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Canvas of Us

In the heart of a bustling city, two women are drawn together by fate and an undeniable connection. Lena is a reserved and contemplative artist, content with the solitude of her studio and the quiet understanding of her canvases. Sophie, on the other hand, is an outgoing, adventurous journalist with a fiery passion for seeking the truth. Their worlds collide unexpectedly when Sophie stumbles into Lena's art gallery during an unexpected storm, seeking refuge from the chaos of life. As their relationship blossoms, their contrasting personalities create an intoxicating blend of love, intrigue, and tension. While their love for each other runs deep, the complexities of life soon begin to fray the delicate threads holding them together. Lena's hidden past, buried under layers of trauma, resurfaces just as Sophie's career takes a turn, leaving her caught between personal desires and professional ambitions. Through secrets, misunderstandings, and unforeseen challenges, the women must navigate the fragile line between love and loss. Can their love survive the weight of their unspoken truths, or will the very things that brought them together ultimately tear them apart? **Copyright © 2024 by Mya Skeete** **Author: Myra Sinclair** **All rights reserved.** This book is protected under copyright law. No part of this book may be reproduced, distributed, or transmitted in any form or by any means, including photocopying, recording, or other electronic or mechanical methods, without the prior written permission of the copyright owner, except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical reviews and certain other noncommercial uses permitted by copyright law. **Published on September 24, 2024.**

Myra_Sinclair · LGBT+
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28 Chs

Lingering Thoughts

Lena stared at the door for a long time after Sophie left, the quiet ticking of the wall clock the only sound filling the studio now. The storm had finally passed, but the energy it brought lingered, much like the brief but potent encounter with the woman who had wandered in. Lena wasn't accustomed to the kind of impact Sophie had made on her in such a short time. She was used to measured interactions, cautious exchanges that allowed her to keep her world intact. But Sophie had blown in like the storm, leaving a mark that felt as vivid as the paint on her canvases.

Returning to the easel, Lena attempted to refocus on the work she had been so immersed in just moments before Sophie's arrival. The deep blues and blacks no longer called to her in the same way. The strokes felt too heavy now, burdened with the weight of something that hadn't been there before. She dropped the brush, the clattering sound it made on the floor jarring her back to reality.

She sighed, sitting on the stool, her mind a swirl of thoughts she couldn't quite organize.

Sophie's face lingered in her mind—the way her damp hair clung to her cheeks, the curiosity in her eyes as she observed the studio, the spark in her voice when she spoke of Lena's art. Most people were hesitant to engage with her world, not knowing what to say or how to respond to the raw emotion she poured into her work. But Sophie hadn't hesitated. She had stepped right in, unafraid of what she might find.

Lena couldn't shake the feeling that she had just let something important walk out of her life. It was rare for her to connect with anyone in the way she had with Sophie, even in such a short time. That thought stirred something uncomfortable in her, a sensation she wasn't used to but couldn't ignore.

With a frustrated huff, she stood up and began to tidy the studio. Organizing was her way of coping when her thoughts felt too big, too tangled. The act of putting things in order helped her clear her mind, though tonight, it wasn't working as well as she hoped.

The clock read 11:30 PM by the time she finished. Lena glanced at the door one more time, hoping against hope that it might open again, that Sophie might come back, but the street outside was quiet. The storm had washed the city clean, leaving nothing but the soft patter of water dripping from rooftops.

She locked up the studio and made her way home, the walk giving her time to process everything. Her small apartment wasn't far from the gallery, a short 10-minute walk, but tonight it felt longer. The city felt different after the storm, quieter, more reflective, as if it, too, had been affected by the chance encounter.

As she walked, Lena replayed the conversation in her mind. There was something about Sophie's energy, the way she approached life with a kind of reckless curiosity, that both intrigued and unnerved her. Lena had spent years building walls, learning how to navigate the world without letting too much of it in. But Sophie had slipped through those defenses effortlessly.

By the time she reached her apartment, Lena was exhausted, though not from the day's work. It was Sophie's presence that weighed on her mind, leaving her with more questions than answers. She showered, the hot water doing little to wash away the thoughts swirling in her head, then climbed into bed, hoping sleep would offer her some reprieve.

