Life of Shiro

I am Shiro kazigawa, born on March 14, 1988.

My father is an office worker in a corporation.

My mother is a housewife.

Age 4 :

Today is my birthday, Dad invited his office colleagues and our relatives to my birthday party.

After the party, I played hide and seek with the other kids.

I hid under my parent's bed when mom entered the room with dad's friend from the office.

They kissed each other like how Dad kisses on my forehead in the morning to wake me up.

But mom and the guy were kissing on their mouths and the guy touched between mom's legs and mom touched the guy's pee-pee.

I heard Dad calling mom from outside and they stopped, what they're doing to go out.

I got up from under the bed after they went out.

Age 8 :

I came home early today from school.

I heard weird noises from my parent's room.

I tiptoed and opened the door a bit.

Inside the room, mom and the guy from dad's office are naked and his penis is in between mom's leg.

Both are shouting and the guy is moving weirdly.

I have to tell dad when he comes home, and closed the door and went out.

Age 12 :

I saw dad lying on the couch with empty beer bottles littered around.

AfterI told dad what I saw, he argued with mom.

Dad filed a divorce and got a new place for both of us to stay.

I heard him cry sometimes in the night.

Grandma told me that mom is a bad woman, that even when Dad loved her so much she had an affair with another man.

I thought ' why did mom do this, dad loved her, I saw dad doing chores and taking care of mom for 4 days when she was sick. So, does this mean mom didn't love dad?'

Age 20 :

I am studying psychology.

After hitting puberty, the world I saw changed.

I now knew why mom cheated on dad, why uncle Tsuki from the front house meets aunt Chiyo after her husband went out.

After seeing these types of scenarios daily, I doubted.

' Does love exist, everyone says people marry in love. But if they love why cheat on each other. I read NTR doujins my friend showed me. Why do people like them? Is sex great than love? Sex is necessary, but why do they cheat their partners for someone with a big shaft or more curvaceous.'

The human mind is fickle.

Age 26 :

I started working as a psychiatrist, to understand humans more.

Most of the cases are simple and easy.

But, few of them are disgusting.

There was this couple, the husband checked his son's DNA when he was 2 years old since the son looked nothing like him. The result told the kid isn't his son. The wife cheated with her ex-boyfriend and got pregnant.

When I asked her, why she did this in our session.

She said " I was sexually frustrated since my husband was working overtime in his company. I met my EX near my house and we talked and in the spur of the moment had sex.'

I was gobsmacked, the husband must have various reasons for working overtime, she should have understood.

I was once again reminded about my mother.

Age 30 :

I am now married to Shizune, my classmate in college, today is our 1st marriage anniversary.

We met in our college alumni fest, started dating and got married after 15 months.

Lately, there have been many killings of men and women in the city.

People brutally murdered and butchered.

I was about to open the door of my house with a bouquet of roses in my other hand when I heard moans from inside.

It felt something inside me clicked and images flashed in my mind like mom cheating, my client's confessions of their cheating.

I blacked out and the first thing I saw after opening my eyes is red.

I was standing in my bedroom with a naked man lying on the floor his head twisted backwards, multiple stab wounds and Shizune on the bed dead with a slit throat and stab wounds.

I looked down at myself, my clothes covered in blood and my hand was holding a kitchen knife dripping with blood.

Age 34 :

I was humming a tune while drawing birds on the cell walls.

Police arrested me in my bedroom after neighbours called them, due to the screams of my wife.

I was questioned for my crime, but I told them I didn't do it.

Later, they got a psychiatrist, to question a psychiatrist.

He concluded I had Multiple personality disorder.

Funny thing, all the recent murders in the city are done by me or the other me.

It took 2 years to convict me guilty and imprison me in an asylum.

Suddenly, I felt heavy in my chest and dropped the pencil in my hand.

My heart felt like someone was squeezing it.

I knew my time has come, I wasn't afraid, I felt relief from this rotten world.

" Wish I met my other me " I muttered and closed my eyes ignoring the frantic voices of the guards.

PRESENT

I opened my eyes and saw darkness.

I can't see my body, but I can feel my legs and arms.

The darkness was suddenly illuminated with a bright light.

I covered my eyes and after the light died down, I saw the previous dark place changed into a meadow with clear blue sky and deers, gazelles running around in the meadow.

In the middle of the meadow was a white table with two chairs.

In one chair sat a middle-aged man with brown hair wearing a black tuxedo and black leather shoes, sipping some beverage in a cup.

He looked at me and gestured me to come with his hand.

I started walking near him and sat in the empty chair while looking into his eyes. His eyes were golden with a pink circle inside the gold.

" I'm dead, right?" I asked him. I, somehow know it, I was just asking for confirmation.

" Yes, Before you ask any other questions. Let me introduce myself, I am ********, GOD OF LOVE, I brought your soul to my domain after your death since I want to make you my champion and send you to another world on a quest. What do you say ? " said the man now known as God of Love ( GOL).

" Ok," I said to GOL, he is making me his champion and also giving me another chance to live, why would I decline.

" Wonderful, Now being my champion means you have to spread the power of love everywhere you go, and you get some benefits from me as well. The world I will send you for your quest is a wretched disgusting world, slowly getting deprived of love. You may have an idea, in your previous world they were called NTR. The world, you will go to is an amalgamation of them. Your quest is to kill all those people from those comics and anime. " said GOL with a pissed off face.

" Deal, " I said while extending my hand towards him.

" Deal, I also have a gift for you " said GOL while shaking my hand and with his other hand stabbed into my chest.

I felt agonizing pain and was having a hard time breathing.

GOL took out his hand from my chest, I saw a slimy red thing wiggling in his hand.

" In your dying breath, you said you wanted to meet your other personality. Well, meet him I took him out for you. He will be with you in this journey, this is my gift to you. " said GOL while showing me the thing.

It was like the symbiote in marvel, it was red with some black here and there. I remembered a symbiote like this.

" Carnage...." I muttered while extending my hand towards it.

It shot towards me and slowly started getting inside me from my skin pores. I can feel it, the symbiote fusing with my very blood, muscles and cells.

Until now, we were different. Two people in one body. But from now,

' I am Carnage ' I thought while my body started transforming, I grew to 8 feet tall with my muscles bulking and I felt power like never before.

" That's like it. Now, Go my champion, show them misery and let there be....Carnage " said GOL laughing loudly.

I nodded at him and smiled savagely. Judging from the glee on GOL, I think I am looking terrifying.

I turned back and walked towards the portal opened by GOL. I took a deep breath and jumped into it.

After, Shiro's departure only GOL's laughter echoed in the silent meadow.

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END

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