MEETING HIS MOTHER (1)

~flashback~

Little Justin is seen crying alone in the night feeling the loneliness alone in his huge room. He hears that voice, her voice! His mum's voice! At first he thought maybe it was just an imagination but the voice repeated it's words louder than before.

"I am not deaf I know it properly, it's her voice but is this real or it's an illusion," He thought.

"I haven't left you little angel," His mum's voice echoed in the room.

"Huh? Mu-mummy? ," He asked shivering in fright, cause on this age he already knew that I was impossible for the dead to comeback to life. "I-is it you?"

"Yes it's me little angel," Her strange voice echoed again. Little confused Justin looked left and right but coudn't see her.

"B-but Mummy,"

"Yes my darling, "The voice responded again.

"I can't see you, is this an imagination?," He asked wiping his tears and headed to the direction where the voice was echoing.

"Am here, follow my voice," He did so, and he saw her…She was in a shinning white long dress, reflecting light rays glowing as white as snow…She looked so gorgeous, He had never seen his mum this beautiful before….Desperate, he ran quickly towards her and hugged her tightly, she smiled widely for him.

"But, mummy I thought u were dead?," He confusingly got away from the embrace seeking explanation from this woman who was his mother standing infront of him.

"Am sorry little Justin," She apologized sadly, her happy face turned into a serious one.

"Mummy you can't die, who will I stay with ?*sob*," He sobbed holding her dress tightly "Who will take care of me*sob*?"

"Justin my little angel, look at me…Who said I'll leave?," She asked making my little crying face look at her.

"B-but your dead," He sadly admitted.

"Yes am dead physically, but am alive in your head and here in your heart," She said pointing on his little head and chest playfully.

"But what's the use*sob*if I can no longer see you?,"

"Stop crying little angel, you will be able to see me anytime you want,"

"H-how is th-that?,"

"You see the necklace I gave you, lighting right there on your neck," She said pointing on it. "When you want to talk to me, you will just have to press on the red button in the middle, and as long as you keep me in your heart and head I'll appear" She added.

"Oh! So when it lightens…It means that you have appeared and your already talking to me, right?," He asked curiously.

"Yes little angel…But when the necklace lightens red it means your talking to me but if it lightens black it means am no longer in either your head or heart so am no longer accessible to your life….So be at ease am with you everywhere you go…Be a good boy and obey Aunty Tess, ok?,"

"Yes I promise and mummy am sure you won't disappear anywhere in me, so you will be accessible every time," He said joyfully.

"I hope so," She said with a sad smile. "Bye little angel, remember mummy loves you and will forever love you," She added.

"Bye mummy…I love you too," He waved sadly at her before she disappeared in the air leaving little him all alone again in the large room.

He then slept tightly cause that was his only best night since his mother had died.

~End of flashback~

Justin caught the pendant and it light white, why? Why did it light-up? And why didn't his mum tell him all the colors? He was confused but he didn't mind, what he minded of right now was only the couple party which was going to be held tonight at his home. A huge number of people would come including the school's Blog Journalists who will record each and every step he will make and then post it.

Finally the bell rung, and he got out of class, damn, finally he was leaving school and as usual he started heading to the car and he heard a voice call him, hmmh who was bothering him? He turned ready to show his cold self but felt his icy heart directly melting when he saw the person calling him.

"Alicia! What is wrong?," He smiled.

"Justin, am scared to attend the party, yes I might see the son of the great Robert Acker but I don't have a date," She exclaimed nervously.

"Come on, go with Liam," Justin replied thinking she would reject his proposal but she didn't, in fact she did the opposite.

"Justin you are a genius, but am sure he will propose to me, bye," Then she left in a rush.

Well Justin didn't know that he could one-day mind of a girl, it was a weird feeling to him and remembering her contagious smile, he had to leave that place quickly. So he entered the car and went directly home.

He reached home and remembered the pendant, it had been long since he last caught it, he was older but still didn't get the concept to why his mum appeared that night, he needed answers.

He hesitated before pressing the pendant, was he really ready to see her again? He wasn't sure but he needed answers. He sighed and pressed the red button.

In a blink of an eye he was in another area and another house, the pendant light up purple and he didn't understand why, he heard voices echoing in the corridor of the house, he was a curious being so, he followed up with the voices and found his mum talking with other two women. She was pretty and happy just the way she was the last time he saw her.

Her smile made his heart beat different! It had been long since he last saw her and he remembered her smile in the past and tears filled up in his eyes. He was older now but still felt fragile in front of her, after all she was his mother. She had not yet seen him but when she saw him standing there looking in awe, her smile faded and her eyes showed horrification.

He extended closer to her and all she did was running away, he didn't understand this, was he dreaming or it was indeed happening? And his heart ached from the terrified eyes his own mum gave him.