CHAPTER 3

"In the Name of Lust"

We heard the creaking of the door. And I thought someone is coming.

I faced dad but he didn't mind. His face filled with unbridled sexual desire while he's in ecstasy with my mouth licking his angry cock. I heard some footsteps coming towards us but I couldn't resist in stopping him. He moaned louder as he was eager to cum inside my mouth.

He moved faster which made the bed bounced and gave a prolonged grating noise.

"Why does it feels so good Max? Uhhhh yeaaah keep sucking uuhhh yeaaaah."

Dad please stop it, Mom will caught us.

Now you want him to stop? Are you crazy?! This is what you want in the first place, Max!

They will be caught! You're the one who's crazy!

Hey, mind your own words! You just don't know the feeling to be sucked by someone.

Duuuuhhhh I don't care!

My heart is about to explode when I saw someone's feet behind the door. I want to push him away but his dick was still enthralled in me.

I can't take this anymore, Mom will caught us for sure.

We were both surprised when a light flashed as the door opened. I was shocked and can't even move. My eyes were shaking as I can see her shadow watching over us.

"MOM?"

Everything quickly lighten up and then...

"Max, my boy? Wake up."

I heard dad trying to wake me up. As I open my eyes, I suddenly saw his gorgeous face. He looked somewhat sluggish yet I'm melting.

"Max? Would you mind keeping your hand away from me?"

I was confused what he was talking about. I hurriedly looked under and it was a real shock when I saw my hand holding his thing.

WAAAAAAAAAAAH!

What the fuck Max?! I quickly moved my hand away from him while he was just there laughing at me.

"Hahaha. Hey, am I the prince charming of your fantasy?"

I can't utter since I was really ashamed to what I have done. Even though I didn't mean it but uuugggghhhh I don't want to give him any hints.

"Seems that my only long lost princess was you. What a wonderful wet dream my boy, hahaha."

WETDREAM? Oh shiiiiiiiiit! I suddenly realized that my under was wet and smells something  like a viscid whitish fluid.

It was a trill indeed since I don't know what to excuse. I hastily jump over so I could move away from him. Mine were still hard and I was embarrassed that made me more sheepish.

I placed the pillow on me so he could not see it but he came near over with a strange look.

What's with him?

He stepped forward and I moved my body backward since our faces were too close from each other. He looked into my eyes badly and followed unto my lips, it seemed that he was trying to give me a smack but I changed my direction.

My heart started pumping again so fast and nervousness filled upon me.

OMG Max! Is he trying to seduce you right now? Wow, why he is too soon?

I was more surprised when he touched my face and gave some pleasure on it. I didn't understand him. I could just feel his breath that gave me more excitement and my dick getting harder.

"Gotcha!"

DAMN! He suddenly grab my under unexpectedly and it was totally embarrassing since my dick was still hard.

"Daaaaaaad oh come on!" He didn't mind me instead he left me hanging behind with rejoice. He went back to his room and I decided to fix myself before Shane comes to pick me up.

Shit! That was too close.

After a moment, I went down the stairs to take my breakfast. I saw my mom preparing our meals while dad was busy on his newspaper.

"Good morning sweet heart." mom greeted as she's making our salad.

"Good morning too , mom." I replied.

"Could you please give this to your dad?" she commanded as she gave me the coffee. I was about to take it, but suddenly dad appeared on my side and kissed my head.

"Good morning Max." he took his coffee and went back to the couch.

"What's with him?" I looked at mom while she was smiling at me.

"Don't mind him, Max. We were just happy since we're finally alright." She replied.

Woaaah! For how many years, they're finally fine!

Yeah, it's a good relief though

"Really mom?!" I was surprised indeed. "Glad to know it. " I added as I bite some pie. Well, just happy knowing that they're fine.

"By the way, you left your phone in the lobby. " She said.

"Oh, yeah. I hope Shane didn't call me yet."

"Speaking of Shane, he called you."

Ugh! He must mad at me now.

"What did he said? Was he mad?" I asked.

"Naaah, he just wanted to tell you that he couldn't pick you up this morning because..."

I interrupt her intensely. "What?! I thought he would like to pick me up?!" I answered with full of loads in my mouth.

"Well, that's what you have thought because he said that his sister borrowed his car, and he will wait for you to come over him. " She explained.

"So, I'll be the one who'll pick him up again?! Uughhh."

"Uhuh?" she just nodded worriedly.

"Oh, Shaaaaane!"

He's playing on me again and again. It always ended like this that I will be the one who will pick him up.

Hey Max, relax. Don't be mad. You ruin your morning already.

Shane was the one who ruined his morning!

Shut up!

"What's the problem, dear? What about I will give you a ride to Shane's?" Dad interrupted as he took a sip of his coffee.

"Well, I think that is not a good idea. You're going to be late on your work Dad. I will borrow mom's car instead." I'm worried.

"No, Max. You can't. " He insisted.

"Eh why?"

"Oh dear, he will use my car since he has got a problem with his engine. Sorry honey, you can't take mine." mom just spelled out.

"Ugh! It's okay, Mom. I will just let Shane know about this."

"No, Max. It's okay. I will give you a ride." dad said as he insisted.

Nooooo! Just ride on Max!

What the hell are you thinking?!

Oh, do you know what does it mean?

"But Dad, what about your work? You're going to be late."

"Don't mind it, Max. I do still have more time."

"Hey, honey." mom called my attention. "What about if you will checks your daddy's car again? Check its engine and try to fix it. Aren't you in a hurry, are you?"

I rolled my eyes over them and said.  "Uuggghh, I'm done fixing myself, Mom."