But sleep didn't come easily. Instead, she lay awake, staring at the ceiling, wondering if she would ever see Sophie again. Part of her wanted to let the moment go, to chalk it up to a random encounter that meant nothing in the grand scheme of things. But another part of her—one she rarely listened to—urged her to find a way to reconnect.

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**The next morning**

Lena woke to the soft light of early morning filtering through the blinds. She blinked groggily, trying to shake off the remnants of a restless night. Her mind immediately went to Sophie, and she frowned, frustrated by how much space the woman had taken up in her thoughts. She didn't even know her last name. For all Lena knew, Sophie had already forgotten the encounter and moved on with her life.

Still, Lena couldn't deny the pull she felt. She rolled out of bed, made herself a cup of coffee, and sat by the window, watching the city wake up. The streets below were already bustling with people, but Lena felt strangely detached from it all, as if her world had shifted just enough to make everything feel slightly off-kilter.

She needed to clear her head. Work would help, she decided. There was always work to do. She would go to the studio, throw herself into painting, and drown out the thoughts of Sophie. It was the only way she knew how to cope when something got too close to her.

But when she arrived at the studio, her resolve faltered. The easel stood in the middle of the room, the unfinished painting staring back at her like a mirror to her emotions. She grabbed a brush, intending to pick up where she had left off, but the inspiration was gone.

Instead, her hand hovered over the blank canvas next to the one she'd been working on. Without fully thinking it through, she dipped the brush into a lighter shade of blue and began to paint.

The strokes were softer this time, more deliberate. A new image began to form, one that wasn't as dark or heavy as her previous work. She didn't know exactly what she was creating, but as the colors blended together, she realized it wasn't a reflection of her usual emotional turmoil. It was something...lighter. Something that felt a little bit like hope.

Her phone buzzed, snapping her out of her reverie. She wiped her hands on her apron and reached for it, half-expecting it to be a client or a reminder of an upcoming gallery show. But when she saw the name on the screen, her heart skipped a beat.

It was Sophie.

For a moment, Lena just stared at the phone, unsure if she should answer. Why was Sophie calling? Had she forgotten something at the studio? Or was this about something more?

Her thumb hovered over the screen, and before she could overthink it, she pressed "answer."

"Hello?"

"Hey, Lena, it's Sophie. I hope I'm not calling too early," Sophie's voice came through, bright and full of that same energy Lena had felt the night before.

"No, it's fine," Lena replied, trying to keep her tone steady. "What's up?"

There was a pause on the other end, as if Sophie was debating how to word what she wanted to say. "I...was wondering if you'd like to grab coffee or something. I know this is kind of random, but I feel like we didn't get a chance to really talk last night. And I don't know, I thought maybe you'd like to."

Lena blinked, surprised by the straightforwardness of the request. It wasn't what she had expected. Her instinct was to decline, to keep her distance, but something stopped her. Maybe it was the memory of Sophie's curious eyes, or the way she had made Lena feel seen in a way that few people ever had.

"Sure," Lena heard herself say, the word slipping out before she had time to reconsider. "I'd like that."

"Great!" Sophie's enthusiasm was palpable, and Lena couldn't help but smile at the sound of it. "There's a place near the park—small, cozy. I think you'll like it. How about 10?"

"That works," Lena replied, feeling the flutter of nerves she hadn't felt in a long time.

"Awesome. I'll see you then," Sophie said, her voice full of excitement.

When the call ended, Lena stood there for a moment, phone still in hand, wondering what she had just agreed to. The idea of seeing Sophie again both thrilled and terrified her. She wasn't used to letting people in so easily, especially not someone as bold and open as Sophie.

But there was something undeniable about their connection—something that felt like it was worth exploring, even if it scared her.

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**Later that morning**

Lena arrived at the café a few minutes early, feeling a mixture of anticipation and unease. The place Sophie had suggested was charming, tucked away on a quiet street near the park. The scent of freshly brewed coffee wafted out of the open door, inviting her in.

She found a table near the window and sat down, her fingers fidgeting with the edge of the menu. She wasn't sure what to expect from this meeting. Was it just coffee? Or was there something more to it?

