Mon amour

//I am back guys sorry for the delay//

[Maria POV]

'So in this life, I am called Tsunade Senju and I am part of Konoha ninja and is specialized in healing Jutsu, good now my memories old and new are sorted, I got to say to have more than one childhood and growing up again is a special experience, and this life is far different than my first life as a princess on a kingdom and a Duke's Wife I am surprised I was able to fit in and become a ninja even without my memories'.

' and it seems it took me 7 reincarnations till now, I don't remember those lives but I know I have been reincarnations 7 times as I remember the pain I had every time I died and remember my old memories before reincarnating again, it's okay now, he is finally here'

It has been a day since my memories came back to me, this means my Ajamu is here, I need to find him, I already making plans to contact my friend Jiraiya as he is a spymaster he should be able to find him.

knowing my husband he won't change his name and his looks so with the unique name and description Jiraiya should be able to find him for me.

I am brought out from my thoughts be my apprentice in this life Shizune coming into the room, me and here are currently living in an apartment next to the hospital that I work in as a women's doctor that helps pregnant women and delivers babies.

' to think that even without my memories I would still carry these scars' I think while turning towards Shizune.

Shizune:" How are you doing Tsunade Sama?"

Maria: " I am good Shizune so don't worry about me, I am fine, how is the hospital?"

Shizune: " how can I not worry, Tsunade sama you fainted then woke up crying and your face showed more pain than when you mourn Nawaki and Dan " she says with a serious and worried expression

hearing the names of my younger brother and best friend and considered my older brother pains my heart, in the life after the wars I have been through their death took all the fighting spirit and will out of me I couldn't walk the ninja path anymore.

so I left and moved out with nothing but my reputation and the money I inherited from my family and Dan niece Shizune with me as my apprentice, during my travels I found this hospital which was struggling and almost shut down, I worked in it and provided financial support to rebuild it and keep it going.

I put a warm smile on my face and say: "I am really fine Shizune, those tears were more because of happiness then it was for sorrow and the reason behind it is that my fated one I have been waiting for is finally here"

Shizune is both shaken and shocked and the reason for that is that Tsunade just said she found her fated one as long as Shizune knew here and even before she knew one thing about Tsunade sama and that she never took interest in men besides friendship and despite his cousin Dan pursuing Tsundae he never succeded beyond friendship.

some believed that she was interested in women instead and whenever someone asked her directly why she won't date or marry she always replied in a way that made you feel that you're talking to someone else and with a longing that showed great love " I am waiting for my fated one, in this life or another he will come for me, I am sure of it" but as the years past I grow suspicious about who is the man she speaks off and even started to believe that he is someone who she loved and died in the war but she is still denying it.

Shizune: " Tsu..nade sama are you sure? how do you know you have been waiting for this person for as long as I know you maybe even longer and I haven't seen him or a letter from him? and is he even worthy of you after leaving for so many years"

hearing her my heart warms up as in this life after Nawaki and Dan death she was my lifeline and friend and sister who looked after me and carried me through that tough times.

Tsunade reply reassuring her: " no one is worthy of me then him and as a matter of a fact I am the one who is not sure if I am worthy of him after what I put him through and my stubbornness back then" the last part carried a lot of pain

Shizune is surprised by the amount of love and pain her older sister carries from her love for this man and she is concerned of her sister's future and if meeting this man is really good for her.

this all comes to a halt as they hear a knock on the door and someone saying: " Tsunade and Shizune sama are you in there I carry important news from Konoha"

[3rd POV]

Tsunade looks to Shizune and tells her to let him in, once inside he is shown to be a Konoha ninja, but Tsunade is still on guard.

Tsunade singles him to speak and he starts with: " Tsunade sama I am carrying a message from the new Hokage to be delivered to you and Jiraiya sama and I was asked to deliver it to you too" and with this, he pulls a sealed message and places it in front of her.

// these messages were sent under Ajamu's orders to Gaku as he knew that Tsunade and Jiraiya were The Third students and they trusted him and hearing the news of what he did and his trial from rummers may make them think of a coup as the new Hokage is Uchiha and try to defend their teacher and with their fame and Tsunade's rank as the Senju's head could be used against Gaku, so a message that explains the situation with some evidence should be sent to clear things up for them//

Tsunade raises an eyebrow at the word new Hokage and takes the message and the ninja excuses himself and leaves.

as Tsunade is reading the message, her face is turning from anger to disappointment to sadness but all this comes to halt and she freezes when she reads the part about the Uchiha clan having a new head that is named Ajamu Uchiha.

Shizune notices Tsunade seems to be checking and rechecking a part of the message then her face that was filled with rage and sadness is turned into a happy smile which socks her she hears her say: " I found you Mon amour"

// in this chapter I did my best to show the difference between the original Tsunade life and character and the Maria without memories born as Tsunade, hope you like it //

// I am sorry for the late update but at my summer job, they offered good pay for doing extra hours so I took it and today I got some time to write so I did//