Do you still have any choice, Max?

Yes, he does. If he will ride his dad! Kyaaaaaaaah!

"Would you let me excuse? It's time for me to go." dad said as he grabbed his things.

"Take good care, honey. I already packed your favorite lunch, and it's in your bag."

"So what about now, Max? Aren't you coming with me?"

Yes! He will want to cum with you! Aye!

He means 'come' instead of 'cum'. Duuuhhhh.

"Naaaaaah. Thanks Dad. I have just decided to check your car and try to fix it instead." I answered.

"Okay. Well I have to go. Good bye, see you later." he kissed my head and I don't know what's going on. I just can't stop putting something on it. I remembered his last kissed for me and it was about six years ago and just twelve years old at that time. I know he doesn't mean anything but...

But you're assuming!

...but I think I am just overthinking. Ugh! Why I felt this way? Something that his loved for me was more than just a father. I could feel it! I could feel it in the way that he looked somewhat sluggish last time on the bed.

I don't think so, Max. Maybe you're just overthinking. Well, find it out then.

"Bye honey!" mom yelled as she saw him leaving.

It was a moment when we have done our breakfast. I hurriedly went to the garage to check his car. As I came along inside, it keeps flashing back those memories I am with him. When seeing him topless for the first time and when I split coffee on his pants. SHIT! I want to forget those things and just think happier moments but his aura really makes me paranoid.

I looked around, his car seems messy with junks of magazines and newspaper so I have just decided to clean it first before to check the engine but I was more with what I have just discovered!

WHAT THE HELL?!

I am seeing different brands of magazines but there's something really hooked me up. I saw a lot of pornographic themed and it was all about men! Gosh! Why he has all of these?

Maybe he's gay too?

We didn't know yet the whole story

I can't believe this! As I take a look at its pages, it really exposes nudity of handsome and sexiest men on earth which also turned me on! Ugh! This is my first time indeed seeing these pieces of stuff and what the fuck?!

I was about to throw it but there's something more catches my attention when I saw my own pictures.

Why he has your pictures?

Yeah? And all were cluttered in his car? For what?

I was surprised seeing my different photos that were cluttered inside. I don't get it. I don't know what was the reason behind all of these but it's weird. He's totally weird!

I decided to keep those pieces of stuff instead, and came out to check the engine but suddenly...

*phone ringing*

I have got a call from Shane.

"Maaaaaaaax D!" he yelled.

"Oh hi, Shane."

"Max, we talked to your mom, and hey, why didn't you answered my call earlier?"

"Didn't mom told you? I left my phone in the lobby." I explained.

"Awh, that was sad."

"And you are such a damn, Shane!" I yelled at him.

"I'm sorry! I have thought that I could pick you up, but my sister has got an emergency."

"What kind of emergency?" I asked.

"Well, you knew her already when it comes to her ex-boyfriend. " He explained.

"Not again. Pity younger sister. Uuuhhm, you called?"

"Oh, yes. Aren't you on your way?"

"Not yet, why?"

"Ugh! Because I don't want to wait for you here for too long, Max. I'm getting bored waiting for you."

Then it is not our problem!

"Sorry, Shane. I've got a minor problem here but don't worry. I need to check and fix this first."

"Ugh! Please hurry!"

Why can't you wait for Max?

He hangs it up. I put my phone back in my pocket and moved faster. It took me about one-third of an hour to fix my dad's car.

"Hey, you've finally fixed it. Your dad will be proud of you." Mom suddenly appears. I just nodded at her as I prepared my stuff.

"Call me if you need anything. Take good care always, honey. " Mom added.

I was supposed to ask her about the stuffs I had discovered earlier but there's something pulled me off. I don't know. It just that, I couldn't get rid thinking of it.

"No worries. Don't worry, Mom. " I smiled.

"Time to go?"

"Uhm yeah? By the way, don't you have a yoga class today? Maybe I can give you a ride." I asked as I turned on the engine.

"Oh dear, you mind. Naaah, it's okay. I could still have my yoga here."

"Well, great. It's good." I nodded.

"Uhuh. Take care."

I finally left the house and took a ride to Shane's. It would be rough since it's a long journey. I also listened to some music while driving. A moment, I have received a voice message from him.

"Hey Max, would you come over at mini-mart and buy me something a tuna sandwich, Wonka, yogurt, and a pack of condoms. Thanks!"

Wonka! I love chocolates!

Wait, WHAT? Have I heard it clear? He wants me to buy him a pack of condoms?

My phone beeps again.

"I changed my mind. Three packs of condom please-a chocolate flavored one."

Oh, come on, Shane. What are you going to do with the condoms? I only have a hundred bucks.

I am not sure if I can buy him those he mentions. Ugh, silly Shane!

Just make sure you buy him a condom first, Max. Then the rest will follow.

I stopped over at a mini-mart and went inside. I saw the weather wasn't great. So, I bet to hurry before it rains.

I checked those he mentioned and added it to my cart. I was about to pay it all since I am in a hurry, suddenly I bumped with a stranger that was unfamiliar. He's older and about forty years old though his physique still hot. He has a little beard on the face, he's tall, and they are the same height as my daddy. Honestly, they are look-alike, especially when I see him turn around.

You said it, Max! He is not old to look at wherein he is like a teenager.

I suddenly threw all the way I have purchased, and he helped me. It seems that he was also in a hurry. So, I apologize.

"I'm sorry. I didn't know that you were there." I said.

"It's okay. I didn't mean to either."

"I think this is yours. " I said as I reached for a wallet.

"Oh, thank you." he smiled.

Gosh! The way he talked, the way he walked, and the way he looked at you were great! They are look-alike!