Before she could dwell on the possibilities, Sophie walked in, her face lighting up the moment she spotted Lena. She waved, making her way over to the table with that same infectious energy Lena had noticed the night before.

"Hey!" Sophie greeted her with a warm smile as she sat down. "I'm so glad you came."

Lena smiled back, feeling the tension in her shoulders ease slightly. "I almost didn't," she admitted, her voice quieter than she intended.

"Well, I'm glad you did," Sophie said, her eyes locking onto Lena's with a sincerity that made Lena's heart skip a beat. "I've been thinking about our conversation last night, and I realized I didn't want it to end there."

Lena felt a warmth spread through her chest at Sophie's words. "Neither did I."

Sophie grinned, leaning in slightly. "Then I guess we're in the right place."

And just like that, the conversation flowed again, easy and natural.

As they talked, Lena felt the walls she had built around herself start to come down, little by little. Sophie had this way of making her feel at ease, as though the world outside the café didn't matter. Lena found herself opening up in ways she hadn't in a long time, sharing small pieces of herself that she usually kept hidden.

They talked about everything—from Lena's art and the way she often got lost in it, to Sophie's love for architecture and how she found beauty in the most unlikely places. It wasn't forced or awkward. In fact, it felt surprisingly easy. The more they talked, the more Lena felt drawn to her, as if Sophie's energy had a gravitational pull she couldn't resist.

"So, I've been meaning to ask," Sophie said, leaning back in her chair and giving Lena a curious look. "Why do you paint the way you do? I mean, your work is so raw, so emotional. It feels like there's a lot of personal stuff in it."

Lena paused, caught off guard by the directness of the question. Most people skirted around that topic, afraid to pry too much into the personal side of her art. But Sophie didn't seem to have that hesitation.

"I guess...it's my way of working through things," Lena said slowly, choosing her words carefully. "Painting is how I process emotions I can't really put into words. It's like...an outlet for everything I can't say."

Sophie nodded, her eyes thoughtful. "That makes sense. I could see that in your work last night. It felt like you were telling a story with each piece, even if it wasn't a story with words."

Lena's heart quickened at Sophie's understanding. It was rare for someone to see her art in that way, to recognize the depth of what she was expressing without her having to explain it. She had always struggled to put those feelings into language, but with Sophie, it seemed she didn't need to.

"What about you?" Lena asked, changing the subject slightly. "You said you're into architecture. What draws you to that?"

Sophie's face lit up. "Oh man, where do I even start? I love how buildings tell stories too, you know? Like, every structure has a history, a purpose. It's not just about the design, it's about how people interact with the space, how they make it their own. It's kind of like your paintings, I guess. You create a space for people to feel something."

Lena smiled, surprised by how much she enjoyed listening to Sophie talk. She hadn't expected to feel this kind of connection so quickly, but the more they spoke, the more she felt like they were in sync, their worlds overlapping in ways she hadn't anticipated.

"I've never thought about architecture that way," Lena admitted, her voice soft. "But I like that. Creating a space for people to feel something...that's kind of what I aim for with my work."

Sophie grinned. "See? We're not so different after all."

Lena laughed, a genuine sound that caught her off guard. She hadn't realized how much she'd needed this—a conversation that wasn't about business or art deals, but about life and the things that made them both tick. It felt like a breath of fresh air.

As the conversation continued, time seemed to slip away. Lena forgot about the usual worries that plagued her—her career, the pressure to succeed, the loneliness that often crept in at night. With Sophie, all of that faded into the background. She wasn't sure what it was about this woman, but she found herself wanting to stay in this moment for as long as possible.

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By the time they left the café, the sun was starting to dip low in the sky, casting long shadows across the street. Lena hadn't realized how much time had passed, but she didn't mind. For once, she didn't feel the need to rush back to her studio, to dive into her work as a way of escaping her thoughts. Instead, she felt...lighter.

As they stepped outside, Sophie glanced up at the sky, a playful smile on her lips. "Looks like we've got a clear evening for once. No storms today."

