say something but the stranger interrupts him, "hey man, she said she doesn't need you to drive her home. I think that's your cue."

I can see Liam turning a little red so I just ask the stranger politely to give me a moment and he , unlike Liam, listens to me and walks away before saying , "I am by the bartender if you need me just in case." And looks towards Liam. I nod.

When he goes away I look in Liam's direction and say, "why cant you just leave me freaking alone."

"I just saved you , so you should be grateful", he says very proud of himself as if I actually needed his uninvited, irritating help.

"Saved me from what , having a good time? And why cant you get it in your head that you don't freaking own me .Go find someone else to boss around because I'm not putting up with your shit anymore". For some reason I can see two Liam's now. 'I find it hard to deal with one Liam , god and you send another one', I think but then everything starts appearing in two. I shake my head and Liam looks at me with a confused expression.

"I think I am about to fall" I say out loud and just then I lose my balance but Liam wraps his hands around me and prevents me from falling.

"okay, you've definitely had too much for today. It's definitely time to take you back to your apartment", he says in a truly concerned voice.

I dodge his concern and say, "Geez dad. I'm having fun, so just leave me alone" I called him 'dad'. Well he's definitely a daddy for sure. I laugh at my own thoughts.

"you know I can make you leave ,right", he says in a challenging voice.

" Nooooooooooo....you …can't ....make…me", I slur but then I can feel a strong pair of arms picking me up .I try to get out of his grasp but he's too strong , so I finally give up. Liam picks me up and then takes me towards his car. I can see him putting me on the seat right next to the driver's seat and then I just close my eyes.

guys, i want to take today to acknowledge my dad. today is his birthday. So i want to dedicate this chapter to him. To be very honest i want to dedicate my entire book to him. If I wouldnt have a person as awesome and caring as him around me, i probably would have never even started writing this book. He was the one who always believed in him, he still does. You know I feel as long as I have him by my side, I'll always be safe. Even if the entire world is against me, I still know that my dad would support me. Because thats what he has done his entire life. He's always been there for me, no question asked. My dad has taught me so much that if i actually start pointing his lessons out, i may never end this message. But out of all the things that he has taught me, intuition is the most important one. He's told me to be kind to everyone because they might not reciprocate their kindness but destiny does. He raised me as a believer. I believe in love, I believe in destiny, but what I believe the most in is MY DAD. He always finds ways to make me feel loved. The only thing that i always try to do is to make him feel special and loved just like he makes me feel. So Dad, i cant even begin to express how grateful I am to have a father like you because having you around always makes a difference. Honestly, now i want to dedicate this chapter to all the awesome dads out there who go out of there way just to make their child feel special and loved.

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