You are hallucinating again!

"You're welcome."

I went to the cashier to pay what I have purchased, but I have got a problem when I found out that I left my wallet at home and I don't have any extra in my pocket. I would have like to talk at the cashier about what happened since I just thought of returning the chocolate I bought so I could afford it, but someone just intruded.

"Don't have much enough bucks to pay?"

I faced him, and I was shocked to open up my eyes when seeing his gentle face.

You mean, the guy you have bumped in, Max?

Yeah. The hot daddy!

I can't speak since I don't know either what to utter. I was more surprised by the time the cashier handed a money by him.

Yiiiiiiiieeeeee how sweet? He's very kind, Max.

"Uhm. Are you sure about that?" I asked.  He nodded.

"Thank you. " I said. My head was being caressed by him while he smiled at me sweetly. I do not know how I will feel at that time because I just remembered my dad.

"You mind?" he said.

I got back in the car after I bought those things and suddenly it started to rain. I was in a hurry to operate the engine so that I can leave as well, but I noticed him from a distance waiting for some taxi cabs. I went near and talked to him. I have just thought that maybe this was the best way to pay his kindness back.

"Maybe you want a ride?" I said.

"Are you sure?" he asked.

"Yeah, please let me." I smiled.

"Thank you. " He carried the groceries as said and got into my car.

"I should be the one to thank about what happened awhile ago." I explained.

While I was driving, I talked to him. I do not know where I will take him since I didn't know his address in the first place.

"Are you coming home?" I asked.

"Not yet. Just take me to my shop. " I heard the answer.

"Where is your shop?"

"Just around the corner."

"Okay, just tell me then."

I don't know where his shop is, and I am just taking a chance. Soon he suddenly break the silence.

"I think you are in a hurry, aren't you?" he asked.

"Uuhhm. Just don't even think about it."

"I'm sorry. I am not from here. So, I will take some taxi to take me wherever I'd like and no matter how close it is."

"Really? You can walk for it over. Aren't you not wasting money on paying taxi cabs? Where are you from by the way?"

"Uhm, I don't mind paying for some taxi cabs, and can we not just talk about it?" he changes his voice, and his answer was indeed surprising.

"Okay. I am so sorry. Uhm, about last time if you don't mind?"

"Yeah? What is it all about?"

"You handed the cashier a hundred bucks to pay I have purchased, why did you do that?"

"If being kind to others were bad, maybe I just left you hang in there."

"Oh? Thank you. Don't worry, I'll pay for it cost."

"You don't have to."

He suddenly received a call shortly and immediately answered while I am just listening to him.

"Hello? Uhm,  yes?" he answered as he took glanced at me.

"Okay? I'm coming. I understand, don't worry I am on my way." he said as he hanged up.

"Would you mind to excuse me?" he called my attention.

"Yeah, sure! What is it?" I asked.

"Can you pull over the car? I've got an emergency."

"Sure. Aren't you just going to the shop?"

He ignored me. I pulled the car over, and he left as well without ado. He didn't even say something, and I have just received another message from Shane.

"Max! Are you close yet?"

I didn't mind him instead to keep driving. While on my way, something that popped again up in my head. It suddenly appeared in my mind thinking about dad.

Not again, Max!

Woah, you're an addict!

I don't know what's going on. I am not gay, and I don't want to be gay! I want to cut these strange feelings towards him but why I can't just? Ugh! I understand Shane's identity since he already accepted what really he was, but ugh! I don't know! I am not denying what's could be my real identity wherein fact I just want to figure it out.

You know, it's really unappropriate that I liked my dad and treated him more than just my father. I know he was just my stepdad but it doesn't matter! He's my dad! I was raised by his hands and I am his son! I had to cut these feelings right away no matter what.

I couldn't fight myself thinking about what I have just discovered earlier. Why he had my photos? Did he buy those magazines to pleasure himself? And what is for since he already had my mom?!

Don't think it over, Max. Just try to ask him about it later.

Ask him? I know he would deny it. Max listen, just observe him, and let his actions tell you.

So you mean, there's something strange about his dad?

Aye, aye! But I don't want to conclude it yet.

Soon I arrived at their house. I saw Shane sitting on the bench across and I beep my horn. He saw me approaching and he went back to their house as I followed.

"Maaaaax D!" he yelled. I went out to face him.

"I'm sorry if I have just arrived and in keeping you waiting here for me."

"No it's okay!" he smiled and hugged me tightly. "As long as you're here already! Hey, did you buy me..."

"Yes, and it's in the car." I interrupt.

"Thank you! " He hugged me again as he was so excited. I don't want to let him know about what happened last time at the mart.

Ugh! I rolled my eyes over him.

"Hey, what are you going to do with the condoms?" I whispered.

"Oh? About that? Nothing. I just ran out of stocks." he answered as he went inside in my car.

"Out of stocks? Are you sure?" I asked as I was not convinced.

"Hey, Max, you are here!" said his mother as it came out and was shocked to see me while carried the laundry.

"Hi, auntie." I smiled.

"Would you like to go inside first and have some breakfast? " She offered me a way to get inside.

"No, Mom. He had his breakfast already right, Max?" Shane explained, and I nodded.

"Alright. Do you have any appointments today?" Shane's mom asked again.

"Yes, Mom, and we're about to go. " He said as he got into the car.

We were about to leave, but something stopped us for a minute when his sister suddenly arrived. She sped out and cried.

"Oh, there she is! Again?!" he sighed.

"What just happened to her?" I asked.

"Ugh! Don't mind her." he rolled his eyes over.

"Okay. Well, what about your car?" I asked.

