Not normal

We got back home and my mom was like what did the doctor said, I smile and say not much he just told me to take the medication. uh okay I hope you get better soon baby she left me downstairs, I relax to on the couch right there thinking about what the doctor to said to me and at the same time thinking about how cute he was, I found myself smiling oh don't get me wrong I'm not gay,but I admire what God creates and I like cute things,help! I'm handsome I know that but being cute is a kind of um they comes with their own advantage, and it's easy for me to fall for cute things but not boys no no no no I love cute girls cute faces but never for boys....um um is body is perfectly ok, he's build not the kind of build for people who works out, but eh eh how can I put it...all I know is that he is ok.

Weeks went by and months went by too,I went out with my friends to a party it was full with different kinds of people, mostly omegas their smell where everywhere,too much of the sweetness get my head spinning and I decided to step out for some fresh air,I took a glass of wine and step out there is a bench by the pool so I walk up to it and sit down, pressing on my phone when a sweet smell suddenly hit me hard I mean really hard, turning I saw an Omega who just got into heat...

Holy shit I saw some boys playing around with her,she was trying to get away from them but her body was betraying her,I can't stand there for long cause of my condition so I walk up to the boys greeted them and try my best to let them get away from her. One of them ask me is she your girlfriend or do you also want to fuck her just say the word, I was really speechless, another one said I don't think he wants to fuck her maybe he wants to be fuck too... I was really losing it both mentally, physically and emotionally but I really can't do a thing the smell is all over the place,my head is really feeling heavy, just then I felt a hand on my shoulder and a soft voice,keep calm you are losing it and your phenomenon is all over the place,oh I said without realizing that I was really really going down, you can move back and try controlling yourself,he said.hell I can't do that if am still smelling those fuck'ng sweet smell,oh I said that to myself, I am socialize but not really socialize (if you know you know) I move back to the bench and sat down closing my eyes and try calming down if I can which I know I can't,it didn't take long before my rut took over me shit I curse under my breath standing up I walk into my car but that wasn't helping either cause the Omega phenomenon was everywhere I mean it,,I lay my head on the car wheel. Hy are you ok?Hy wake up,I keep hearing but I can't bring myself to answer, this is not going to work,he pull me back and take lead of the wheel. :;"" "???

Where am I? I feel hot but not as hot as I was a while ago.