Death Hole

My heart goes deep, a place yours willn't go,

It speaks the tales of something, just a little of which you too may know,

Notice the word little as there is no limit to it being ineffable

The consequence is death, the path to which is agonizing

The reason can't be told, it may be contemptible.

Suicide isn't shameful, it's stigmatised like that

Only braves have the courage to attempt it being the only way to end

All the atrocities, hypocrisy, loneliness they have faced.

Tasting the Failure & Emotions facing the jeers of this world.

This one carries the same emotions as Intellect,

Bonds being shallow, them being hypocrits, narcissists,then pitiful but

just to carry it along isn't what I demand.

I demand nothing, having no chance.

Will be told to do so receiving the authority but

It's gonna end with me, die with me, reason not being told

Cause hypocrisy and narcissism will be always sold.

In the process to find them, your minds may stop

As my heart goes deep, a place yours willn't.

There is a hole inside which can't be filled, for which

Carrying multiple personalities seemed easy to compensate

It's a delusion being exact, death pulls you closer each second.

Path to which is a road not taken, can not be taken

Reality is a hell, moving forward is deception,

Droplets falling from cloud was what one could suffice for it

Nobody knows what's even being told here

In the process to find the meaning, your mind may stop

As my heart goes deeper to a place yours willn't go

This Hole stays forever which has no place else to go.

Nobody knows what one am passing through,

Nobody ever will.

It's gonna die with me, end with me, reason not being told

Cause hypocrisy and narcissism will be always sold

Depression is a small term, it's imposture.

Sacrifices are made through the choices you take,

A death Hole it is for the heart always.

Nobody will ever know the meaning of words being written,

It's gonna die with me, end with me, reason not being told

And in the awe/desperation to find them, your mind may stop

Because my heart goes to a deep place, a place where yours willn't.

Forgiveness isn't asked,

It's just a word

A word holding no true meaning

Just like hope holds for giving up.

Walking in the rain was best,

Nobody sees you crying there.

It carries the same emotions as Intellect

Bonds are shallow while hypocrisy & narcissism leads this world.

Being truthful is cruel, making lies an act of kindness

Deteriorating kindness proving to be a lie itself.

Anybody isn't supposed to understand these words because they wouldn't

Because in the process, your minds will stop.

As my heart continues its deepness to a place where yours wouldn't go.

PTSD is the worst

It shatters you whole tearing a lot

Death is not the consequence for such people

Because they are already broken a lot

All it does is changes the man inside of himself

You are congratulated at success

But not given support in failures

Not while you pass through the process of it

And that's why I will never be the same again

It's gonna die with me, end with me, causes not being told.

That shatters my soul.

Hypocrisy comes at second

All root for this sickness

The devil who strives all along

Upon a person who is all alone

One who not speaks, replies, stays all quiet

Tempting to be one like them is what they like

Changing themselves is a thing not nice.

Narcissism at third

One not spoken much of,

But followed the most

It's not to be confused with selfishness

Selfists carries emotions and emotions

While Narcissism is a disorder

It is taken to an extreme

Narcissists then were just Nazis

It covers the whole world now

Doesn't that makes us all Nazis?

One who don't want what you like

Then preaching for the beauty of nature

Isn't this called hypocrisy too?

Betrayal Comes At Fourth

Betrayal is the word which defies all lies

A word holding true essence to life,

It's said to be worst by friend,

For they turn enemies for the image they lust

It's a thing which can be termed business

But the reality is they use us.

Don't we call such narcissistic

For they are the one pessimistic

Perspective comes at last, but not the least

It's what makes you feel like a cheese

You are the one who do the vice-versa

But is it done when you are involved in such messa?

No, it's not, it never will be

Because all they have is just sympathy

And what's expected is no jealousy

You are the one who passed through it

But your mind never spills it.

What's demanded is a ton of gold

What you receive is a shattered soul

Isn't this an Unthought Betrayal?

But you gotta respect them (perspectives)

That's how you live.

Why act truthful if you are always kind

Isn't kindness already proved as a lie ?

It's all a money game

Product placement, featurement is the prime time entertainment,

It's a simple business economics, which is never short

Your views on these will be always mold

And that's how hypocrisy and Narcissism is always sold

To you, your family, & relatives already carries it

And all you have to do for the baton is to ensure it passes.

Death Hole is a Hole deep inside

Which asks of death not attempts it

Asks of Freedom but never gets it

It's a loop of death followed once in a while

Digging the hole deeper each time

Making it more unfillable each time

Something genuine is what I want

That genuinity cant be genuinely auctioned

It not being defied by Hypocrisy is what's decided

That's my belief which will be fighted...

This belief dies with me, ends with me, genuinity isn't sold

In the process of purchasing, your minds will stop

As my heart continues digging further to a place where yours wouldn't go.

Krish Mittal