"What? What do you mean about my car?"

Don't you get it, Shane?

"Won't you take that since she has already returned?" I explained.

"Naaaaah, she will probably use my car again later." he sighed deeply.

"Where are we going, by the way, Shane?" I asked him again.

"Ugh! Just go-ahead to the town Max. I will let you know."

What's with Shane? He just changed his mood badly. Ugh!

Just understand him, Max. Go ahead to the city.

I like to break the silence,  but I have just found out to give him a minute. I saw that he enjoyed his Wonka and tuna sandwich while he's on madness. I feel uneasy since I am not comfortable that we didn't talk like we use to, and so I finally open up after a moment.

"What's with your face?" I asked.

"What?!" I was surprised by his angry voice. "I know how to eat these." he reasoned out.

"No, that's not what I meant, and it seems that you're not on your mood or something, mad?"

"Oh, I'm sorry, Max. I didn't mean to..."

"Is that all about your sister?"

"Ugh! I'm just sick of thinking about her! If you only had known, I don't want to see her suffer because of that bullshit ex-boyfriend! But she didn't listen! You know a feeling that you want to help her in moving on, but she ended up chasing that guy always? As always, Max, as always.  Like, what the fuck?! Why can't she mind her own life? Wherein the first place she was just being played by him?! Ugh!" He rolled his eyes.

"Have you been into love with someone before, Shane?"

"Why did you ask? Do you think I've never been in love before?"

"Naaaaaah. Because if you do, you will understand your sister."

"Idiot! Hey, you're the one who never in love before and to let you know she just let her emotions controlled herself. Honestly, she's the one ruined her life!"

"Hey! I had ex-girlfriends!"

"Yeah, I knew you had, but you have never been into real relationships. I knew you, Max. I knew you!"

"Well, just let her realize everything that she has done. Perhaps we can't force somebody."

"And she can't force indeed to win him back. Why she can't just leave that guy alone?! Ugh!"

"Enough, Shane. She'll be alright. All you have to do is to support the decisions she had made."

"Support her face! She's not a kid anymore. She must know her limitations."

I sighed as I didn't understand him more. I mean, I feel his sister, but he just wanted her to move on too soon.

"Hey, would you mind if I'll ask you something?" I glanced at him to make a new conversation to talk.

"Go ahead, Max. " He said, leaning his head over the window.

"I was just confused about where exactly we were going."

"You will find out. You don't have anything to worry about since I already bought you a ticket."

"Ticket? For what is it? Are we going to cinemas? Shane, if you have just said..."

"No, Max! We're not going to cinemas. You will find it out. By the way, I want you to pass over here for a minute." he interrupted as he showed me the address on his phone.

"Apartment? What are we going to do there?"

"Ughh! Don't keep asking, okay? Just drive and take me there."

"Okay."

After a moment when we got there, I pulled my car over at the corner. We're thankful enough that the rain stopped, and Shane hurriedly went out. As I came along, I quickly moved my head up and started counting the floors.

"Oh, I didn't realize that it's a type of condominium. " I said.

"You're the one who said it's an apartment." he reasoned out.

"Shane, I'm sick of elevators. I'm not coming with you."

"We're not taking the elevator, Max. We're taking up the stairs. What about that? Are you still not coming?"

"Ugh! Alright, alright. Let us take the elevator instead." I rolled my eyes.

"Okay, let's now get in."

We went inside and took the elevator. I don't have any idea what Shane will be going to do here. I have just thought that maybe he had some appointment, but I have just wondered why he didn't mention this to me since he always opened up himself? Hmmm.

*ting!*

"Finally, we're here. "  The door opened as Shane had said. We went out, and he hurriedly looked for a room and knocked someone's door while I only just a distance away from him.

I saw someone opened the door and he was glad. His reactions were yet excited and being astonished while I'm still on my way to them.

"Hey, Max! Come on!" he yelled as he went inside. I don't know what's going on since he seems very happy. Would he like to introduce a new friend to me?

As I went inside, the paintings on the wall and the architecture catches my attention. I was amazed by its designs and structures in which it captivated me.

"Maaaax D! " Shane called my attention. As I faced him, a very familiar image strike me with surprise!

"Hey, it's you!" He smiled as he was shocked when he saw me too.

OMG! They've met here again! The hot daddy who helped Max at the mini-mart! Ayiiieeeee.

It was the guy who helped me at the mart. It was him. I didn't mind seeing him at first since he's with his business attire.

"Wait. What?! Both of you have already met before?" Shane was confused.

I couldn't imagine how small the world was. Oh, come on?! We have met here again unexpectedly after what just happened last time?

"Oh yeah, he gave me a ride. " He said.

"We've just met at the mini-mart earlier, Shane. " I explained.

"Oh? That's a good start then. So, do you know each other already?"

"Not yet. Would you mind introducing your friend?" he said sweetly.

"Sure! No worries. Uhmmm. Max?"

"Uhuh?" I chuckled.

"This is Mr. Jamson."

"Hi, nice meeting you." I offer him a hand shake and glad that he also take it.

"William, you can call me William. " He said.

Woah! His name was hot like a sizzling dad.

"And Mr. Jamson, this is Max. My one and only great friend." -Shane.

"Yeah, he's very kind that made him great." he smiled.

Ayiiiieeeeeeeeeee! Max would be flattered!

"Uhm, what are we up to, Shane?" I asked.

"Oh, didn't he told you?" Mr. Jamson interrupts.

"Oh, yes. I'm sorry, Max. Uhm, I don't know how to say this, but Uhm."

"What is it, Shane?"

"He brought you here because you had a problem. " He interrupts again.

