Sleeping

(Asaka Point of View)

As we cuddle close, my darling falls asleep. I sit up a bit before putting him on my lap so I am still holding him. I remove my prosthetic to look at my leg. It feels better removing it. I think it might have been picking at my skin a bit and I didn't realize it until now. It is still wrapped and I don't plan on removing that anytime soon but I might have to as it looks a bit dirty and there's dried blood on it. I should call my doctors but I don't have my phone and I'm not risking waking up my darling. He needs his sleep. I don't know how long I was out for but I do know that he was scared. I am here to take care of him and he needs his sleep. I am going to need to be careful. I can't break this leg before I get my new one. I should see if I can still work out with the leg on. That is going to have to be later and I will have to be careful as this is my only way to walk right now. I could work out when I get my other leg with this leg to see what I can and can't do so I know with my official leg.

I look down at my darling as he is cuddled up to me. I can't leave him when he is like this. He is so adorable. I don't know how anyone could leave him. He looks cuter and more vulnerable like this. Maybe it's because of what happened. I move him closer to me before laying down myself. This feels really nice. To just be able to hold my darling and not have to worry about anything other than him. I should do this more. I know work has been a pain but this should work out. Plus, I should start including more in, as Frey does but I should tell a few people to help them out so it is an easier job for them. I can only imagine how many have died. I will tell Frey to use everyone who owes us money or a favor to join in with a few people, maybe some death threats should help that out as well. After all, we are going to need a lot more men. I'm sure if I deal with a few other big bosses I would be able to take them over but I will need a well-thought-out plan if I want to do that. Also, all of my men should get trackers in them so I know where they all are at all times. Hopefully, Frey will have enough time. I do still want them to enjoy their break. I should use one of my doctor's phones to communicate with them. They might find it weird but I can tell them I don't have my phone with me as I have lost it and it's most likely destroyed. 

Maybe I should just take a nap like my darling. I don't know. A lot is going on and I just don't know how to move forward. I guess the first thing I should do is contact the police station but until then I should relax. I look down at my darling. I give him a forehead kiss when I feel something jump onto the bed. I look down and I see Lev. He walks up to me so I start petting him. I should also see what Frey knows about Lion cubs as well so he does get everything he needs. I know his diet is correct so I don't have to worry about that but there are a lot of other things that I need to do. Like training. I don't know what training lions need when they are a pet. I know he can use the litter box, which is good. I feel something around his neck. I do my best to look around where I feel it and I see that it looks like he is growing his mane in. I wonder if my darling has noticed that or not. I can always tell him when he wakes up. It does feel like Lev has been well taken care of but of course, I can expect that from my darling. I look back down at my darling and I see him moving a bit. I wonder if he is waking up. I would think that he would be sleeping more as he normally does but since his surgery, he hasn't really been sleeping. I know one of the symptoms of a hysterectomy is insomnia so that is why and maybe it is still affecting him. That would make sense. It doesn't look like he is waking up from a nightmare as it is happening slowly.