17. MEMORIES.

"what?" Sung-hoon asked as he continued eating a chicken leg.

After leaving so early the previous day he had promised to make it up to ji-hye and came over for dinner.

"you look different. " Mae-rin stated while sipping her coke. Her eyes were sharp as she scanned him.

"Nothing is different. " He retorted as he took another piece of chicken.

Mae-rin looked between him and the corner behind him to see whether Ji-hye had come back from the bathroom before whispering loudly.

"You slept with someone." She said a broad smile on her lips. Sung-hoon almost chocked on his food at her remark. He quickly grabbed his glass of coke and drunk two large gulps before looking away.

"it isn't like that."

"then what is it like. Is it someone I know!?" She said her mind wandering "Se-hee?" she said her voice distant.

"No." Sung-hoon said defensively. He had never thought of Se-hee in that way and he would never consider it. He only thought of her as a good friend and nothing more.

The thought of having something romantic with her didn't sat well with him. Not that she was a bad person in fact she was far from it, he just liked their relationship dynamic as it was.

"it's not someone you know." He said his voice a bit too low but Mae-rin caught it.

"try me I might." She said eagerly as she leaned on the table.

"it wasn't even romantic or anything." He stated as he leaned back peaking at the small hallway towards the bathroom. He wished the bathroom door would open and ji-hye would come back quickly.

"you hired a prostitute?!?"

"No!" Sung-hoon protested his voice was so loud Mae-rin had to shush him. He held his lips before peaking to the hallway once again.

"then?"

"it's a secret"

Mae-rin frowned but before she could ask any more questions Ji-hye came back and she was forced to bit her tongue.

They eat up the rest of the chicken while watching an animation Ji-hye had chosen until she was asleep. And just like he normally did he put her to sleep and helped Mae-rin cleanup before heading out.

"It's already so late why don't you sleep here tonight." Mae-rin asked as she escorted him down towards the parking lot where a taxi was waiting for him.

And like always he rejected the offer. He didn't want to burden her so he only stayed a few times over the night the rest of the time he gave excuses.

He waved her goodbye and got into the taxi.

Soon he was back at the house. He removed his shoes and straightened his back before walking up the stairs towards his room.

As soon as he entered images from the previous night rushed in. He shook his head as he removed his clothes and went to the shower before he was finally ready for bed. He felt the whiff of Jae-wook's cologne hit his nose as soon as he covered himself.

He couldn't imagine what had happened. It still felt like a fever dream.

He had felt him pulsing inside him. He had moaned his name and clung to him so tightly as he thrust inside him with such force he felt like his body would give way and tear open.

He had felt his lips caress and explore every inch of his body as he lay a mess on the bed. His whole body at the mercy of Jae-wook. He had felt his hands roughly grab his waist as he thrust deeper into him making his shiver. He had shamelessly opened his legs inviting him as he himself wrapped his legs around Jae-wook's waist while his hands clung onto the sheets for dear life.

"Fuck " Jae-wook had cursed as his head fell back his face clouded in ecstasy. He had never felt this much waves of pleasure coursing through his veins like he did that night. He was so lost in the pure bliss he didn't notice when Sung-hoon cum but instead continued thrusting into him like a hungry lion.

He had kissed him. He had clung to his body like he would never let it go. As he breathed and their breath mingled in the dead of night all they could think about at that moment was them. Their body intertwined as an art in itself.

Sung-hoon had buried his right hand in Jae-wook's hair as his left hand grabbed his back his nails for sure leaving a scar behind.

He had shamelessly arched his back begging for any contact with Jae-wook.

He had cursed at him with such a sweet tongue as he felt Jae-wook's member pulse inside him sending him into a pool of pleasure. His thoughts were non-existent as he felt him.

He understood him and they understood each other in that moment. When Jae-wook's eyes met with his as his body rocked back and forth he had seen it.

He had seen the flicker of something he hadn't expected to see in Jae-wook or he hadn't seen in his dead eyes but it came and went so fast he almost missed it.

The bed made cracking noises with each powerful thrust and the sheets were covered in sweat. Sung-hoon was out of breath and his throat was sour from all the moaning he had done. Yet Jae-wook didn't stop. Sung-hoon didn't want him to stop it was like he had shoved him into a world he thought non-existent and he had become addicted to it.

Sung-hoon finally felt Jae-wook's fluids before his tip hit his walls at just the spot sending him over the edge for the fourth time that night before Jae-wook collapsed on to of him while trying to hold his weight with his arm.

"That was fucking great!" Jae-wook breathed out as he tried catching his breath.

Sung-hoon's tired arms slowly reached up to Jae-wook's face pushing away the strands of hair on Jae-wook's face caught up with his sweat.

Jae-wook still hadn't removed his member from inside Sung-hoon.

His eyes focused on Sung-hoon he couldn't help but think how fuckable Sung-hoon looked under him. His eyes unintentionally went to Sung-hoon lips once again. Sung-hoon noticed this and quickly turned them over so that he straddling. Despite his tired state he could not help but give in.

He felt Jae-wook's member go even deeper forcing his head and back to arch back.

"Stay still." He moaned as he started moving by his own accord when he felt Jae-wook move under him.

He closed his eyes as his right hand held onto Jae-wook abs and his let hand held his own head as it travelled back and forth to his neck.

Jae-wook could not help but get aroused even more at the mare sight of Sung-hoon's form on top of him. He grabbed at his waist anchoring him so he wouldn't fall as they both fell into another wave of pleasure.

Finally Sung-hoon collapsed on top of Jae-wook's chest as he felt out of breath. Both their chests were beating rapidly. Sung-hoon could hear Jae-wook's heartbeat as he tried to regain his breath.

They lay there for a few minutes before Sung-hoon removed Jae-wook's member and collapsed beside him, exhausted.

He didn't think he would actually initiate a second round. He had thought they would just do it quickly and end the story but he unexpectedly fell too deep.

His eyes involuntarily closed as he felt the warmth of the sheets cover his tired body.

***

Sung-hoon suddenly sat up on the bed cursing at himself as he quickly got out of the bed. He grabbed the covers. The sheets and removed the pillowcases he rushed down stairs towards the laundry room and shoved them into the washing machine.

He went to the extra room and grabbed more sheets before going back up stairs. He changed everything on the bed before lying down.

He didn't smell it anymore. He felt flicker of disappointment but brushed it off and went to sleep.

The next day went as usual he woke up had breakfast and Alice picked him up for his schedules.

When he came back he was seated in the large house and curiosity took the better of him he had never been one to be nosy but he couldn't help it as he searched through the feeds for Raivens name. He had a live session that day.

Sung-hoon had felt his heart beat skip at the sight of him. He watched a few more of his contents before he realised what he was doing.

He turned off the phone before standing and pacing around the sitting area.

He chewed at his finger nails as he looked at his phone.

"what am I doing?" He said as he let his body fall on the couch on the opposite side of the phone. He let out a sigh as he grabbed his phone logged off and walked up the stairs.

They didn't talk again until after two months when Sung-hoon had finished his movie and se-hee invited him to a party by a friend. Lee.