"Problem? I don't have a problem? I mean, what are we up to here, again? I was confused.

"I'm sorry, Max. Please don't get mad at me. I am just trying to help you."

"Trying to help me with what? Then tell me, Shane."

"I asked mom a help, and she's taking me to him. Mr. Jamson was an adviser and by that I have thought, maybe he can help you too."

"And? Why am I here?"

"Because you need our help, especially you are in the state of a gender crisis." explained Mr. Jamson.

"I told him about your dad Max because I think this is the best way to enlighten you."-Shane.

"Ugh." I sighed. "What about now? He even thinks of me that I am gay, but I'm not!"

"It's not about being gay or what you are, Max. You're here because you have experienced trauma. You had a disordered psychic or behavioral state resulting from severe mental or emotional stress. You are so upset in which you can't fight yourself thinking about your dad. Shane wants to help you because he was concerned and worried about you."

Oh, Shane was so sweet. I wish I could have a best friend like him.

Woah. It's nice knowing that Shane cared about me much. I don't have any idea about this in the first place. I want to get mad at him since he doesn't let me know, but I'm thankful enough because he also thinks of me.

"Uhm. I think both of you need a room. Please excuse me."

"Thank you, Shane." -Mr. Jamson.

I hurriedly grabbed my bestfriend's arms to clear things out but...

"It's okay, Max. Don't be afraid. He just want to talk with you what he wanted to know, that's it."

"I'm not afraid, I just can't... ugh. Nevermind."

I looked at his eyes as he moved out, and his face filled with mixed emotions. Maybe he thought that I'm mad at him, but he doesn't know that I appreciated it much. I must be thankful.

He went outside and left just the two of us.

I don't know how to start a conversation since I was ashamed of what Shane's told him already. I can't look at Mr. Jamson's eyes and feel so uncomfortable because maybe he had already drawn his judgment.

As we take our sits, he started the conversation.

"Hey, are you okay?" he asked.

Do I look okay? Ugh!

Why I can't just think so fast?!

"Please feel at home. There's nothing you had to be afraid of, Max. " He added.

I am not afraid! I don't know! Shit! I'm burning.

"So, is this the kind of emergency you had earlier huh?" I asked.

"Yes, what's the matter?" he returned a question.

"Uhm, nothing."

"So? Would you like to tell me something about your dad?"

I sighed so deep, as I don't know what to utter. I can't look directly, so I moved my head down over.

"Uhm, Mr. Jamson..."

"William, just call me William."

"William...Uhm, I don't know if this is too soon but I think it's not the right time to talk about it."

He took a deep breath and sighed.

"Why? Then tell me, is there other time we can spend to talk about this?" His voice changed and I see it red.

"Uhm, I'm not sure. Hey, look. I don't know what's with my best friend. Maybe he thought that I am..."

I stopped when he interrupted.

"Max, just relax. I am not here to draw a judgment. I am here to help you." He explained as he took his dark blue suit off.

I sighed again.

"Well, I am not yet ready."

"Why? I don't have nothing to do with you. I just want to talk with your problems between you and your dad."

"It was a real shock like I've never expected. To be honest I don't know."

"Okay, Max. I'll just give you a minute then, to relax. You don't have to hurry. Can I just give you a drink?" He said as he raise his hand holding a bottle of wine as he smiled.

I'm not sure if I'll take it since I'm not into liquors but for a respect.

"Okay, thanks." I nodded.

"You know what? You must be lucky about Shane." He pushed the cork in with the handle of a wooden spoon to open the wine but it didn't work. He also tried to pump it but it didn't work too.

"Uhm, would you mind if you let me?" I said, offering him to open the wine.

"I'm sorry. My hands were wet." He said as he gave it to me.

I take a bike pump that has a needle attached and plunged it through the cork, penetrating all the way through until the needle reaches the air between the cork and the wine. Then I pump air to the bottle. While pumping, the wine surprisingly bursted out from the inside as the cork popped and reaches on William's chest.

We were both shocked as I hurriedly put the bottle down.

"Oh, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to..." I said.

"No it's okay. It was all an accident."

I don't know what to do. I looked at him and his sleeve was messy while he didn't utter anything instead he unbutton it down.

I can't resists myself watching him all over. While he unbutton his sleeves, his toned body catches my attention that rips me out of control. Shit!

He took it off. His sexy muscled chest with his toned abs makes me paranoid. I bite my lower lip as I feel so strange.

"I'm sorry. Can I just change first?" he was shy.

"Uhm sure. Yeah." I nodded.

He left and went his room to change. I was about to talk with Shane outside but suddenly there's a phone ringing continuously which stopped me.

When I looked unto it, Mr. William got a call from anonymous. So, I hurriedly went to his room to let him know but I was more with what I saw.

I was surprised seeing him changing clothes. His body seems want to talk to me every detail he moves. I want to intrude but I can't since it tempting me - something that I want to see more...but lately he caught me.

"I've never thought that you're there." he said.

"Uhm yeah. You've got a..." I don't know what to talk either as I give his phone.

"Someone called you." I added.

"Thanks."

I finally left him alone as he took his time changing. As I go back, daddy's image popping up in my sight. The image in my head drawn similarities with what I have seen on William. Gosh! Why I am on it again?!

I talked to Shane outside and he couldn't utter a word. Something that he thought that I'm mad. I just give him a warm hug and..

"Thanks bro. You don't have to worry since I am not mad at you."

"I just want to help." His voice were cold.

"Yeah, I know." I whispered.

"Uhm, excuse me?" William said as he interrupt. Knocking on the door while he's watching us.

