[YOU ARE THE GODDESS OF EARTH]

I close my eyes to see if I could remember something, maybe am forgetting who I am, or possibly dreaming and I might wake up soon. I took in a deep breath to calm myself, but the essence of the leaves outside filled my nose. Infact I was calm instantly, but I don't remember being able to smell something so clear from afar, much less leaves.

I opened my eyes and everything was as it was before I closed my eyes, but this time the familiarity in them was vivid. Everything in the room and around me were the things I've been wishing for all my life, and they feel so real that I couldn't differentiate between the reality and a dream.

"My lady, please your bath is ready, let me help you if you don't mind" The lady called Lora said, bringing me out of my unimaginable thought.

But of course not, why would I mind when am being pampered like a queen after so many years. Since my first husband passed away, no one has ever treated me with this much care. I gave her a smile and nod my head to say yes.

"Mum, I'll go with you, let me help you. Auntie Lucia, please I'll be the one to join Auntie Lora in taking care of mum today. You can do something else." Ithe girl I call Lia said.

Everyone turn to me, especially Lucia, waiting for my approval, I didn't know what it meant so I just nod my head. The girl and Lora helped me out of the bed and took me to the bathroom to take my bath. Walking wasn't easy, but thanks to the two girls, I made it to the bathroom.

"Wow, is this really a bathroom or a swimming pool, made in a room. I was surprised when I saw a spacious room ahead, but nobody told me I was going to be shock with what's in there. I couldn't believe a bathroom like that exists in real life.

Immediately to the left side of the door to the bathroom was a huge walk in wardrobe, and next to it was an abnormal size mirror which was from the floor to the ceiling, and had a few shelves at the side also made with mirror, holding what I think was cosmetics.

To the right of the door was what I called "What to wear section" It was full of jewelries, made with all kinds of precious stones, gold and silver, in many designs I can't even dream of. Next to it was a beautiful and normal size dressing mirror with lots and lots of beauty cosmetics, some I don't even know what they are meant for.

The rest of the room was what I call " A step in bathing pool" It was a small size pool with lots of flowers and bubbles in the water, which I can tell from afar to be warm. It had two steps before you get into the pool it self, which I guess is about three to four feet deep, but wider than a normal room size.

The lady called Lora asked for my permission to remove what I was wearing, and when I took a look at myself, I realized I was wearing something I've never owned in my life before. A long robe, but even though it's an evening wear, when you look at me even once, you wouldn't need someone to tell you it's luxurious.

I stepped out of the heaped robe and stepped into the bubbling water to have a bath, just then, the young girl which I still don't know her name joined me in the water, also naked just like me.

"Mum, it's been long we bath together, I'll be the one to take care of you today, just like you always do for me." The girl said with a smile, and I couldn't help but wonder when I even had my bath with her.

"I think something is wrong with my nose, I've been smelling strange things and I can't seems to figure out what they are exactly" I said, rubbing my nose with the back of my hand.

" Mum, what are you saying, you have the best sense of smelling, so why can't you tell what you are smelling?" The girl asked me.

"Really, I do? but how" I asked her.

" Yes! and even more, I always envied you, even Dad did, but it looks like you're forgetting a lot of things." She said and I knew she was right.

"Here mum, try listening to what the physician and Dad are talking about" She prompt me and I had no idea what she meant.

"But how, I can't even hear what those ladies are talking about, how can I hear from that far?" I asked the girl, pointing to Lora and Lucia, who where chatting happily about something.

"Just try it mum, like a wish." She said and I did just as she instructed. I felt my ears tilting to the back and in no time, I could hear every single sound in the room. My head started hurting painfully and I had no control over what so ever that was happening to me.

I just convinced myself I could do it and decided on what I wanted to hear. I closed my eyes so I could concentrate and it worked for me. It took me a while but after some time of trying, I could hear clearly what the physician and my supposed husband were talking about.

"She seems fine to me, I don't know why you are worrying for nothing" The physician said.

" I know she's strong, but she seems to have forgotten thing, I don't think she even remembers how she got into that comma in the first place" The King said.

" Do you really want her to remember? You know she'll go crazy if she does." The physician said and I got scared of what he was talking about.

"I know, but I don't want her to forget herself, if not this kingdom will surfer. You know she's the real and true queen of this kingdom, but she might think she became queen because she married me. And now she can't remember anything." I heard the king saying and I forced my eyes opened.

"Tell me, what did you hear mum." The girl I call Lia asked me with enthusiasm.

"Nothing important, just about my health." I lied to her, not knowing what she might think if she hears the truth.

" Can you live us alone for a while? I'll call for you when am done." I said to the two girls, Lora and Lucia, who were arranging what I'll be adorn with. And like respectful servant, they bowed and left.

"Between me and you, I don't remember much, and I'm not sure if what I remember is even my reality. Tell me everything you know, like your name for instant." I said to the girl in a low tone.

" Mum, how can that be, you forgot my name, your favorite name?" She said with a sad face.

"Lia am sorry, but that's the name I remember calling you with, please tell me if there's any other name." I said holding her shoulders.

" Mum, I don't know why but sometimes you call me Lia, but that's not my name. You named me after this kingdom, Celestial (Chesa) remember?" She asked and I just nod my head.

I remember clearly, that was the same name I gave my baby girl, but Lia was part of her name. Chesa Mahalia Damtis, so why does she remember just one name.

" Tell me more, I want to know who I really am." I said to the girl I now know to be Chesa and she started talking, saying things I couldn't understand.

" Mum, you are the queen of this kingdom, called Celestial, Dad is the king here and I am your only princess. Not just that, you are the goddess of earth and that's why you can sense anything that is in the earth."

My head started aching, maybe because of too much information, but I had to keep listening to her, to know who I am, where I am and why am here.

" You command the earth to do what you want. And Dad, he was not a prince, but after winning a battle ten years ago, he became your husband. And just last year something happen and you went into comma. Nobody knows what happened except for Dad. And in that period, I learnt he's not my father." She continued talking, saying the last sentence to herself, which of course my sharp ears got it.

That's really true, because even in the life I remember leaving, the abusive husband I know was not the father of my children. He married me after my husband passed away and I never had a child with him.

"Mum are you okay, is something wrong with you?" Chesa asked when she noticed I was massaging my temple.

"I guess am tired, that's too much information for a day, we'll continue some other time but please don't let anyone know I don't remember much okay." I said to Chesa and she agreed with no complain.

She called out for Lora and Lucia who came running, and after about half an hour, they were done adorning me and Chesa in a luxurious clothes and jewelry.

I looked at my figure in the floor to ceiling mirror and I could tell I was no less than a queen from the olden days. But one thing about me was different, the color of my hair. They were not hanny-gold anymore, it was golden brown but I had no time to think about it, maybe I dyed it and forgot. We stepped out of the room and I was directed to where I'll be having my dinner.