Ch8: Standardisation affects!

It's strange how things have gotten now,

I know i tried ,but I failed somehow.

I gave my best to make my mark,

Yet i failed to make it work.

Never to give up,nor to rest,

I try and fail ,and that's a conquest.

No fear or regrets,

For the choices i make,

It's what the heavens have decided,

For me to take.

I know i have it ,but I can't make it,

Can't fulfil your dreams, just to take it.

Sometimes i feel it's all enough,

Things i am trying,

Have brought me slough.

Eyes have dried,crying in the rain,

To conquer or fight ,whatever it takes,

Have to rest,till my mind re-awakes,

Just so ,to do that ,all over again.

No matter how i hard i try,

To put up a fight,

It's never enough for you guys.

I know i am ,no perfect !

I am what i am, and that's that !

Can change myself or how i am,

Because that's how i was built at.

I know i tried to fight back,

But every time i go, i fall back,

Can't find whatever i lack,

Or what things can bring me on track.

I think it's wise to give up the fight,

And continue doing,

Whatever things i like.

Maybe i will find the heavenly light,

That sends me to the path,that is right.

And that's that, from my story,

Someday i shall, too, find my glory.

To narrate the world,this was my story.