"It's okay, Max. Just talk about it." Shane said and I nodded.

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"So, what now Max?  Shall we...proceed?" William asked.

By the way, we are now on a confession room. It doesn't make sound like a confession room for me since it was just a normal room but it's enough to be called so. We take our seats just like what we did earlier while Shane was alone on the lobby. I could still see him over the wall that made of glass.

"To be honest, I don't know what to start."

"Well, if that so. Let's start with answering a question. I'll ask you then you answer."

"I don't want to waste your time Mr. William. But can you give me enough time to talk about this?"

I've never expected what would I have discover that turned me on. Honestly, I can tell him right away, but what I have just seen under the table was better than letting him know.

Wait. What have you seen under the table, Max?

"Max." his voice was deep as he holds my hand.

I was surprised, and it heated me. Something that I had electrocuted with tons of watts. Gosh! The energy from the under gave me a feeling that I don't understand. It was too close. Too close!

What happened to you, Max? Why can't you look at his eyes?

I swallowed uncertainty when seeing his bulge. The bulge with his remarkable dick was hard. I can't focus because there's a bulge beneath! It wasn't my intention though but it tempting.

All I have in my mind keeps coming back that he appeared on my sight, not as William but being my dad. Gosh! I don't even understand myself! Why I could only see him just like my father?! What was happening?!

"Trust me. I want to help you too. I understand, Max. You're confused since you can let it out. I just want you to know that this is who you are. True happiness is about accepting yourself. And now tell me, what aspects of your dad that you bothered the most? " He added.

"Mr. Jamson-" I interrupted as I changed my direction.

"Just William, Max."

"Uhm. William. Uhhhh." I sighed so deep as I took a glance at it. Gosh! Why I feel this way?!

"Calm down, you can trust me. " William moved his hand away from me as he said. He stood up and came near as he tapped my back.

"It's okay, Max. I know it's hard to tell someone you have just met, but haven't you ever realized that it will get worse if you always keep it."

"William... Uhm I...Can I come over here next time?"

"Why?" he was surprised.

"I wasn't prepared. I assure you can count on me."

"Well, I can't force you either."

"Thank you. I promise to talk with you about it. I just need more time."

"It's okay. I understand. But if you need me, call me right away with this. " said William, and gave me a calling card.

"I'm sorry, Mr. William."

"Don't feel sorry, Max. Just beep me then if you need my help."

"Thank you."

"Don't thank me yet. " William answered.

Hoooooo! That was too close. I can't breathe thinking about it!

I don't know if this will be the right time to let him know  but there's something dragged me to set aside my trust in him. I mean, I know he can help me, but I think I could still carry it on.

Oh shit! What am I supposed to do? Haaaaayst.

As I went out, I saw Shane from a distance waiting for me. He never looked at me instead, he just played on his phone.

"How was it?" he uttered.

"I didn't tell him yet."

"Why? He knows the story."

"What did you say?" I brows suddenly goes up what I have heard.

"No, yes. Uhm.. I mean... It just that he was already aware that you liked your dad, and you made fantasies about him."

"Okay, but why you didn't tell him the whole story?"

"It's simple, Max. I am not the one who was so obsessed with his dad. I am not the one who made fantasies about Georgie. It was all about you, Max. It was all about you. So, I don't have the authority since you're the one who sees Mr.George more than just a father, not me."

Shane has a point. I'm also glad that he finally mentioned George.

"Please refrain in saying his name Shane. I don't want to hear that anymore."

"Eh? Why? I'm sorry, Max. I just missed mentioning Georgie."

"Shaaaaane?!"

"Hahaha. Okay, okay. I'm just kidding."

As we take the elevator down over, something strange happened to me. I can't fight myself thinking about the bulge again, and I see William as my dad. I know they had similarities, but I have never think of it that they were also both appealing. Damn! This can't be, this can't be!

"Max?" asked Shane.

"Yep?"

"Are you ready for the highlighted event of this day?"

"About what?"

"Tan tana! " He just showed it up to me and...

"Hey! What are you going to do with these tickets?" I asked as I hurriedly grabbed it.

"Maybe it will also help you to find yourself out."

"A masquerade stripper party? Are you crazy?" I was shocked knowing that we'll be going to a gay bar.

"Surprise! It can be more exciting, Max!"

*ting!* the elevator opened.

"Oh, come on!" I rolled my eyes over. We hurriedly got into the car and finally left the building.

"We're just eighteen. Are you serious about this, Shane?"

"You're the one who isn't serious. Could you please go out from your comfort zone sometimes? You're such a joy killer! Just try it once. Maybe this thing can help you in finding yourself."

"Shane, if being out of your identity is bad should I keep it forever?"

"Being out doesn't mean bad and should keep forever. Just be who you are and true to yourself."

"Look, you knew me."

"Of course I do! But denying about your identity? I think that's not the Max I knew."

"I am not denying, I am figuring it out."

"Oh? Really? Okay. Then let's figure it out at the party!"

"Shane?! That's not what I'm trying to say. I mean, I want to figure my identity."

"I know, Max. Why not go straight and conclude that you are..."

"Gay?"

"Uhuh? Look, whatever your identity would be, I'll still love you buddy."

"Oh? That's not an excuse."

"If you're struggling to find yourself, you just need to accept who are in the first place."

"It's not that simple for me."

"Yes, because you keep denying on it."

"Then what? I am not denying. I just want to..."

"To what, Max?"

"To make it sure? Ugh, then how could I find myself?!"

"You can't change what's the inside, Max. You can do nothing but to accept that."

"But how? I'm straight. It just that I can't resists my feeling every time I see my dad. I'm not gay nor bisexual."

