Song

On 16 April 2010,It was a pleasant day of the new year. I was singing a song while going to school. It was the first time I saw him. He was singing the same song. We didn't see each other coming so we bumped into each other. I couldn't balance my weight and the bag's so I felled down because of this movement my earphones got disconnected and. The song was played in high volume before him. In my eyes, while seeing him from down he looked like a sun shining in the sky. He was handsome, tall and he smiled at me saying" you also listening to this song"? I was melted because of his smile. I also noticed that he also the same school as me. Then his friends came so he said bye and left. When I searched for my earphones I realized that the earphones are with him. I wanted to call him but the school bell ranged so I left him with my precious earphones.

In the second period of school was the sports section, I hate sports but I came to this section because of my friend so-min. At that time I saw him playing basketball with our sports teacher. He won against our sports teacher. He saw me and he smiled and came forward saying "sorry I forgot to bring your earphones" .and " It is in my class, "he said, I said it's ok but keep it safe. Then I realized that he was my senior by 2 years. He said to me to call him "Brother".I didn't mind it so I started to call him Brother.

The next day, I sawed him so I called him for my earphones. He gave it to me but he also asked for my number. He was handsome so I also gave my police uncle number.

I almost forgot that from now on I will be staying in my dad's friend's house due to the divorce of my parents. My dad's friend said his family won't stay there only his child will stay there so don't worry.

I didn't mind it because the house was comfortable. And there were 2 rooms so his child can stay in one room and I can stay in one room. But I was shocked that his child is the senior who took my earphones. He asked, "why didn't you give your real number?". I said my mom said not to give numbers to any stranger. He smiled and said I am not a stranger I am your roommate. He asked my information I said, "I am Joy . I am 14 years old, I like to draw and dance". He said"I am Benon. I am 16 years old, I like sports and music.

He unpacked his bag before me and he bought some snacks for me from his home. I thanked him and took it to my room. I felt that he was kind to me.

One day he asked me for a trip. I said "yes" because for the first time I felt that I have a crush on him. We enjoyed it. We went to an amusement park.

On 16 June 2011, I decided to say my love to him but so-min said that he used me to win a bet saying that I have an "EMOTIONAL HEART". At first, I didn't believe it but then he itself told me that it is true. I didn't say anything I just packed my things from that house and left the house. He didn't even come after me. I lived in a hostel without saying to anyone for 2 and a half years. I got money from my dad and mom. Also, I worked in a cafe and stores. I studied well and got a job.

On 16 April 2020, I returned home. I sawed Benon's family at my house. They talked that Benon had was suffering from an illness for 10 years (FROM 2011-2020). I called my friend so-min asked "why did you lie to me?" she said'" Benon didn't what you to know that his illness will kill him or not so he didn't want to waste your life for him so he said me to act. After you left he cried like a monster. while you were going out of his house. He sawed you and gone to the hospital". I asked "where he is?". She said "on the hospital"

I went to the hospital I sawed him holding my picture. As soon I came he hid the picture and started to act. I said, "I know everything". He started to cry. I hugged him and said, "I won't let you". He said," I didn't want to hurt you".Then he started to sing the song. We heard in our first meeting. He said, "This is the day and month we sawed each other for the first time".I said, "you still remembered it ?".

(Then she lived with him)