melissa

Its been a hectic day and Kiara is sitting in her room listening to music on full blast like I don't exist. Brian offered to take me to dinner but I had to turn it down because Kiara wanted lasagne she can be a spoilt brat sometimes but part of it is my fault. After her father left us with nothing I tried to give her anything money could buy anything she wanted she got it. I didn't realize that the food was burning until Kiara walked in and took the food out of the oven. "Mom the food cant you smell it" she looked concerned "oh uhm sorry I was just lost in thought" with that she went back to her room. She never leaves her room unless its important am I missing something here what if she is depressed or paranoid its my job to notice this but i guess its gonna take some time . I really wish I could talk to her ever since the accident when her uncle raped her she has been like this I blame myself I left her with him thinking he had pure intentions but I was wrong so wrong. I wasn't really the happiest parent when I found out she had a boyfriend who was 5 years older than her. I tried talking her out of it but she promised to never talk to me if I ruined her relationship with John. This reminds me she is going out this weekend with him. "Kiara dinner!!!!" she hurried down and took her plate and went back to her room she was on a call. I decided to call Brian but his phone went straight to voicemail 3 times in a row. I finally sat down after my crazy day and watched tv my favourite series stranger things was playing. "mom the Wi-Fi is not working!!!" this came as a shock because I had recently paid for the monthly premium "restart your laptop honey I think the network is just slow at the moment" I think she is addicted to Wi-Fi she cant go a day without it. I miss my daughter but I doubt that she wants to talk to me. My phone starting ringing and it was him I immediately got goose bumps why does he do this to me "hey there" I was smiling like a little girl "hey can we video call I am so boredddd" call it complaining but I miss him already "I will call you when I get home am still getting my food from Macd's" with that he hang up leaving me with my thoughts again. After a while he called and he was in the bath tub looking sexy as hell his torso was exposed "like what you see" he said with a devilish smile "I don't like what I see I love what am seeing" the smile grew the conversation went on and on till I slowly dosed off while he was talking about the patient he has the next day. When my alarm rang I noticed that he didn't hang he was staring at me which was kinda creepy but cute at the same time I could wake up to his smile everyday if I could "morning beautiful" how could he say I look beautiful at 6am with my hair a mess like this I think he read my mind " you will always be beautiful no matter the time of the day" "uhm hey we should get ready for work" that was kinda rude " yes mam"