"If you're not a gay, bisexual or discreet, so what are you? Hmmmm... I think you're a..."

Abnormal! He's abnormal, Shane."

"A, what?" I asked.

"Other forms of LGBT?"

"Ugh. Whatever."

"Max, you make things more complicated."

"No. I'm not. I just want to know what I am and how to cut this strange feelings out."

"Look. Just come with me to the party okay? Let's enjoy the whole night and fuck every things up."

I sighed deeply.

"Speaking of party, it's too early to come. I have decided to get prepared first."

"Of course we should. So, you mean you're going home?"

"Not just me. Both of us are going home. We need to change our outfit since it was a themed party."

"Oh, I don't have any interests though. I won't come instead."

"Hmp! Don't be such a joy killer dude. If you won't come then go and find yourself alone." he rolled his eyes and he's getting mad.

"Alright, alright. Just make sure you can now pick me up."

"Yeah! That's my Max! Hey, wait. Are you going to return this, aren't you?" He's referring to the car.

"Why not?"

"Naaaah, come on Max."

"What about it? What's the matter? You have agreed to pick me up later."

"Okay, okay. I'll just beep you then."

Honestly, I don't want to come at the party since I am not more into it, but maybe he's right. Maybe this party can help me too, to find myself. I just need to give it a try.

When I got home, I hastily went to my room after I gave Shane a ride. It was about six in the evening and mom was out.  She's on the market as I called.

I took a big relief.

"What to wear Max? Are you sure about this? It's a stripper party! You shouldn't come." I talked myself facing on the mirror.

It was now my intention to call Shane to cancel his invite but it pulled me to pause as I take my sit and breathing heavily.

Max, just relax okay? Why not to enjoy the night?

Yeah Max! You don't have to worry.

"And now what? You don't even know what to wear." I pissed.

I also called dad because I know he can help me about these stuffs since he's more expert than me when it comes to attire. Sadly, I couldn't reach him so, I have decided to look it by myself on his room.

I was about to enter on their room, but there's something catches my attention when I heard a groaning voice that drives me to step silently. I hurriedly open the wardrobe as I went inside but it confused me more since I have a lot of choices to pick up.

I sighed deeply as decided myself to cancel the invitation. Shane didn't answer me too, maybe he's now changing. I was about to leave suddenly, I heard splashes of water in the bathroom which confused and stand me by.

"Someone is taking a bath for sure." I talked to myself. "Dad? Is that you?" I added as my voice were high.

I went to the bathroom to check who it was, and I am really shocked from what I have seen.

Was it George, your dad?

I saw him naked up close while he was enjoying his bath and I quickly hide myself behind the opened door.

Perfect! Now you have the chance to watch him all over.

Maybe it's time to go back on your room and mind your own business, Max.

No, just don't. It's not always to have a chance seeing him naked.

Respect him as your dad and give his privacy.

I couldn't help it as I want to leave him alone but couldn't move even an inch. I hastily move my direction down under to his thing and.... and.... and.... Shit! That was big! It's quite hairy and seeing that sleeping dicky of him gives me more desirousness. I can now feel my antsy body that mine is getting harder too.

I've never thought that he was home already since I only knew at this time he's working.

Max? I have a great idea! Why not try to film him instead, so that you can make your fantasies more realistic?

Don't you ever do that! We might never know what will happen if you get caught.

My hands were shaky as I get my phone from my pocket. I started filming him as I pleasured myself too.  I touched those sensitive parts of my body as he also gave strokes his thing. Damn! Knowing that it's a bad idea but I'd rather to take this chance than having imaginary thoughts every night.

He used the loofah while applying soap on his chest. After that, he squirted a little amount of body wash into his palm and started to massage his balls.  I'm paying special attention to it of course! He lathers it up, and spend a bit of time in playing his dick, kneading the whole part rapidly until it gets hard.

Ugh! That was damn!

I tried to mimic the feeling he did on his thing as I'm doing it faster as I could.

Why does it feel so good?!

And now I am enjoying myself, playing my thing while watching him all over.

I couldn't help myself turning on. I tried to stop but it drives me more crazy. His dick was getting harder as he continued stroking it as he faced towards the ceiling. His sweet moan also gave me unexplained feeling to keep pleasuring myself. FUCK!

I bite my lower lip when seeing its whole so huge that even his own hand couldn't take it enough. I really want to intrude while he's treating his dick erotically in front of me but I'm scared and keep filming him while doing so.

After an intense minute of time, I have decided to discontinue record him a scene so I could delight myself more. I also closed my eyes, pinching my nipples while handling my hard dick gently in a tender manner. I moaned, pretending that we did some intercourse as his perfect image appearing my sight.

Here you go again, Max.

OH, SHIT!

Everything suddenly messed up when I heard his voice surprisingly.

"What the fuck are you doing?!"

I could feel his mad teed off voice and don't know what to excuse since he already caught me in the act. I can't even look at his face because I know he's angry for sure.

"I... I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to... to.." I explained as my voice were shaky.

And now what, Max? I told you to mind your own business.

"You're watching me here all the time while doing such carnal actions to yourself?! Are you a faggot?!" His loud voice shook intensely as he came near to me.

I don't know what to do. What a shame?! I quickly put my hands on my thing as it still hard while I'm explaining.

"It was not my intention to watch you while doing like that."

"But you already did! You're jerking in front of me while I'm taking my bath?! How could you do that?!"

"I'm sorry, dad. I just can't help myself."

"I'm going to tell your Mom about this." he was about to leave the bathroom but my hand were quick to stop him.

"No, please don't."

