Social Death by Diary

A parallel world just like Earth

Blue Haven, Yueping Kingdom, Ryungshu

Somewhere in the outskirts of the city, in an old house with molding walls.

A short-long-haired fellow man in casual wear damaged through a cobwebbed attic, pulling out various boxes and seeing if they were important.

Putting the throwaway and moving with boxes apart, he placed one more box in the window to check it. Opening it he said to himself "It is still here."

Inside were many that made his face wince in embarrassment. There were wooden toy cars and plastic toy swords that you can find in the corner convent store. Even a water gun, though it had marker drawings all over. Looking at the cardboard box, he said to himself, "Didn't mama say that threw these out seven years ago? I didn't think she lied."

This was Liu Feng's childhood box. All of these are the toys that he played with as he grew up.

Picking these up one by one play with them to see if they work, a weird face of nostalgia formed on his face.

'Mom won't mind if I sold them, right? I practically bought them myself."

Placing them apart, his face suddenly froze for a moment as he took out a notebook with several locks and drew on the cover from the box.

"This is..." Liu Feng's face paled in deadly embarrassment, as he muttered, "my diary, isn't it?"

He remembers this notebook very well. Since writing this from way back to today he never forgot it, however, looking at it and remembering are two different things. Just looking at it, there is only one word to describe the emotion he's feeling - disgrace.

Why? Because the thing written is really weird and embarrassing. Not like a normal teenager diary, full of high school experiences and emotions that a crush brings to oneself.

Just think about it again. he finds it funny.

Looking at it, stroking the dust off he wanted to open it. The key had long been misplaced. Regardless though he barely just pulled on it and the fragile glue let go. Not even a tare on the book.

Opening the first page, the first page is written in black letters in bold:

[ The Diary of the Reborn Constellation, Liu Feng, If you are reading this, I am dead. Though if you're flipping through it also means I wouldn't be responsible for your death, for this book will awaken you to a world beyond any conceivable imagination - your real world. I warned you!

Also, don't tell my parents about this. My death, is not something I want to worry them with. Please. ]

Not even a few pages in and Liu Feng's face turned red. The strong middle-aged heart wants to die right here and then.

- This is a high school diary he wrote ten years ago.

Forcing his way through the shame he went through the first page.

[2335 March 22 sunny

Today on Friday, I finally remembered my past life. Transmigration I never thought of it. I thought it was a dream at first until I realized that the woman who is now my new mothers cooking tastes too delicious to be in any dream.

I finally realized though that means I was destined for a great thing, just like the transmigrator in the novel my old world.

Later today I realized this to be true as I began to see that there are people who others can't see - ghosts. All around us. Not only see either sense.

And that is why I sense and strong but dark one close to my home. I was curious, I was an idiot.

I went to investigate and I saw a shadowy dark creature like a ghost, attacking someone.

Unexpectedly it was my classmate, Yoo Eunji who was being attacked!

As a good Samaritan and beginner transmgrator, it is my duty to protect the normal destined mortal.

Naturally, I attacked. Unexpectedly I am strong. Though not strong enough to do any damage. So weirdly I just pushed it until it fell to a hole, but not without causing a natural gas explosion. Fortunately, no one was around.

A weird pattern formed on the ground - a seal?, but I didn't trust it so I placed a big rock.

Again I'm strong.

As for Yoo Eunji, I called the cops to pick her up. Hopefully, she's alright to be taken back to her exchange home.

Sorry Eunji, if I could I would princess carry you home, as I should. However, I am destined for the queen.

Gods and mortals can't be together. My heart belongs to awesomeness. So I can only make her forget...]

Liu Feng snapped the diary closed. He couldn't carry on reading anymore!

Shame!!

"How could I write such a thing!?"

And this is the only date. This was the first entry of a whole three years. The diary even mentions Yoo Eunji, who he thinks he had a crush on before. However, Liu Feng, remembers that day clearly.

Why?

Because it is not completely inaccurate.

10 years ago, while he was 14 he did remember his past life.

He did in fact transmigrate and remember Earth from his first life. Blue Haven is almost like Earth too.

However, he was unlucky. Those things did in a way happen. A trick played by some god.

He woke up as a sick kid.

He had schizophrenia! Not even eighth-grade syndrome.

For 4 or 5 years he had a mental disorder that he himself didn't know at the time that he had. When he was transmigrated he saw himself going on adventures and going awesome things, however, it was all in his head. A lie on himself.