Lena chuckled, remembering how their first meeting had been marked by the rain. "Yeah, no storms. Just sunshine."

Sophie's eyes sparkled as she turned to Lena. "I like that. Sunshine after the storm."

Lena felt a strange warmth spread through her chest at Sophie's words. It was a simple comment, but it carried more weight than she expected. Maybe that's what Sophie was—a bit of sunshine after the storm Lena had been living in for so long.

They walked side by side for a few blocks, the conversation drifting into more casual topics—favorite movies, places they'd traveled, music they couldn't live without. Lena found herself relaxing even more, enjoying the ease with which they connected. It felt natural, like they had known each other far longer than just two days.

At one point, Sophie stopped in front of a small boutique, her eyes lighting up as she looked at the display in the window. "I've always loved this shop," she said, peering inside. "They have the coolest handmade stuff—jewelry, clothes, little trinkets. It's got so much personality."

Lena followed her gaze, intrigued by Sophie's enthusiasm. "Want to check it out?"

Sophie grinned, already pushing the door open. "Absolutely."

Inside, the boutique was a cozy mix of eclectic items, each one unique in its own way. Sophie wandered through the aisles, picking up different pieces and admiring them with genuine interest. Lena found herself watching Sophie more than the items on display, fascinated by how much joy she seemed to take in the little things.

"This place is like a treasure chest," Sophie said, holding up a delicate silver necklace with a small moon-shaped pendant. "Everything in here feels special, like it has a story behind it."

Lena smiled, drawn to Sophie's infectious excitement. "You're really into stories, aren't you?"

Sophie looked up, her eyes meeting Lena's with an intensity that made Lena's breath catch. "Yeah," she said softly. "I think everyone has a story worth telling. Some are just harder to see than others."

Lena felt a lump form in her throat at the weight of Sophie's words. She wasn't sure why, but it felt like Sophie was speaking directly to her, as if she could see the story Lena had been trying so hard to keep hidden.

Without thinking, Lena reached for the necklace in Sophie's hand. "I think this one suits you," she said, her voice barely above a whisper.

Sophie blinked, surprised by the gesture. Then, her lips curved into a soft smile. "You think so?"

Lena nodded, her fingers brushing against Sophie's as she handed the necklace back. "Yeah. It's...you."

Sophie's smile widened, and for a moment, the air between them seemed to shift, becoming heavier with something unspoken. Lena felt her heart pounding in her chest, her pulse quickening in a way that made her want to take a step back, but at the same time, she didn't want to break the moment.

"I'll take it," Sophie said, her voice quieter now, almost intimate.

They finished at the boutique, and as they walked out into the evening air again, Lena couldn't shake the feeling that something had changed between them. It was subtle, but it was there—an unspoken connection that neither of them acknowledged, but both of them felt.

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By the time they reached the edge of the park, the sky was painted in hues of pink and orange, the city bathed in the soft glow of twilight. They stopped near the entrance, the comfortable silence stretching between them as they watched the sun dip below the horizon.

"This was nice," Sophie said, her voice quiet but filled with warmth. "I'm glad we did this."

"Me too," Lena replied, surprised by how much she meant it.

Sophie turned to her, a playful glint in her eyes. "So, when's the next one?"

Lena raised an eyebrow, trying to hide the smile tugging at her lips. "Next what?"

"Next...whatever this was," Sophie said with a grin. "Coffee, a walk, whatever. I kind of like hanging out with you."

Lena laughed softly, feeling the last bit of tension she had been holding onto melt away. "I think I'd like that too."

"Good," Sophie said, her smile widening. "Then it's a date."

Lena's heart skipped at the word "date," but before she could overthink it, Sophie gave her a quick, playful wave and started walking backward down the path. "See you soon, Lena!"

Lena stood there for a moment, watching Sophie disappear into the park, her chest full of something she hadn't felt in a long time. It wasn't just attraction—it was something deeper, something that stirred in her the way her art did when she was truly inspired.

As she turned and started the walk back to her apartment, Lena couldn't help but smile, her thoughts already racing ahead to the next time she would see Sophie. Whatever this was between them, it felt like the beginning of something.

Something Lena wasn't ready to let go of.