He pushed me away with a full force.

"I much teach you a lesson! Give me that." He took my phone and tried to call Mom, but he was more surprised with what he saw.

"And what is this? Did you filmed me a scene? Fuck you!"

I told you, Max.

"I didn't mean it, dad."

"Then tell me why?!"

"I'm sorry, okay? It was not really my intention to do this. I thought you're still on your work. I try to called you since I wanna ask for a help but I couldn't reach you. I decided to look it by myself and... and..."

The feeling that you tried to explain everything to him but you have messed up.

"and.. I can't fight it everytime I saw you. You're hot and that's what I always dreaming of."

"What did you have said?!"

What the fuck is going on?! Why I said that to him?!

"Uhm...Look...I know it's disgusting but I'm.. I'm so sorry."

"I'm still be going to tell your Mom about this."

"Please, don't tell Mom about this. Please, dad." I kneeled down as I wrapped my arms around his leg tightly, begging for him, asking an apology so that he must not be going to tell Mom.

"I'll promise to never do this again. I will never do fantasies about you every night, I will never think of you the way that you teased me. I'm so sorry!" I added.

"You bitch!" he tried to kick me, but he failed. I can now feel my eyes tearing as I faced him.

"Please don't tell Mom about this. I promise that it won't happen again."

He just looked at me without a word as my tears continuously falling.

"Get off!" he kicked me out. I stood up as he's turning me around and tried to towel-dry himself.  I quickly gave him a warm tight hug so that he could forgive me.

"Please, dad. Don't." I said as I'm wrapping his chest close together.

"Fuck you! Get your hell self out off me!"

"I'm begging you, please. Mom were so stressed of everything. We struggled a lot and I don't want seeing her more suffer because of me. Please, dad I'm begging you."

He didn't say a word as I keep saying sorry. I explained to him everything that I have regretted and to never do it again. He suddenly face me and clasps my back on his arm.

"We will do this man-to-man. You're right. We should cut this off." His lower voice filled me a relief while his thing down under also poked me up.

He sighed deeply.

"Maybe I'm just carried away. You're still young. I do understand, and it's part of your curiosity. You're growing up kid but promise to me that you will never ever do that again....in front of others."

"Yes, Dad. I will never do that again."

"But why? Why are you making fantasies about me?"

"I'm sorry. I don't know. I can't fight myself to it. Your body keeps telling me something I could not understand. It teasing me always, and your bulge down under keeps bothering my mind."

"Haven't you tried sex with your girlfriends before?"

"I did, but I just don't know why. I'm so sick thinking you all over."

"So, this is your first time seeing a guy in front of you who's naked?"

I nodded. "Aren't you going to tell Mom about this right?"

"Yes." His voice changed as I don't understand. "Only if you do what I'd like you to do for me." He added.

"What do you mean, dad?"

He suddenly takes my hand to hold his dick under and started to give pleasure of it.

"Don't you want it, do you?"

I'm totally shock! I've never thought it will be going this way.

"Dad?!"

He point his finger into the two fleshy folds surround my mouth and "Shhh. Just don't tell your Mom about this, okay?"

"What are you doing?"

He's trying to seduce you! This is it, Max!

"I am now turning your fantasy, real." He speaks softly into my ear as he strokes continuously of his thing.

I don't get him, but he's teasing me. I couldn't rid of it. Shit! I am now holding it for real! I'm nervous since I think Mom, but now we were making it! HEEEELP!

Now you're scared? This is all you want in the first place.

OMG! What's happeniiiiiiiiiiing?!

He pulled my body, and we took a glance on each other. I can now feel his dick so hard and it feels like I am being thundered. Gosh! I'm melting! This can't be!

He kissed me while his arm take on its tour around my back. He started to unbutton my jeans and hold my thing while his tongue played my mouth so briskly.

Mom would be going to kill me!

His tongue traveled so far and it goes around my neck as I'm also giving his thing a flattered treat.

We moaned each other, exhibiting both strong feeling of eagerness. His hand marked by impatient desire as proceed and thrusting in my butt while giving it a soft compress. He emitted a prolong sweet sound of suction and we slowly laid on the ground.

"Uhmmm." he groaned.

He's now on my top as we continued pleasuring each other. He also pulled off my clothes, licking my nipples so hard as we get going.

"Dad? I think this is not a good idea."

"Only if you tell your Mom about this."

His tongue flicks over on my chest and proceeds into midsection to give it a blow.

"Do you like it?" He asked as he tried to ejaculate mine.

"Uhuh?" It feels great! Amaaazing!

He now puts my dick inside of his mouth and started to give it a trip.

-and my eyes were *#+£<+%<*{+!~¥]+[¥,*€

Ugh, mother fucker!

Now, he enjoyed blowing it.

And I feel like I'm in heaven.

The cold temperature inside keeps my dick harder. It reached into his throat, clenching as he can't take its size anymore. I moan again which drives him to suck it faster.

WOOOOAAAH. IT FEELS SOOO GOOOD DAD!

He took a full force to stand me up as I'm leaning now on the bed. He laid above on my chest as he bite his lips and playing his hard dick into my cheeks.

"And now suck my dick, baby." he said with sibilant sound, arousing his voice that he really want me to give it a try.

This is it, Max!

UP NEXT

"Uuuhhh fuck! Why it feels so good!" he moaned louder.

I sucked it faster while he also thrustling my head.

"Uuuhh yeah. You really doing it well, Max!"

However, we both shocked when we heard his phone ringing and he...

"Shhhh. It's your mom."

DADDY'S SECRET AFFECTIONWritten by:JGA BEQUILLA©️2020All Rights Reserved