After going so long without knowing everything he did was fighting against air, Parent finally noticed that he was talking to air and sneaking to play swords with plastic toys.

Blue Haven is similar to Earth in many ways, however, naturally, there are some differences. And one of those is actually, the cure for schizophrenia.

Parents tooe him to the doctor and he was cured. At the time, he never felt such dread as finding out all his adventures and friends he had we all fake.

However soon he got over it. Why? Because there were times that he felt his powers were a burden to bear. Realived that he could have normal life. Though after sometime he did feel like life, is just a little too mundane - boring.

This diary though is like a fantasy book. Worse it is what a teenage thought actually happened.

It got out of hand until his recovery and it made him a little bit of a loner in his last year and college.

Can't be left alive!

"I should bury you. No burn you. The new owner could renovate and unearth you by accident. Can't have that."

In the beginning, he thought maybe he could keep in on himself and no one will know. However the possibility that his future wife and kids find it and make fun of him is there. Can't have that. Nope can't have it at all.

"It how it should be. Or else even if someone I don't know finds it, the only way to escape my social death is going to mars."

Liu Feng desiding how his going to delete his biggest embarrassment placed it on a sealed box 'Liu Fengs weaponry - Don't touch' and picked it up ready to go downstairs.

However at this time...

[Ding! A suitable host is located. The system is in place]

However, a cold mechanical sound suddenly sounded in Liu Feng's mind, startling him!

[ Successful link to host! Tailoring system to host surroundings and need... ]

[ Situation detected! System initialized to become: God level Diary system]

[ Targeted diary has been bounded!]

Before Liu Feng could make head or tails of if his relapsing and is now hallucinating again.

A blinding light right on the box he's holding, blinding him to look away. When he looked back, the diary that he was just reading disappeared.

Liu Feng's eyes widened, dropping the box to the ground. Looking around the box, he found nothing

'What the hell?!'

Liu Feng stopped and slapped his face. it hurt a lot. So definitely not a dream.

So then it happened and the diary disappeared by magic.

Or he really is relapsing.

However, neither is good because it still means that the diary is not in his hands!

Liu Feng being the veterinarian, light novelist and writer know this is possibly the fault of the system's appearance. He is naturally familial with the concept with the 'golden finger' that transmigrators, regressors, or returnees get.

It has been years since he crossed.

But it only decided now to come!

Thinking this he immediately hurried and ask, "System. What exactly do you do?!"

[ The first chapter has been published on Fornovel. Posting on popular social apps for recommendations, to help reach the one million publicity goal.]

The icy cold voice rang again in his head, causing him to freeze.

"What?!"

Liu Feng felt shivers travel all throughout his body, and goosebumps forming sharp needles. The system began closing.

"Hey, Wait system! What did you just say? What do you mean? Hey! SYSTEM!!"

Liu Feng felt a cold feeling of silence.

"Lie...It must be lying."

He murmured denials as he immediately whipped out his phone and opened the app.

Opening it he immediately saw it. He didn't even have to search it.

On the home feature screen was a banner of his book in the recommendations.

Gone is the feeling of nostalgia that he had about transmigration and the system's excitement. It's all a lie. He has his childhood imagination published on the most popular web novel app in this world.

Open by pressing the banner there it was.

No text title.

No picture.

Just the front page of his broken locked diary.

"No way..."

Liu Feng wants to cry without tears. This is not how today was supposed to go. He honestly doesn't know why the system purposely caused his social death like this.

Other transmigrators get gift packets, an unparalleled skill, anime fruit or beginner transmigrator super pack, etc. But him, he got a social death gift packet.

Now he has to find a way to get to mars.

"Earth is way too populated anyway. Mars doesn't have a lot. I should volunteer."

Liu Feng has tried many times to ask the system what is it doing but to no avail.

As suggested it will act probably when one million people see it.

However...

as soon as he realized that mean it needs one million people to see it he want to die!!

He also tried to delete it since it his diary and report it to get it taken off but there wasn't even a report button.

It was there like it was a glitch.

No way to take it off.

The only good news is that the first chapter didn't have anything upon his identity so he was relieved.

However, it was only temporary when he realized that he was just one on a long string of chapters.

That was only chapter one and the system could mean publishing more chapters.

This is a all-rounded invincible social death

Just thinking about this makes him shudder.

This has to be a dream!!