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CEO He : Please Don't Love Me

"Heart wants to love but fears the fate of being left alone." ------- He Jian I loved you more than anything in my whole life. To the point that it became poison for me. Now in this life, I loved myself. I sealed my heart for you. Then why are you not leaving me alone? Why are you constantly pulling me into your life.? Why do your eyes have something else other than disgust for me? Did you not hate me? What has changed? You or Me? -------- Excerpt A gentle kiss fell on her lips and a shiver ran down her spine. “I love you.” Her heart pounded fiercely inside her chest. These words. Oh, how she wished to hear them in her last life. She might have fainted from happiness if she had heard them at that time. But now, they didn’t bring that happiness to her heart. They only brought fear, confusion and anger, and so many questions. “How can you…” She whispered more to herself. How can he love her? He heard her and stroked her cheek. The touch was so gentle that it made her feel as if she was a precious treasure. It made her feel loved. She raised her head to look at him. The usual ice-cold-blue eyes were filled with smiles as he asked her. “Why can’t I?” She swallowed realizing how those eyes still affected her, realizing how weak she was. Tears surfaced through her eyes and she saw him panicking. He tried to wipe them gently as she whispered. “You can’t……..you just can’t." ~*~*~**~*~*~ Mo Roulan spent her whole life chasing after the man she loved with her whole heart. At the time of her death, when she didn't see even an ounce of sorrow in his eyes, her heart was filled with sorrow. She was reborn. This time she vowed to make different choices and change her destiny. Hiding the past in her heart, this time she chose her family. But what will she do when the same past is back pounding on the doors of her heart, ready to break the walls she had surrounded her heart with. Will she give it a chance or will she continue to hide those feelings inside her heart? Read on to find out what wins. Her fear or His love? ------------------ Warning - The story has side couples who are homosexual and hence has the LGBT tag. The story will also concentrate on those couples as well as the main couple. If you don't like to read BL and GL then please leave it but don't leave disgusting comments about homosexuality. ------------ [This is an original story.] Cover Credit- Anoralily Updates- 1-2 chapters/ day Want to support me? Buy me a Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/ada_5253 My other book on Webnovel - His Rui(Ongoing)

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The Painful Encounter

Standing amidst her cousins, Shen Youlin kept a non-changing smile on her face. She could not help but look at the entrance again. A frustrated sigh escaped from her lips.

She was still not here.

Ten seconds passed and she glanced again. Then she waved to the passing waiter and picked up a glass of drink from the tray. Taking a sip of the drink in her hand, her eyes unconsciously went to the doorway again and she finally saw her.

The glass almost fell from her hands with one glance at her. She looked so beautiful. Her heart pounded crazily inside her chest.

Shen Youlin swallowed and then licked her almost dry lips.

She saw the discomfort in her eyes and only found her more adorable and loving.

Taking a deep breath to calm down her emotions, she walked towards Mo Roulan who also noticed her.

"Hey…"

Only a breathless whisper escaped from, her lips as she stood in front of Mo Roulan.

Mo Roulan who didn't notice any change in her passed a stiff smile to her. Shen Youlin eyes softened and with a bright smile, she held Mo Roulan's arm and dragged her inside the banquet area.

The group of girls who were suddenly abandoned by her turned around to look at this scene. A few of them did not care but some girls walked towards the duo as Shen Youlin looked around for a waiter.

"So this is your new friend?"

Hearing the voice, Shen Youlin hand that was about to pick drink paused. It was her cousin, Yu Youxin.

Unnoticed from Mo Roulan eyes, Shen Youlin glanced sideways at You Youxin and warned her with her eyes to not say anything rubbish.

But You Youxin smirked widely and raised her eyebrows on seeing it and hugged her arm as she said.

"Youlin, you will not introduce your friend to us? I wonder how attractive and beautiful she is to steal you away from us."

The last sentence was said in a low voice and only Shen Youlin heard it and her body stiffened.

Before Shen Youlin could say anything, You Youxin continued.

"Hello, I am Youlin's cousin, You Youxin."

She stretched out her hand in front of Mo Roulan.

"Mo Roulan, Youlin's classmate."

Mo Roulan shook hands with her. She passed a polite smile to her. She could already see the dislike for herself in the other person's eyes so she didn't say anything else.

But You Youxin was not the one to remain silent.

"Your dress, It is very beautiful. Who designed it?"

Mo Roulan could see her purpose was to humiliate her as her dress was not a branded one.

"I don't know. My mother bought it for me."

She kept her answer short and precise. If she said anything else to humiliate her, then she would give the gift to Shen Youlin and leave the party.

In this life, she won't let others look down on her. To her, her family, her self-respect were the most precious things now.

As You Youxin was about to open her mouth, Shen Youlin held her arm tightly and dragged her away from there saying 'Excuse us' in low voice. Before walking away, she didn't forget to pass an apologetic and assuring smile to Mo Roulan but felt upset when it was not reciprocated by the one.

After You Youxin was dragged away, all other girls didn't continue to stand on seeing that Mo Roulan didn't have any will to talk to them.

As soon as they left, the banquet hall suddenly became noisy and a crowd gathered at the entrance.

Mo Roulan raised her head to see what was going on but she couldn't see anything as there were many people standing ahead of her. So she turned around to have something to moisten her dry throat.

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Inside the garden, Shen Youlin was glaring at You Youxin with furious eyes.

"How dare you, How dare you to talk to her like that?"

You Youxin covered her mouth in surprise as she said

"Youlin, what are you say...."

She couldn't complete her sentence as Shen Youlin shut her up.

"Oh please, Don't put this innocent act in front of me."

Uncovering her mouth, You Youxin laughed lowly, and then she held Shen Youlin's hand with fake concern in her eyes.

"Are you angry? Is it so serious? I am really sorry. If I knew that you really like her, then I would not have done so."

Shen Youlin jerked her hand away and couldn't help but look at her with disgust.

You Youxin cheerful smile was replaced with a cold one when she saw Shen Youlin's expression.

"What, why are you looking at me like this now? I didn't see this disgust in your eyes when you were begging me for those things, hm? Neither when I ...."

Her fingers trailed down her arm from up to down and Shen Youlin instantly step back.

You Youxin chuckled at her reaction and stepped more closer as she whispered in her ears

"Or do you think now that you don't need all those things so you decided to throw me away?"

You Youxin leaned back and looked in Shen Youlin eyes that were now red with anger.

"Do you think that if you like her, she will also like you? My dear Linlin, it doesn't work like that."

"...or having arranged this banquet by your grandfather made you think that you will be now a part of a loving family? Then let me tell you that your illusion is soon going to fade away.... very soon."

Saying this, You Youxin walked away from there leaving the fuming Shen Youlin alone.

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Back Inside the banquet hall, You Youxin found Mo Roulan. She smiled and swaying her hips, she elegantly walked in her direction.

When she reached near her, she pretended to be dizzy and bumped with her resulting, Mo Roulan who was on her way to find Shen Youlin, falling sideways.

Mo Roulan shoulder hit someone's back. The glass in her hands fell to the floor and some drops of drink fell on her white dress.

She raised her head to apologize but when the person whom she bumped with turned around, she couldn't let out a single word.

Her words stuck in her throat. Her whole body was stiff. Her mind told her to run away but her feet seemed to be frozen.

Those painful memories she had hidden somewhere came back with full force.

Did anyone see the upcoming twist? Tell me your thoughts if you are liking the story or not with the way it is going on. I had written these chapters yesterday but I was a little nervous to update them. So please share your thoughts and let me know if you are liking the story so far. Also, Thanks for the precious votes. I will continue to work hard. Thanks for your love and support!

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